FEEL FREE TO DELETE IF INAPPROPRIATE. Hi All! I just created a community at glbtq_disabled . It's for members of the GLBTQQIA community to make friends and discuss being gay as it relates to being disabled in any way, be it physical, mental, learning, etc. Anyone, gay or straight or anything in between, is welcome to check it out and join. Be sure to tell your friends! Thanks, Caitlin
My plans are to spend my whole brake working and with my love, hopefuly everything will turn out right. I love you baby!!!!!!!! *muwah* she is my air my soul my life, i love her so much.
This community is practically dead which is sad. So, I just wanted to share with you all that I just bought about 9 pairs of absolutely fabulous boxers. I am thrilled.
So, what's going on with you guys?
Lets get talking about something. Any plans for spring break??
KQED's statewide public radio program "The California Report" is putting together a series of audio portraits inspired by the film "Brokeback Mountain" and is asking for your input.
We are interested in interviewing gay men and women who moved to gay-friendly California cities or towns from other areas of the country or other parts of California where they felt hostility because of their sexuality.
In places like San Francisco and Los Angeles, it's easy to forget that many of our neighbors are lesbians and gay men who left the towns where they grew up, went to college or lived as adults because they felt threatened or unwelcomed.
As an example, we have one story from a woman who went to college in Iowa in the late 1980s and had to put up every year with a fraternity initiation that involved bringing baseball bats into the only gay bar in town.
If you have a story to share, please call the special voicemail box set up for this project.
The phone number is 415-553-2390.
We will use many of these recorded stories in the public radio series and conduct in-person interviews with many callers. The deadline for stories is FEBRUARY 17th.
Thank you for helping us document these important stories!
I've had a very busy end of the year for 2005. I have not posted here as much as I should have, but again, I've been very busy! I hope everyone's enjoyed their holidays and I hope you all have a wonderful new year. So, in celebration of this even, I want everyone to tell me one thing they hope to acheive in the new year. It doesn't matter if it's something very big or just a little experiment like trying cheese and peanut butter together. Let me know by commenting on this post.
I will begin by saying that I hope in 2006, I will finally move into my own place!
hey everyone, well im new to this comunity, yall can call me lucky, I am a bi-sexual female, well umm i dont know really wat to say, HI i guess, well I gotta go bye bye people
Im so glad that I have LJ to vent to. Some pretty horrible stuff has happened to me in the past and my girlfriend doesn't always wanna listen and she isn't always so understanding.Okay my problem is that last summer my dad sexually abused me and I moved out because my mom wouldn't believe me. I lived with my aunt then she kicked me out so then i moved into my granpa's house for two weeks and then my mom decided maybe she believed me. so she moved out ith my three little brothers. we moved to mattoon, IL. well my dad convinced my brothers and my whole family that i was a liar. so two of my brothers moved back in withmy dad leaving me my mom and my youngest brother adam in mattoon all by ourselves. Time went by and my mom never believed me and she was so mean to me the whole time we lived in mattoon. she threatened to send me to the crazy house cause i would sit around and cry!(hello my dad sexually abused me my family hates me and i've been taken away from all my freinds, i think i have the right to cry) anyways. so then one day she tells me she's moving back in with my dad i guess i hadn't prooved to her that i was sexually abused, because i didn't like talking about it. So i had no where to go and then my girlfriend's mom offered to let me stay there. so i've lived here for over two months and the rules of me living here by my parents where that i had to keep my grades as a 'c' well our grades jus came through and i knew that i was failing two classes geometry and p.e. because of my trandfer grade(i never went to school in mattoon i skipped three full weeks because of my depression)I ran two miles in p.e to get my grade to a 'd' which is passing and then in math i did all my homework and everything i even got five extra credit points and raised two other class grades to a 'b' and they were a 'c' so. now that they have them they are telling me that i have to come home. my mom wants me to come home to that. but i say fuck her the whole time we lived in mattoon she fed me this shit like "oh some on take on for the team" yea know what fuck the team she left me why the hell should i go back to her. We were suppose to raise each other and well she left me to be with that low life husband of her' and trust me he is nothing special. not only did he sexually abuse me he physically abused me too. he's broke my nose i can't even count how many time or he would give me a fat lip and one time he chased me down with a shut gun and i ran into the corn filed he had no idea were i was and he shot into the corn field! and she ants me to go back to that? Fuck that! So what i need is your help how can i convince my mom that im working hard enough and that i should have to move home? thanx. Brina
I am so..I dunno what to be actually I'm a mix of things. Saturday Jessica went to a party,and I knew she would be drinking and stuff but I didn't really think I had anything to worry about cause she loves me and she wouldn't hurt me. Well I called her before the party and she's like promise not to be mad(I shouldn't have said I wouldn't be mad cause I was and I would have been worse if someone else wouls have told me)I was like okay I promise. She says I played with some triple d's. My mind went blank and I was I dunno...(confused mad sad)I yelled who and she's like Ashlee Fitzjarold.(Fat ugly chick used to be my friend up until that night)She's like you said you wouldn't get mad! I was passed mad trust me. And then she acted like I was over re-acting or something. And I could here some bitch(CJ's mom)say in the background is she bitching? And I yelled "well fuck yea I'm bitching I can fuckin bitch if I want!" Oh my God! Im still all worked up about this. Then Jess is like I'm gonna go I'll call you when I get home.(this was before she decided to stay and drink)I got off hte phone and I was crying my eyes out because we both know if that was me she would leave me and never talk to me again. So I try to call my friend Jennifer cause I really needed to talk to someone. But, I got her voice mail so I told her to call me back when she got off work. So I called Jess back and I was like so what do you mean you were playing with her boobs? And she's like I was squeezing them.And I guess Ashlee's all like thats okay thats what their there for. so she's as far as I'm concered is a fuckin whore. So I asked Jess so is it okay for me to go play with someone else's boobs? And she's like yea go ahead(our rule is if you don't want me to do it then you don't do it)So I start crying and she's like I gotta go. Then my friend called and I talked to her for a long time and then her man was calling so I told her I needed to call Jess anyways and she was fuckin drunk as hell she was making no sense and she was pissing me off and she's like call me back and I was pissed and told her not to bother. And hung up. Well Sunday I went to her house and I guess she was also around peoples who were smoking pot and she knows I don't like that,and she was grabbing ashlees ass again after she got off the phone with me. So I asked her today if I could use my I.O.U. card on her. So that she can't go oout drinking with out me,cause I can't trust her when she's drunk obviously and I really don't want her doing it without me. She's whorish when she's drinkin and I don't like it and i don't want it to happen again. And I'm really hurt from all this I could never get her back for it no matter how much I wanted to i couldn't go grab some other girls boobs cause I think it's cheating and no I wouldn't hurt her like that. Her sisters boyfriend Josh told me I should give her another chance,but I'll never be able to fogett it no matter how hard I try.(I'm so like cryin right now I can barely see the keys)This hurts so bad but I don't wanna lose her and I have no idea how to feel but I gotta go.Bye. ~Sabrina