残念ですが、さようなら

This is my first year doing Fandom Trumps Hate! I just thought I’d do a little post showing off what I’m offering for 2026. If you don’t know what Fandom Trumps Hate is, it’s a charity fandom event where people bid on auctions others are putting up, and then they donate their bid amount to charity and get fanworks (or other fandom-related stuff) in return. For mine, I’m letting the person doing the bidding pick the charity they like best out of the list fandomtrumpshate has put together.

Both of my auctions are only for Pokémon fanworks. The first one, for fanart, is open to all ages and all ratings. The second one, for fanfic, is for people over 18 only and open to all ratings.

You can check them both out at the following links:

Auction 1 | Auction 2

All important information is available on there! I’m not going to type it all back up because I don’t really see the point, but if you want to get Pokémon art and/or fic from me*, there’s one way to get it! I don’t know if I’ll ever take fic commissions (especially for fandom stuff) so outside of exchanges this will most likely be the only way to ever get fic written by me. Auctions open tomorrow, March 3rd, at 8am EST!

Thank you! 🙂‍↕️

*with some caveats that are listed on the relevant auctions. you can always email me at the address listed on the auctions if you have any questions or need clarification about anything.

Other news to whomst it may concern: I'm exhausted after Citrus Con, but it went great! My Ko-Fi sketches are still open if you're interested, and I'm going to be sending out invoices for my merch stuff later this week, so that's also still available until I get to it. For now I'm going to sleep forever lol. o7 o7 o7

Dreamwidth is absolutely broken for me right now and I have no idea why LOL, but I wanted to make a post because it's been over a month and also I missed out on doing snowflake_challenge (which I am a bit sad about...) and ALSO there has been shit going down that pisses me off and if that could be the catalyst that gets me to blog again I would not complain.

2026 has been... something. In many ways!!! But I'm determined to keep on keeping on and to have a good time no matter what... I never did end up making that post looking back on 2025 or whatever it was I wanted to do, but maybe that's for the best in retrospect... I'd still kinda like to write down stuff I'd like to do over 2026 though. So maybe I'll try doing that once, huh... Dreamwidth fixes itself on my end... (If it's still broken tomorrow I'll try to figure that out, or something...)

In light of the ongoing attempts to Crack Down On Pornography I've also been contemplating posting some of that on here, especially stuff I'm not as inclined to share elsewhere right now lawl. So there might be some of that in the future? If there is, rest assured the "worst" of it will be posted under cuts with warnings and probably friends only. So there is that o7

Anyway I picked the worst time to make a post because it's almost 2am and I need to SLEEP but here's a further quick rundown...

1) I'm still so deep in the Corbeau/L mines you guys. Check out the chibi I drew for my candyheartsex letter... I wanted to share it here a month ago and then I never ended up doing it so here it is now!!!



2) THE PROTOMEN ACT III CAME OUT AND I'M STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT IT INTERNALLYYYYYYYY literally listening to it right now lol. I ordered a physical album but it's going to be delivered to a friend in the US so I won't get it until the summer... Also I was so excited to get it I didn't think to check the rest of the store and now I'm sad I didn't get the The Good Doctor Part 2 poster considering it literally features my ship </3 Maybe I'll try to get it later... But in the meantime you should look at it because it rules...

3) It's perfworldweek right now!!! Actually saying this made me realize I forgot to advertize it starting on fandomcalendar today OOP. Maybe this is what I should do before going to bed actually lmao.

Okay this was chaotic as hell and I have no idea what it's going to look like considering how fucked up this is on my end but hopefully it's not too bad ??? I'll see you later o7 wait before I go you should check out pkmnkinkmeme if you haven't seen it yet... Okay now I'm leaving au revoir o7

Hello there!!!! If anybody is left to see my posts... (joking)

I'm a bit sad I broke my streak of posting every month of the year on here, but ah well. (Wait actually hold up I just checked and I've already missed March... Well.) I think taking a break from blogging (even casual blogging) was for the best. I actually took several weeks off all social media in mid-October and that made me feel SO MUCH better. Officially it was to avoid Z-A spoilers (I received the game later than expected) but then I was like man, it's nice to not have to worry about being active on Tumblr for a while or whatever. It made me feel less bad about my lack of creative endeavors, too.

Well, the latter is not a problem for me right now because I'm running on pure, undistilled Z-A brainrot right now. I've already written and posted three fics (which have been crossposted on teamflare btw just saying just saying) I'm back to drawing every single day, and I have a 6-pages comic all sketched. I feel a little bit crazy but in a good way. The main downside is that I'm having a real hard time focusing on other things </3 but that's alright. I'm managing. I think.

I want to talk about Z-A SO BAD there's actually a full review I've been meaning to post for like. A month and a half at this point but I still haven't finished it. I'd like to do that before my birthday though. Instead I'm endlessly replying to Tumblr asks people have been sending me, which is also cool. Lots of FRESH!! AND NEW!!! blorbo material to discuss. Honestly I'm mentioning the review here in the hope that talking about it can get my brain to finally let me write more of it so I can post it here, which was my plan all along. Prayer circle etc.

What's new other than that... Hmm... The German classes I mentioned in my last post have been going great! I feel like I'm actually learning stuff, although it's still a bit slow-going. I can tell when people are talking about numbers, which feels huge as somebody who prior to this could barely count to 3 in German lol. We've barely just dipped our toes into stuff like dative and accusative at this point but I'm secretly hoping my years of Latin in middle school will come in clutch...

I posted the announcement for the next perfworldweek round and I'm very much looking forward to what people will make >:) I need to work on more of the graphics for it, but right now it's crazy holiday seasons so I'm focusing on other stuff. (Such as the gifts I still need to finish. Aough.) Being motivated to draw again has been a huge help ngl.

I'm also doing the holiday love meme again this year!!! I really really really want to push myself to leave comments for other people because I tend to procrastinate on it and then I'm like it's too late and I don't have anything to say aaaaaa. Once again, saying this here to hold myself accountable, I guess. o9

✨ holiday love meme 2025 ✨
my thread here

It's also fandomtrees season and my Z-A addled brain convinced me to sign up requesting exclusively my new ship under Pokémon, which is a first lol. I expect the few exchanges I'll allow myself to do next year will be heavy on them as well to be honest. (I even signed up to consent_issues_exchange with only one fandom and one ship, which I'd never done before...)

Anyway... I'm convinced there was more I meant to write but I can't remember now lol. You should tell me what you think of Z-A in the comments or link me to posts you've written about it etc. I'm really curious!!! I will leave you with these Corbeau icons I made on a whim because I saw someone was using some of my Yoshi icons and I got excited. Enjoy!! 💜

( 15 Corbeau icons, mostly from screenshots )

By the way, and speaking of, the Pokémon icons community is still happening! I'm hoping to have it up sometime next week.