sean/emma 1 (c)degrassi_ed

good times all around.

good times when your boyfriend breaks up with you.
good times when it's obvious he hasn't given a shit about you in months.

good times, good times.

ps-i'm changing ljs, so if you wanna stay friended, comment.
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sean/emma 1 (c)degrassi_ed

lalala i never post.

Copy and paste the first sentence of the first post of every month of 2004:

January- i'm trendy and gay so i stole this from jamie.

February- she keeps on asking do you think it hurts much to die?


March- so i thought that when friends get in a fight, they talk about it..


April- i think i just peed on myself...


May- it's really hot in here and it's making me sleepy
so i think i'll go to bed.

June- YESSSSSSSSSS AFTER A FUCKING HOUR I FINALLY FIXED MY LJ HAHA YOU SONS OF BITCHES! YOU NO GOOD SONS OF BITCHES!

July-just got home from the movies....
I SAW SPIDEY 2.

August- so in honor of my new house... i need a new layout.. and i know what it's gonna be...


September- so my computer is gay.


October- i'm watching raw right now at mi casa.


November- they played this at work today, it made me happy and sad at the same time


December- i didn't update in december.

PEACE BITCHES
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sean/emma 1 (c)degrassi_ed

bored

*Make a soundtrack for your life, matching songs with the following*

*Opening song: NOFX - the decline
*Waking up: black eyed peas - shut up
*First date: thursday - understanding in a car crash
*First kiss: the early november - ever so sweet
*Falling in love: my chemical romance - demolition lovers
*Seeing an old love: nancy sinatra - bang bang
*Heartbreak: yellowcard - only one
*Driving fast: metallica - master of puppets
*Getting ready to go out: lost prophets - shinobi vs dragon ninja
*Partying with friends: beastie boys - girls
*Dancing at a club: j kwon - tipsy
*Flirting: petey pablo - freek-a-leek
*Feeling sexy: ciara - goodies
*Walking alone in the rain: brand new - play crack the sky
*Missing someone: metallica - nothing else matters
*Playing in the ocean: electric six - danger! high voltage!
*Summer vacation: taking back sunday - a decade under the influence/my chemical romance - i'm not okay
*Fighting with someone: sum 41 - no brains
*Acting goofy with friends: misfits - teenagers from mars
*Thinking back: the cure - pictures of you
*Feeling depressed: from autumn to ashes - mercury rising
*Christmas time: tchaikovsky - waltz of the snowflakes
*Falling asleep: deftones - teenager
*Closing song: the rolling stones - paint it black

well.. that wasted a good half hour.
today was fucking SUPER awesome. haha.
worked 10-7.. that was normal
then got out of work and stalked leigh at stop and shop... picked up katie... went to applebee's with leigh, katie c and anthony... had lots of fun.. saw a lot of people we know... listened to the TEAM AMERICA soundtrack (which by the way, i saw last night with SCOTT).. america.. FUCK YEAH.. haha. <33
we also discused the greatness of such shows as pete&pete, are you afraid of the dark, ren&stimpy.. also great movies such as the might ducks, ace ventura and robin hood: men in tights... all while me and leigh quoted dane cook all night <333

so now i'd like to talk about how me and leigh are TOTALLY in LOWVE again. i missed her a lot. i'm so glad that we're close again <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 x a fucking BILLION.

and tomorrow i'm gonna hang out with katie c again.. no idea what we're doing, but it should be good.
saturday=work and then seeing team america again with anthony, katie and leigh.
and sunday is SURVIVOR SERIES.... which marks ONE YEAR from my first wrestling PAY PER VEIW EVARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. haha.
i <3 randy orton.
i'm excited for my 1 year mark haha.

and yeah! last night i went out with scott. and it was good. and i was happy. and all like <3333 and yayness. like a fag. haha.

i think that is all. bye now!
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sean/emma 1 (c)degrassi_ed

ah ha.

