"Sucking all the marrow out of life doesn't mean choking on the bone."
-Dead Poet's Society
I'm like...the greatest advocate of getting all you can out of life, but I feel like I'm just...not. And it feels like the harder I try to get more out of it, the less I actually get.
For every step I take to better my life, something comes along and sets me back another 10 steps. I think I'm missing a lot of very important things.
As much as I hate to believe this is true, I think I need to find love. Even if it's not a permanent fixture, I need someone to call mine, and someone to call me theirs.
it's definitely been over a year since i updated this thing. i reckon i should knock the dust off. for anyone who is actually interested, you can thank this guy: _turnstiles_
my life has been interesting. i don't really know where to begin elaborating, but it's been crazy.
i lost my license. until july 31st. gonna make it hard to get ready for college. and that's not even the worst of it.
man, i remember now why i stopped blogging.
i've been a little angry lately. but kinda philosophical too.
i used to know you like the back of my hand until today you held your place now you're shifting like the sand your chest would heave with pride if i were spoken of 'till tonight i never knew the difference between comfort and love
although you're sleeping right next to me well, it feels like you are wide awake in a distant dream leading a life that is finally free of these endless nights and countless fights that turn us into who we hate to be
this is so difficult for the both of us i know we tried so hard, there's just no hope for us well it's more than a shame that we lost to this game all my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing - nothing will ever be the same
i used to hold you like it's all that i had now begins the falling out, we are like a passing fad your mouth would crack a smile if i were spoken of 'till tonight you never thought you'd lose this epic battle with love
although you're sleeping right next to me well, it feels like you are wide awake in a distant dream leading a life that is finally free of these endless nights and countless fights that turn us into who we hate to be
and this is so difficult for the both of us i know we tried so hard, there's just no hope for us well it's more than a shame that we lost to this game all my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing - nothing will ever be the same
for what it's worth, i've always admired you i always thought that we could make it through now look what time can do it took our masterpiece we built and broke it in two i always believed in you i always loved you
and this is so difficult for the both of us i know we tried so hard, there's just no hope for us well it's more than a shame that we lost to this game all my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing - nothing will ever be the same
and i guess it's just a little more simple than i expected.
life is so many kinds of unfair. or maybe i'm so many kinds of unfair.
i can honestly say that i never, ever, ever felt this way your lips, your eyelashes, your skin these are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin
i will sleep another day i don't really need to anyway what's the point when my dreams are infected with words you used to say i will breathe in a moment as long as i keep my distance i wouldn't want to go messing anything up
so don't go worrying about me it's not like i think about you constantly so maybe i do, but that shouldn't affect your life anymore i knew it the moment you walked into the door
i'll let you get the best of me because there's nothing else that i do well i'll let you get the best of me because there's nothing else that i do well i'll be the giver and you'll be the taker i guess that's how this one's gonna go i'll be the giver and you'll be the taker you've got me down on my knees and i proclaim all hail the heartbreaker
"...According to the sheriff's report, Kuhn had been on her way home, walking east along the 1800 block of Black Run Road from a neighbor's house when she was hit from behind and thrown over a concrete abutment before coming to a rest in a ditch about 6:23 p.m. She was flown by MedFlight from Adena Regional Medical Center to Grant Hospital in Columbus, but did not survive..."
it is christmas, and no one should feel bad on christmas.
with that said, merry christmas everyone. and for those of you who hate christmas, have a good day today anyway. the rest of us are celebrating, you deserve to be happy too.
