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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

Art tag: jau draws

writing tag: jau writes

personal tag: jau rants

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Message me (not on anon) for an invite to the xisang discord!

prompts are open for art and writing. I welcome anything, just be warned that I won’t always fill prompts because I’m mostly doing this for fun

I’m fine with translations/podfics/fanart/anything inspired by my fics. More than fine, I’m vibrating with excitement that anyone would take the time to do that. My only request is to share it on sites where I’m present (preferably tumblr or AO3), to link to the original work, and if possible to let me know about it so I can enjoy and hype it ;)

And a small selection of what I have to offer (there’s a lot more on AO3)

A collection of most of my short prompt fills

I am what I am, I know what I know:  Xisang + mentions of Nielan, arranged marriage. Lan Xichen is engaged to Nie Mingjue. When his fiancé dies of a Qi deviation, the engagement is transferred to Nie Huaisang. They learn to make the best of it.

Love of my life, I hate you :   Xisang, slow burn, arranged engagement. Nie Huaisang and Lan Xichen are engaged since childhood and while they both initially hate it, feelings eventually start to emerge

We can light a match and burn it down:  Wangxian, Xisang, arranged marriage. After the death of Wei Wuxian, Lan Wangji is forced into a political marriage with Nie Huaisang. Neither of them is happy with that, but they’re used to not getting what they want.

Brotherly Concern :  Wangxian. Lan Xichen wants to help his brother with his complicated romantic situation but makes a very wrong assumption about the situation

Mirrors :  Xisang, A/B/O. Lan Xichen finds a magic mirror that lets him chat with Nie Huaisang from a different world, leading to them falling in love

Just the sight of you (is getting the best out of me):  Zhuiling. ABO, underage. Jin Ling is caught having sex with Lan Sizhui and must now prove he’s more than a horny teenager so he can marry the boy he’s desperately in love with.

A Lamb in wolf’s clothing:  Xisang. Nie Huaisang did not orchestrate the fall of Jin Guangyao, but must deal with everyone thinking he did.

Second Chances For First Time Villains :  WIP, Xisang, post canon. After it is revealed Jin Rusong did not actually die, Nie Huaisang finds himself in charge of the little boy and tries his best to care for him

Heart and Soul : WIP. GEN, angst, daemon AU. Nie Huaisang has a daemon who never settled, Jiang Cheng’s settled on the wrong shape, and Wei Wuxian misses his when he returns from the dead.

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inkskinned

something about love makes you look at things differently. the really important part of this is that any love will work. if you love blue you will see it everywhere. if you love soft things you will note the cat and the thread count and the moss. you will find your best friend in ugly greeting cards and haunted dolls and terrible fanfics and since they remind you of her they will be beautiful.

so you will love the world differently for having loved someone else. you will love a certain cereal or pokemon because of your brother. you will hear your favorite band's song playing in a random store and the love of it will make the whole world a little more golden. you will read a poem so many times the words become their own creatures. you will find you cannot listen to certain music without thinking of your favorite show.

this velveteen rabbit transformation occurs. the love does not stop, it echoes.

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pocket-deer-belly

it's really really funny to me that like "people under 18 might consume porn and that's generally fine actually" is some shocking take. like were you not also young once. is it not normal to develop sexually around the age of 12. is it not normal to experience sexual thoughts as a teen. like it's fucking absurd that we're suggesting mass surveillance of children to ensure they will never see a boob ever outside of a classroom instead of just teaching children how to interact with adult content safely. you're just arguing for abstinence again, plugging your ears going "lalala" when someone tells you that kids should learn about sex or they will have sex in worse more dangerous ways

iamdefinitelynotanalien
probuccalfat

they don’t warn you about it but if you love your own company enough to be content by yourself and you’ve got some standards for who you’d date, you’ll spend a lot of time single and nobody will really get why you’re doing that because surely you want to come home and hang out with craig, right? right????? don’t you want to hang out with craig?

me at work no I don't need to socialise with my colleagues actually no I don't want to chat my own company and the blorbos in my brain are enough during work hours and for non work hours I have my partner and my internet friends I don't need to know how conspiracy man's life is going