[1]Name: katie!
[2]Age: 20
[3]Birthday: mayyyyyy 18

[5]Nationality: irish and german

[6]Zodiac Sign: taurusssss
[7]Nicknames: katie and kate
[8]Screen name: xX bn FO sHizzLE

[9]E-Mail: xxnizzlefoshizzle@yahoo.com
[10]Middle name: mary
[11]Grade: n/a
[12]What time is it?: 8.38 pm


:: a p p e a r a n c e ::
[13]Weight: ah ha. a lot.

[14]Height: 5'11"
[15]Complexion: pale as all hell
[16]Hair color: Black
[17]Dyed: yep. natural blonde.
[18]Eye color: blue
[19]Freckles: on my hands
[20]Glasses?: only my trendy emo glasses
[21]Contacts?: no
[22]Braces?: nope
[23]Favorite feature(s): my lips
[24]Least favorite feature(s): ah ha. i'm FAT

[25]Shoe size: 11
[26]Tattoos: no no

[27]Piercings: oh si senor

[28]Scars: too many
[29]Nail Color: flesh?

:: f a m i l y ::
[30]Who lives in your house?: me, mom, dad, nick and rad (the dog)
[31]Parents: caroline and louis

[32]Occupations: h&m
[33]Fav Sibling: i have no choice, but he's my best friend anyway

[34]Their Age: 16
[35]Pets: radley, my weiner dog.


:: r e l a t i o n s h i p s ::
[53]Who is the perfect boy/girl?: jake gylenhaal/scott sarfaty
[54]Are you a virgin?: no
[55]Kissed some one of the opposite sex?: clearly.
[56]How many people have you gone out with?: some.
[57]Ever cheat/been cheated on and how many times?: both.
[58]Were you ever been TRULY in love?: yes.
[59]If so, with who?: scott.

[60]Did you ever get your heart broken?: yep
[61]Do you regret it?: the only thing in my life i regret is losing scott.
[62]What has been your longest relationship?: a year and 10 months
[63]Do you think a lot of people dont know what real love is?: yeah
[64]Do you think they say "I love you" just to say it?: yepp

[65]Do you prefer moving slow or fast?: shut up
[66]Do you like gifts?: lol yes
[67]What do you usually go for appearance-wise?: i think that the surfer boy look is whoa hot, but unfortunately, i never get those. haha
[68]Scent: showered
[69]Personality-wise?: funny. sarcastic.
[70]What do you hate?: everything.


:: h a v e y o u e v e r ::
[71]Been on an airplane: yes

[72]Been on a boat?: yes
[73]Been out of country?: nope
[74]Met the president?: no he's an asshole
[75]Been shot by a gun?: indeed. haha

[76]Killed somebody?: no no
[77]Hurt somebody [physically]?: yep
[78]Been arrested?: everyday of my LIFE lol
[80]Skipped school?: just on senior cut day

[81]Skipped class[es]?: haha, in 12th grade i like NEVER went to spanish or english... maybe that's why i got a 2 on me AP test
[82]Been so scared you cried?: yes

[83]Broken curfew?: yea
[84]Cut your own hair: all the time. seriously.
[85]Dyed/highlighted your own hair: always
[86]Broken a mirrror: MY BROTHER BROKE MY GODDAMNED MIRROR!
[87]Set something on fire: never. honest. i've never even lit a match

[88]Fell off a bike: yessir
[89]Skateboarded: yeah i used to with my brother
[90]Ice skated: ew yes

[91]Had a crush on your teacher?: HAHA no.
[92]Fallen down the stairs: yesssssss

[93]Eaten SPAM: god no.


:: t h i s / t h a t ::
[94]Pepsi/Coke: coke... but i prefer diet pepsi over diet coke. weird.
[95]Britney/Christina: britney<3
[96]Cat/dog: cat
[97]Boy cut/bikini style/thong: boy cut
[98]Seafood/meat: ew seafood is just gross.

