Omg! This has been forever since I've been to LJ I feel bad...cause I've been spending all my time on Myspace. Man! A lot has happened but I dont remember the last thing I wrote bout in here so we arent even gonna get into that. I think the only reason that I dont get on here that much is cause there are so many bad memories of me and Jessy on here. We're friends now but, she's with someone else and im pretty ,much with someone else. She moved too. She lives in Nashville with her mom and her dad and Amber still live here and so does her girlfriend Cj. Who I stilll hate by the way.Yea she's still a bitch! Amber is pregnant though she only has this month left and then it's baby time. Uhm me and none of my old friends are really friends anymore. Me and Jen talk but not that much anymore! I hang out with my new friends Ashley Anna and Ruby and Amber sometimes and then I gots all my guy friends! Uhm there is Blake, Nigger, Dan, Nate Fonner and everyone else. It's funny cause when I leave this place Im prrolly never gonna see any of these people anymore! Me and Blake are kinda a thing he lives with me. And my family. He is gonna be famous and he's gonna be an actor and i have a garunteed slot to marry him he says but he's gotta have three years to date Jojo and mariah carrey and jessica Alba. He's got big dreams and im supportive of him! Uhm I dropped outta school again for the third time Im not goin back this time! It's a big waste of my time and Im tired of all the drama. Me and Blake are supposed to be moving to Cali and Dan is goin to Arionia and Nigger is goin to somewhere near St.Louis. Then Ash is prolly gonna leave anna will prolly be here for the rest of her life no lie! tehe. Uhm my mom is talkin bout moving to indaina so i dunno seems like everyone is leaving there is nothing in this little town for us. Me dan ruby and blake where talking the other day and Blake is gonna be an actor ruby is gonna be a rock star and im gonna be a big time super model and then dan said he was gonna be somethin it had somethin to do with twisted and ICP.so we're all gonna make it big and live in big ol houses and we're all gonna have mad parties and its gonna be crazy as hell and everyonethought paris hilton and nicol rickie were bad jus wait till me and ruby get into hollywood! tehe. But, anyways Im gonna go and im gonna try to keep this journal up. L8er. {X}Sabrina{X}
Omg! I really meed to keep updating but im usually so busy with my myspace but i still ove livejournal it has all my memories from me and jessica in it and thats never gonna happen again so i wanna keep my first true love in my heart and always ya know, and besides if i ever get into a car accident and don't remember anything then I can always look on my journal. oh wait i won't remember my password. :( Oh but thats what that gator thing is for oh well.
New news. Amber is pregnant and she's really xcited! Uhm jessy is datinh cj hayes and cj treats jess like shit and it pisses me off and my mom is getting an apartment at the cherry street apartments and thats all thats really been goin on.
