From me to you
Even though I don’t use this lj anymore I do want everyone to know that I do read my friends lists on a regular basis. Even do comments here and there. I have feelings of apprehension concerning this journal. I don’t like what it became and who was associated with it and even though it would be different if I started using it again I don’t like what happened during its tenure.
I have started to write posts but I have always refused to post them always just keeping my thoughts to myself. I have found other places to open up and be myself. I have played out the idea of getting another lj and using that and start over. Letting the past and the time and the person I was be left with this name. Its not like I don’t like the name, I just want to erase the past entries from it.
I know that the bullshit and the individual associated with it is long gone and I doubt certain people even think about stopping by to see if I do anything with it. I hope that people can forget the drama that ensued during that time. With all of that said, I can’t bring myself to be honest here and because of that I can’t use it.
I could post random babble that means nothing but that would bore even me. I want a fresh start because I know I desire to be out there, to be able to write and to be able to be honest in my writing. If I can be so vain to ask that anyone might be interested, would you be interested in reading a Livejournal if I started another one?
I have started to write posts but I have always refused to post them always just keeping my thoughts to myself. I have found other places to open up and be myself. I have played out the idea of getting another lj and using that and start over. Letting the past and the time and the person I was be left with this name. Its not like I don’t like the name, I just want to erase the past entries from it.
I know that the bullshit and the individual associated with it is long gone and I doubt certain people even think about stopping by to see if I do anything with it. I hope that people can forget the drama that ensued during that time. With all of that said, I can’t bring myself to be honest here and because of that I can’t use it.
I could post random babble that means nothing but that would bore even me. I want a fresh start because I know I desire to be out there, to be able to write and to be able to be honest in my writing. If I can be so vain to ask that anyone might be interested, would you be interested in reading a Livejournal if I started another one?