[99]AIM/MSN: AIM
[100]McDonald's/Burger King: mcdonalds makes me sick.
[101]Big Mac/Whopper: WHOPPPER... WHOPPER NO ONION.. haha dane cook<3

[102]Dressed down/dressed up: Dressed down
[103]Chocolate/hard candy: fuck you asshole. lol.
[104]DVD/VHS: dvd
[105]Computer/Laptop: compy
[106]Bleh/Blah: MERRRRRRRR
[107]People/Teen People: teen people lol
[108]NewsWeeks/US News: i don't read either. i watch the news

[109]Poor/Rich: Rich.
[110]Drink/Eat: drink
[111]Girls/Guys: both are good stuff
[112]NSYNC/BSB: FOMG NSYNC BABY LANCE ALL THE WAY
[113]White/Black: black


:: c h i l d h o o d ::
[114]Did you have a good childhood?: i guess
[115]Were you a tomboy or a girlie girl?: neither.
[116]Were you a mommy's girl/boy?: i still am
[117]Who were your best friends?: diana wanzer and jackie wanzer
[118]What was your favorite thing to do?: play robin hood
[119]What was your favorite color?: yellow and pink
[120]What's your earliest memory?: uhh
[121]Where did you live?: in an apartment in bellmore
[122]What was your favorite food?: bananas
[123]What activities/sports did you take part in?: soccer, gymnastics

[124]What school did you go to?: saw mill
[125]What was your favorite stuffed animal/doll?: rainbow brite and huncha.. i still have huncha<3
[127]Did you get good grades?: yeah
[128]Were you a snob?: nope
[129]Did people like you?: lol no i had NO firends except the wanzers
[130]What kind of music/bands did you listen to? nirvana.. haha in 4th grade loving nirvana and pearl jam
[131]What did you want to be when you grow up?: a nurse
[132]What was your favorite toy?: legos... and crayons


:: f u t u r e ::
[133]What do you want to be?: something.
[134]Where do you want to live?: ...in a house?
[135]Do you want to get married?: yes
[136]How many kids?: 3
[137]Are you going to go to college?: i did
[138]If so, what college?: ncc
[139]Do you think you'll get in?: ...i already did
[140]What kind of car are you going to have?: the one i have now? 2002 honda civic... but i want a 2000 VW GTI
[141]What do you expect to have before your dream job?: your mom.

[142]Are you going to live near your parents/family?: don't care
[143]What kind of house do you want?: a big one


:: g o i n g d e e p e r ::
[144]Have you/do you have any physological problems or disorder? i have ADHD
[145]Are you on any medications?: yes
[146]Are you seriously depressed or have you ever been?: yes
[147]Have you ever seen a therapist?: no
[149]Are you obsessive-complusive?: with some things
[150]Bipolar?: no
[151]Manic?: no
[152]Schizophrenic?: no
[153]Paranoid?: no


:: p e r s o n a l i t y ::
[154]Shy or loud: shy
[155]Are you nice?: to some
[156]Are you polite?: very
[157]Are you a bitch?: ye
[158]Are you independent?: no
[159]Are you lovable?: some seem to think so.

[160]Are you funny?: yes
[161]How would YOU describe your personality?: i don't like you. so suck it.


:: s c h o o l ::
[162]Favorite subject?: band.
[163]Least?: divination ;) lol harry potter on the brain
[164]Do you like your school?: i don't go to school.
[165]What type of school are you in [high, middle, elementary, etc.]: none.
[166]Private or public?: shut up.
[167]What classes are you taking/generally take?: working your mom 101
[168]Are you a troublemaker in school?: not at all
[169]What are your school colors?: don't go to school
[170]Mascot?: none
[171]What do you love about your school?: nothing.
[172]What do you hate about your school?: the people.

[173]Is your principal good?: ...
[174]Do you have a good yearbook?: in high school.. it sucke.d
[175]Are the teachers generally good?: stfu


:: f r i e n d s ::
[176]Best friend(s)?: melissa. leigh.

[177]Other friends: shut up

[178]Worst enemy: none.
[179]Are your friends mostly alike or very diverse?: their diverse


:: r a n d o m ::
[180]Do you complain a lot?: not anymore
[181]Do you eat a lot?: no, i eat like twice a day
[182]Do you smoke?: no
[183]Do you drink?: yes
[184]Do you do drugs?: no
[185]Do you have any eating problems?: no
[186]Do you get annoyed easily?: by certain people
[187]Do you have a temper?: er yeah
[188]Do you have a TV and/or computer and/or phone in your room?: tv
[189]Do you like sushi?: NO NO NO NO NO
[190]What's the fanciest place you've ever eaten at?: the oak chalet.