Last night was so fun me and ashley and anna went to wal*mart and we were making fun of esch other being stupid ya know and anna goes sabrina how far along are you know and she pat my stomach and then we ventured over into the condom aisle and i saw some vagasil and i yelled "hey ashley i found that stuff you needed for that xtra creamy stuff on your taco" And from the next aisle we hear a wal*mart employee go i thought they called that cottage cheese? It was so funny i almost died laughing. Then we went to Licoln Trail to go on a trail in the middle of the night and it was so awesome! well i had fun. Ashley is scared of the woods and anna felt high from the cigerette that she had just smoked. And on top of that it was pretty hot. But we finally finished the trail and the sachmo didn't get us(ash said that there's a sachmo in lincolc trail and he's 7 feet tall) or the moutain men or the inbred farming people or panthers or any other kind of creature. Then we went cruisin and it was really foggy out adn i couldn't see so i windshield wipped it and i was destracted by that and all of a sudden a deer comes out of no where. And we hit it's ass!!! it's butt went sideways it was crazy she ran off and we kept driving there isn't a dent but there is a little bit of paint missing and some hair sticking off of it. It was like the best night last night with my friends, ever since Amber kicked me out of their house I've been haning out with anna and ashley and I've had the time of my life!! Anyways I'm gonna go and today is momma Tammy's birthday!!!! woot!! Welps, gotta go. -'-Sabrina-'-
My new love is myspace all my friends are on there and everything, but I'm gonna keep writting in livejournal too. no worries. I have too many memories of like me and Jessca in here to jus totally delete it even tho that would prolly be a good idea. I kno now that I am finally over her, and I can say that now bcause obviosly i've moved on and i never thought that i would, but hell crazier things have happened. I talked to my bestest best friend Drew 2day. We talked online for a good 2 hours and then he had to go cause he has football in the morning and he has to go to work, not me i sleep all day and then stay on the computer all night long, it's quite xciting. I was suppose to go Terre Haute with Amber but she decided to go solo Oh well I hope my mom gets her check cause I wanna go shoppin tomorrow. Anyways I gotta go. Peace out. ~Sabrina
Thats like my grandpa's fav. sayin he's so retarded. but he's old so i have to love him. My new fav. drink is like totally Dr. Pepper and I like the 23 kind no that it's any different but thats what i've been drinking everytime i get a drink from the store or whatever. Today was eventful. Uhm..I had court and got to see my dad i almost busted out in tears but i think since i have amber there it makes me not wanna cry cause i don't want her to think im a big baby. And whitney was there too and i'll never let her see me cry i have my pride. But, the 23 is the last day he can pleed guilty and then the trial starts the 29 and it should be over the 30. So By September this shit should all be over. I went to Terre Haute with my mom, aunt amy and granny marlene. It was fun we went to see Grandma Kirkman she's 94 and she is still kickin. She's a really religous person she doesn't watch tv or anything like that. She gave me this really cute towel i'll keep it 4ever. Then me mom and grandma went to Kohl's I love that effin store. When I get my money thats where i'm goin to spend it. Anyways yea it's been fun but i gotta go and try to get my effin my space to work. Peace out cub scout. ~SAB~
Hells yes. Thats right Sabrina is back in the game. Me and Dex talked and we are still in our little love triangle. The sweet thing is that he likes me and i like him. But, there is Whitney but they aren't dating. So would it be all right for me to hook up with him? I duno. But, I've been at the house since Friday and it's Tuesday and we are going back tomorrow night. I'm xcited. Whit is going with us so I dunno when me and Dex are ever gonna get to have our time cause she gets all pissy and such. and i can understand that. I'd hate it to if a prettier girl that i knew the guy i liked liked her and he was all dancin and hanging all over her. On another note, Amber is pregnant and im gonna be an aunt! Im so xcited. They told jeremy's mom the other day and she's really scared to tell her parents. But, we are all real xcited. me and her are getting a place over in Terre Haute. And hopefully jer gets off house arrest Thursday. But, i'm gonna go. peace out cub scout. ~Sab~ -xoxo-
