Got a bullet in my hand

I HATE YOU ALL!

And... i am no longer interested in this journal. I don't have time to make up silly things and act like a cunt, bitch, or whore.

So if i can figure out how to delete it. This will go away. Or... i just will not really bother with it anymore. Not that anyone reads it...
So if you come across it... yeah. Don't expect shit. Everything about this entire thing was a joke. Now it is over.

HAHA! I HAD FUN!

later, bitches.

So i had sex like 6 times in a row last night, at 6 o'clock, and had 6 orgasms.
It was paradise, bitches.

My complaint now is homeless people. Those bankrupt fucks are always begging for money so they can get drunk. But like.. dude... i need money so i can get drunk. What, duh? Speaking of which, party Saturday night. Fucking great. Fun times i tell you. Sluts getting knocked up everywhere i looked. And this bitch ass boy driving his car around in circles and notices the smoke pouring out and says "Oh fuck it got foggy out... oh wait that's my car" Pop the hood and it's like a bomb. Cops driving up a road nearby, so we're all sketched out. My friend loses his car keys. Fuckin funny shit. Needless to say, no cop problems that night.

I am no happy at all right now. Just so you know. Right now i hope a bomb filled with a killer disease is dropped from the ass of an air craft. BOOM BITCH!

I need more pot. Smoke til all my brain cells dry out. Then my brain can shrink. I will be a legal retard. DURRRR. Wouldn't that be fucking hilarious. Oh yes. How i long to a retard, then I could be privaliged enough to go class to class delivering coffee, collecting money and then later selling pastries. Oh what a life. Better yet i could be a pothead retard.

damn whopperheads.

Them damn door to door priest "i sell my religion because i wanna rule the world" fucks need to become road kill.
Fight Club on the other hand, is my bible. That's right bitches, worship my soap and let's blow some shit up!

My friend had me listening to country music yesterday... fuckin wack! Weirdly enough, i would love to ride a cowboy.

The school got new picnic tables, and their like "don't vandalize them, they are expensive" So me and my friend are all like "OH SWEET NEW PICNIC TABLES!" My goal is to vandalize the shit outta those babies. I'll have sex ontop of every single one of them someday.

Hey disco diva, come sit on my lap.

I am so fucking hungry! So much for starving myself, this won't last long at all.

Everytime i so fortunately *gag* get to see Britney Spears, like every video she gets to be more of a slut. It's hot... don't get me wrong. But i just hate her so much it destroys that fact that it's also sexy.

My sister has officially turned my mom into the infamous "soccer mom". Joy. I should sing that faggy ass song to her by that pop punk faggerific band.
Oh by the way, i love Blink 182. HA.

Like oh my god, i am so finished now.

peace niggaz.

Ever see two beavers fuck?

*raises hand*

Ha, okay so i lied.

Shoot me, i lack of anything interesting to say. Yet i felt like updating.

So...

Last night i got cocked off my ass. It was grand except for the fact that hickory and dickory were all over eachother all night long. Aside from that Matt was also being a complete douchebag saying i gave him attitude. Fuck that. I do have an attitude, get use to it shitlicker and what i said was nothing, and i didn't even ask with an attitude, prick. So he ignored me all night. Whatever fuck that. I love strobe lights, you don't even have to be wasted to trip with one of those! But it's fun when you are too.

Going out again tonight. Good fucking thing cause i hate being home. Fuck being home.

At the party there was a skunk and everyone was all like "ahh, watch out a skunk" I didn't see no fuckin skunk! This idiot smelt like one though, i was like "Who the fuck has been eating shit?" And then this fuckin kid comes up and he's like "The skunk pissed on me" then runs off. I was too cocked to give a shit so i just kinda dazed off into my own world. Then i snapped out of it tore my clothes off and jumped in the pool. It was pretty fuckin cold but whatever. I borrowed my friends T-shirt and a pair of his pants.

Man, fuck this i'm still a little too out of it to type anymore. I need to go back to bed my head is bangin.

I want sex now, bitch give it to me.