[191]Is your family weird?: oh definately

[192]What's the weirdest thing you've ever named?: i dunno
[193]Do you have good grammar?: yes

[194]What's the worst fight you've ever gotten in w/ other than family?: eh i dunno
[195]Are you tired?: nope
[196]What are you doing right now besides this?: listening to nofx and talking to scott

[197]What's on your desk or whatever surface on which your typing:? just the computer.
[198]What time is it?: 8.46 pm
[199]Do you look at the keyboard when you type?: no


:: r e c e n t l y ::
[200]What was the last thing you did?: took a wee wee ah ha
[201]Who was the last person you talked to?: my dad?

[202]What was the last store you went to?: stop and shop
[203]Who was the last person you talked to on IM?: scott right now.
[204]On the phone?: melissa
[205]What was the last thing you bought?: soup
[206]When was the last time you went to the bathroom?: 5 minutes ago
[207]What was the last game you played?: uhh
[208]Who was the last person you saw?: dad

[209]Movie you saw on the big screen?: saw
[210]Movie you saw at home/elsewhere: i watched full metal jacket today

[211]Thing you ate?: hamburger
[212]Drank?: water


:: r i g h t n o w ::
[213]What are you wearing? jeans, black element shirt, green hurley hoodie and my black and white beanie
[214]What are you thinking about?: i'm cold and i miss scott
[215]What are you going to do next?: watch raw
[216]What websites are you at right now?: myspace, lj and yahoo
[217]Who are you talking to?: no one at the moment because scott's quiet
[218]Are you signed on?: yeah
[219]Do you have to pee?: not anymore

[220]What are you looking at?: the screen
[221]What are you eating?: nothing
[222]Drinking?: nothing
[223]Watching?: nothing
[224]Reading?: this
[225]Listening to?: peaches - operate
[226]Feeling?: kinda sad

[227]Do you want this survey to be over?: i guess
[228]Time?: 8.50 pm

x-posted to myspace
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sean/emma 1 (c)degrassi_ed

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i'm bored and i really miss scott.













this is the boy who holds my heart
and as you can see, i like inflicting pain upon myself by posting these.

leigh, victory is ours..
i hope :/
sean/emma 1 (c)degrassi_ed

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i'm watching a clockwork orange
and my dog is being annoying and really stupid.

today was an okay day... i cried a little bit cause i missed scott, but i hung out with mel and jen and it took my mind off it...

tomorrow after work i'm going shopping with leigh, mel and jen.. i am tre excited.
and then friday keri and leigh are coming over to play with my dog, who's name is radley for those of you who don't know... he's a miniature dachshund.. he's mad cute.

so, life is getting better, but it would be a lot better if i had scott.
one can only hope that things work out for themselves, so i'm hoping that scott will realize how much i love him and that we really should be together.
then, life would be perfect <3

the dog is sitting on my shoulder now. he's too cute.

night all.
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sean/emma 1 (c)degrassi_ed

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broken this fragile thing now
and i can't, i can't pick up the pieces
and i've thrown my words all around
but i can't, i can't give you a reason

i feel so broken up (so broken up)
and i give up (i give up)
i just want to tell you so you know

here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

you are my only one
i let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only, my only one

made my mistakes, let you down
and i can't, i can't hold on for too long
ran my whole life in the ground
and i can't, i can't get up when you're gone

and something's breaking up (breaking up)
i feel like giving up (like giving up)
i won't walk out until you know

here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

you are my only one
i let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only, my only one

here i go so dishonestly
leave a note for you my only one
and i know you can see right through me
so let me go and you will find someone

here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

you are my only one
i let go,

there's just no one, no one like you


you are my only, my only one
my only one
my only one
my only one
you are my only,

my only one




:'(