Got to see this + a Q&A with Paul Thomas Anderson, Leonardo DiCaprio, Sean Penn, Benicio Del Toro, Regina Hall, Teyana Taylor, and Chase Infiniti. Several of them mentioned feeling grateful and blessed to be in the film. I feel grateful and blessed to have watched it and see them talk about it. I also feel grateful and blessed that the elderly gentleman next to me, most likely an Academy Member, was laughing at some of the same stuff I…

When the moderator said she couldn’t recall there being a vampire movie from a female protagonist’s point of view the massive and conjoined thought bubble between me and Kaleigh’s brains screamed TWILIGHT and then exploded. 

But yeah this film is tough for me since I did really want to love it and couldn’t help but be super hyped for it and while it is very impressive and I am happy I saw it I don’t know if I liked it. …