I am pretty jumpy and whacky and feeling quite cheerleaderish. That reminds me, i was walking by the school and they were practicing or some shit. Well this one girl Amy came towards me, and i was getting more and more ancy as she came closer and closer. She gave me this dirt snobby look and said "Listen, i can see you staring at my ass and i'm telling you right now it's making me feel uncomfortable so stop, bitch" Now i had no idea what she was talking about because i was actually staring at the cheer captains gigantic boobs. So i looked her up and down slowly while whispering to myself "My, oh my" She then started to give me a bitchy smirk. Then i knew what i had to do. I grabbed her waist and pulled her close to me then brought my hands up onto her face and brought her face to mine and kissed that bitch. I then slipped my tongue into her mouth and moved my right hand down to her breasts and squeezed and then rubbed them gently. I pulled my lips away from hers to let her catch her breathe. She panted like a fucking dog. And she stared at me in shock, trembling. I then said "yeah, that's right and we're not done yet" She went to say something but i shut her up as i kissed her again while pulling her with me as i walked backwards towards the side of the building. Then i spun her around and pressed her body up against the wall and ran my left hand up her shirt onto her breast then around to her back as i pulled myself closer up against her. I began to spread her legs open with my right leg as i started to glide my left hand from her back around to her breast, down her stomach and then down to her shorts. I gently rubbed my finger across the top of her shorts and then shoved my hand down them. I tickled her lighty all around her vagina then moved my fingers back and forth over her pussy. Then slowly pushed my fingers into her. I watched as her eyes widened as if they were about to pop out. She then began biting my lip and i was enjoying it. I began moving my fingers faster and faster trying to get deeper and deeper. I whispered in her ear "You like how that feels, slut?" Then began to suck on her ear lobe. She couldn't respond due to the heavey breathing and inbetween gasping for more air while shivering in anticipation. Her moans drove me crazy and made me wish i had a cock to stick in her. I then brought a third finger up into her making her pant and release a quick scream. Some of the other cheerleaders i noticed were looking over to see what was keeping Amy. I was keeping Amy... i was keeping her very well. Once my fingers got tired and felt like they were gonna rot off i took them out and whiped them across her cheek. Then i licked her cheek. She looked exhausted when i finished. I kissed her once more, grabbed her ass and said "Thank me later". Then i walked away, turned back and winked. Then continued walking. I got home and washed twice after touching that bitch.

I have to say, it was fun. I can only imagin how her team will react. I'm dying to see if she stays on the squad after that. Perhaps i shall visit cheerleading practice again.

Show me love, darling.

xo

CUNT LICKING WHORE! Aren't friends something else?
FUCK FRIENDS! BACKSTABBING NO GOOD FUCKING LAME ASS RETARDS! Fuck, so my friend goes away and writes about how he misses all these people... and doesn't even mention me. Yet he tried calling me from where he is but i wasn't home. So my guess is he called looking for my brother and since he wasn't home then he asked for me... wtf! FUCK HIM!!!

Also, there is no fucking such thing as trust. i SWEAR. FUCK EVERYONE. I can't even try helping one person and trying to also defend someone without someone opening their big cum filled mouth and telling the world. Then i get yelled at for it. Well FUCK fine i won't say a damn thing to any of you. And i am not putting up with the lame drama he's trying to feed me. No fuck that i don't want it, don't need it, and i don't need you so if you wanna walk away then go, i'm sick of going fishing. Fuck Off.

I hope he cried, i hope she cries, i hope he'll cry. Yeah go choke on your tears, bitch boy.

And let bad friends sleep horribly tonight.

NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER BITCH!

MY FAMILY IS A BUNCH OF JEWISH BASTARDS! THEY SMELL LIKE SHIT TOO!

My cousin use to be such a fatass loser. Now she got all skinny and decent looking, and guess who she's marrying... A FAT UGLY ASSHOLE. Man what a fuckin moron. What really grabs my tits and spins them is the fact that they are getting married today and MY FAMILY WASN'T INVITED! FUCKING DYKE! Fuck her man... fuck them... who the fuck needs that shit. I hope they get fat and be merry the ugly cunt lovers.
I hope she enjoy trying to breathe while fat ass is trying to stick his chubby joint into her pocket if ya know what i mean. EWWW.

Tonight my friend was all trying to make me like him... i like have a guy and he's all like "NO BITCH I'M BETTER" And it's fuckin pathetic. Just fuck me and get it off your chest, you're not inlove.

I like girls better anyway... They are so hot. FUCK MEN! I LOVE GAYNESS!

Don't look for me when the world is crashing... i'll be drinking pina coolatas enjoying the scenery.

i ♥ GOTHS!!!

Yeah...

I HATE FAT BITCHES

Oh my "gawww" Fat people are so ugly. They go and eat and complain about how fat they are but i think THEY SHOULD JUST KILL THEMSELVES! i mean really what's the point? ESPECIALLY if you are BLACK ontop of it. Black people are famous for being fat fucks, them and their fucking buckets of fried chicken. HOW DID I GET SO GIGANTIC? OH BUCKET O' CHICKEN! GIMME GIMME! Dumb fucks. Don't cry to me cause you're fat.

Last night i felt like such a nympho. I was humping everything! And i went for a walk and saw some old man with no pants on, it was a fucking riot. I was about to turn around and walk the other way when i noticed he had a tattoo on his ass that said "KISS ME I HAVE LIPS" i thought about it and fell on the floor laughing! That old dude, definitely equals cool in my book!

Jesus came to me last night and whispered in my ear "i'll eat your soul, good girl" And i whispered back "How about you eat me out instead?" It was Holy. HAHA.

boop boop boop.