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"Sucking all the marrow out of life doesn't mean choking on the bone."
                   -Dead Poet's Society

I'm like...the greatest advocate of getting all you can out of life, but I feel like I'm just...not.  And it feels like the harder I try to get more out of it, the less I actually get.

For every step I take to better my life, something comes along and sets me back another 10 steps.  I think I'm missing a lot of very important things.

As much as I hate to believe this is true, I think I need to find love.  Even if it's not a permanent fixture, I need someone to call mine, and someone to call me theirs.