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brb Crying

The torrent section for D-Addicts has closed down and I'm having a crisis.

It feels like...I wasted two years where I could've gotten all the drama raws I could, and now that I'm just getting back on track in the J-drama fandom, one of the greatest sources ever is gone. And I don't even know the reason why (because let's face it, things feel a lot less painful if there's something or someone to blame. It's bad, but I'm not so great to be above doing it.).

T^T

*plays Arashi's Tell Me Why from The Digitalian*

I hate that song btw. I've yet to look up what the lyrics mean, but for me the melody feels over-the-top heartbroken. And yet, it seems to fit the moment right now. Funny enough.
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Crying because I've stumbled back in here

It's been more than two years since I've posted last and I'm starting to regret having dug up my pre-Tumblr past.

LiveJournal has changed a lot, and while I would like to say something about how much the Arashi fandom has changed, I actually have no idea. I've been absent there too and it makes me feel twice as bad, really.

I still write, but, mostly in roleplay form, and anyone who might have read the last fanfic I posted would have been clued in -- yes, that's exactly what I've been doing in the last two years, except devoid of Arashi, j-pop, and j-drama. Probably a lonely sort of existence in some ways. I blame Nicholas Hoult.

I wish I can just jump back in and pick up from where I've left off, but comparing the time that I've been up-to-date (not completely, but more than amply) with the fandom and the time (now) that I'm very much clueless as to the happenings in the Arashi world... It's kinda disheartening. But at the same time, I don't want to give up.

I may yet be able to come back.
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0072: Role-Playing Matters

TITLE: Role-Playing Matters
AUTHOR: Mai / junmai
GENRE: Humor / Crack / Gen
RATING: PG-13
LENGTH: One-shot – 2,429 Words
DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction, and any similarities to fanfic plots and characters written or unwritten herein mentioned are purely coincidental.
AUTHOR’S NOTES: This is part of The Other Green Room AU and maybe the last of it, unless I get inspiration. Written for Nino’s 29th birthday.
SUMMARY: Nino steals a laptop for Jun, and the whole band gets addicted to Tumblr.

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0071: Zombie Post

Quick li'l update:
  • I missed Nino's birthday again, and I'm sorry that he's the only one missing a fanfic dedication
  • I plan to cheat though
  • my laptop crashed by the end of february; currently still under a coma
  • I spent the summer in a library internship
  • I'm currently working on my thesis so I'm under self-proclaimed ban on fangirling
  • I miss my boys
  • I am posting from my sister's mobile so it sucks, but I'll edit this when I get online using whoever's pc I can get
  • dating this on Nino's birthday because I'm cheating

Posted via m.livejournal.com.
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0070: Fangirl Anniversary (2)

Yesterday, February 5th was my 2nd year anniversary as an Arashi fangirl.

Hafta say that, I'm still as illegal as ever, having bought nothing to support this pop group that I've been flailing over in the last two years. I suppose I feel bad, but there's really nothing I can do to remedy this at the moment. The day will come, however.

The MatsuJun and J-drama fandom is slightly legal (after all, I did first watch Gokusen when it was broadcasted in my country) but Hallyu is much more prevalent that I can't help but resort to downloading the stuff that I actually want to watch.

Oh well...

Yesterday, I ended up sleeping the rest of the afternoon when we got home from lunch after church, so I sort of forgot about posting. Anyway, here it is, and I'm glad that, at least, I'm only a day late.

It just feels a little lonely that I have no one to celebrate with online...seems like I'm having real trouble reaching out to people even on the web.

...excuse me while I rinse off my misery.

EDIT:
And so, I decided to go with making a personal fanfic archive, seeing as I should have something for this (or yesterday's) occasion. It's a little embarrassing cause it doesn't have much as of now, but stormsession should prompt me to write more in the future.

stormsession | stormsession | stormsession | stormsession | stormsession
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0068: a Day in a FROOS Life

TITLE: a Day in a FROOS Life
AUTHOR: Mai / junmai
GENRE: Fluff / Gen
RATING: PG-13
PAIRING: Aiba-Matsumoto (by proxy), a little Ohno-Ninomiya partnership-in-crime (by proxy)
LENGTH: One-shot – 1,156 Words
DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction, and any similarities to fanfic plots and characters written or unwritten herein mentioned are purely coincidental.
AUTHOR’S NOTES: This is part of The Other Green Room AU and companion piece to Kids These Days. Written for misatsuki who requested Masashi-Megumi and partly for racanai who wanted Ohmiya SK Jr. I know I should make a separate one-shot for this pair of rascals, but the appropriate adventure for them is still yet to be concocted. So here's my little offering for the meantime. ^^
SUMMARY: Of bedmate issues and pudding sharing.

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0067: Winter Dramas

It’s a little depressing that I haven’t burned off my drama files from two seasons ago, but at least I’m watching only two series this winter season. To summarize last season’s dramas, here are the things I have yet to archive on non-existent blank DVDs (I have yet to buy another batch):
  • (10 file/s) Hunter
  • (10 file/s) Nazotoki wa Dinner no Ato de *[this is tentative, as I have yet to take the ones hardsubbed by STORMY team sub]
  • (10 file/s) Yokai Ningen Bem
  • (10 file/s) Kaito Royale (Ep.01-09 + Ep.00)
I had to skip Watashi ga Renai Dekinai Riyuu…I’ll think about it once I get these and the older files off of my poor hard drive. I haven’t finished downloading 11 Nin mo Iru, so that’s another one possibly by the end of this season.

Speaking of the winter drama season, I’m only watching Lucky Seven with Matsumoto Jun and Strawberry Night with Takeuchi Yuko. It’s a little funny that I’m only following the dramas of Natsu Niji’s leads, and it kinda makes me miss Taiga and Shiori a lot more than I should.

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