Planet Lyn-Z

• 12:23 Dining Out For Life is July 15th! Where are y'all going to eat? See the restaurant list at www.diningoutforlife.com. #

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• 17:54 Therapy session tomorrow at 9am. Already a little hope is peeking through. I can't let this break me. Matt would be royally pissed off. #

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• 18:48 I'm looking into grief counseling. I hope it will help. Every time I close my eyes, I see his face. I don't think I can do this alone. #

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• 01:03 Every time I think I'm having a better day, something reminds me of Matt and I'm a mess all over again. Nothing about this is okay. #

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• 00:53 Matt Sloan, who died at Bonnaroo this year, was my boyfriend. I don't know if all of my friends know this yet. I'm completely devastated. #
• 22:27 Trying to get back to reality after the week from hell. They don't really have a manual for dealing with the death of a boyfriend. Ugh. #

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• 21:48 Matt's funeral is tomorrow. It still doesn't seem real. #

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But I was too busy having fun to bother with the computer.

My boyfriend, Matt Sloan, with whom I was rapidly falling in love . . . died yesterday morning at Bonnaroo music festival, shortly after getting off the phone with me. My world is upside down. I was so sure he was the one . . . now I don't know what I'll do.

And one of the worst things is that none of my friends or family had met him yet. We shared so much, but it is like he never existed. I'm a mess. A horrible mess.

I need so desperately to see that beautiful smile. This is so wrong.

• 20:38 I'm at Fresco's Café (Maple Street, New Orleans). 4sq.com/d13DEV #

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• 11:14 I'm at Bourbon Orleans Hotel (717 Orleans St., at Bourbon Street, New Orleans). 4sq.com/cVDnW8 #

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• 11:38 I'm at Bourbon Orleans Hotel (717 Orleans St., at Bourbon Street, New Orleans). 4sq.com/cVDnW8 #

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