junmai 😟depressed Work

Listens: Tell Me Why - Arashi

brb Crying

The torrent section for D-Addicts has closed down and I'm having a crisis.

It feels like...I wasted two years where I could've gotten all the drama raws I could, and now that I'm just getting back on track in the J-drama fandom, one of the greatest sources ever is gone. And I don't even know the reason why (because let's face it, things feel a lot less painful if there's something or someone to blame. It's bad, but I'm not so great to be above doing it.).

T^T

*plays Arashi's Tell Me Why from The Digitalian*

I hate that song btw. I've yet to look up what the lyrics mean, but for me the melody feels over-the-top heartbroken. And yet, it seems to fit the moment right now. Funny enough.