don't you hate it when you think you know someone and you dont? I thought I knew Amber and I thought she was pretty cool, but turns out she's jus a big back stabber as her fuckin sister Jesica. We went over to jeremy's last night to break up with jeremy for her and it did not go down that way at all. Yesterday I called jer's house lookin for Dexter and he wasn't there, and Jer was like is it true? and i was like what, even tho i knew what he was talking about bcause amber told me that morning that she was breakin up with him. and he goes don't play dumb with me, and i told him i was like yea she is breakin up with you but she does love you she jus doesn't know what she wants in live yet ya kno. she's jus really confused. and we had this big long convo about all the ways he's changed for her and how much he really liked her and other this other jazz. well he asked me to call amber and ask her if she was mad at him cuz he tried to call and she didn't answer and i did. i called and told her that he thought something was wrong and that he had this really bad feeling that something bad was about to happen and he was gonna cut his bracelet. well i got off the phone with her and called him back to tell him that i told her and then i got off the phone with him as soon as i do that whit comes storming in the door yelling at jeremy on her cell phone bitchin bcause his phone has been busy all day and repeating it's not worth it it's not worth it. After she left i called jer to see what all that was about and he said that whit had told amber that she thought that i said something to jeremy about everything, and i didn't really. well amber get's home from work and i can tell she's pissed and i was like when are we going to terre haute and she said around 6:30, so i got in the shower got ready and all this other shit, then whit showed up and she called me a bitch when she was there. We left to go to terre haute and then we get there and everyone has already been drinkin i pulled dex aside and asked him how jer was doin and he said not to good, we were supposed to b in and out jus like that. i went inside and was talkin to zach and then honky goes look out the window and there was fuckin whit and dexter hangin all over each other. i was so pissed i started yelling and calling whit a bitch and a slut and this and that next thing i kno amber came in there and she's like "Sabrina stop your fuckin shit!" amber has never yelled at me ever and that jus pissed me off xtremly. and then i called whitney nasty and amber's like she's not nasty and i was like what the fuck you yell at me but you didn't yell at her earlier when she called me a bitch? She goes i didn't hear her say that. she was standing right next to her how the fuck could she not hear her? then i got really pissed and i took 4 shots of somethin i don't remember and i took off with zach, andrew, britney, sierra, and kelsea.And i was with them a really long time and then we headed back and there where amber and whit at the end of the drive. and amber's like i need to talk to you, what the fuck did you tell these guys? I said i only told zach when we got here because he was freakin out, and she's like well you can find your own ride home cause im not puttin up with your shit!" and i looked at her smiled and said oh well. then i was still hanging out with all the people i said b4 and then amber comes out and she's like get in my car. i guess she had a fuckin change of heart and decided to stay with jeremy after all. and then when i walked out to the car whit and dex where makin out against the car and i hear dex crying sayin i want you back this is some messed up shit...blah blah blah. and then the car ride home was really silent and i knew right then and there that i was never gonna see those people ever again, and i realized that i really didn't care that much because if they can treat someone the way they treated me then i don't need to be their fuckin friend. we get home and jessy's there, and i knew that whit told her. so i went in grabbed the phone to call Ashley and went upstairs jess comes upstairs grabs the phone out of my hand was like get off my phone and got on the phone told ashley never to call her house again. and then she got in my face and was like you Ever lie to me my mom my dad my sister or whit ever again and i will kill you. and i looked at her and went yea okay, then whit comes in(he didn't say shit to me while we were at jer's or on the car ride home she waited until jess was around bcause she knew jess wouldn't let me hurt her.)she's like y were you talking smack about me at jer's? and i looked at her and said im not talkin to you, and she goes your jus mad bcause dexter don't want you he wants me, and i go whit he was drunk. and oh was he ever. if he didn't wanna be with me then y the hell did he lie to her all the time to be with me and cheat on her with me? makes no since. but then she goes oh by the way your not allowed over there anymore. and i look at her and go oh well. then jessica started to through my stuff out the window and then amber came upstairs and told jessy to go downstairs. i didn't mean for everything to happen i was trying to help amber out. if i was trying to start shit i could have told whit that amber knew the whole time me and dex where hookin up and that she was there with me and dex when he was "in Texas" lying for dexter but did i do that no.And zach told me that whit was the one that called the night that amber stayed with her when they were with brandon and told jer that amber was breakin up with her, but did anyone tell amber that no I moved out of her house today no idea where im gonna go or how im gonna pay for food or anything but i can't stay there. so i gotta go. Peace out. ~*Sabrina*~
my day has been nothing but GOOD! i love messin up Whitney's life. she is in so much shit right now and she has no idea what is about to hit her. and im gonna stand back and laugh my fat ass off. could it possibly get any better? i mean really. she doesn't even know and she wants to kick my ass she can go right ahead and try but im not going down without a fight, and i have a lot more people on my side then on hers. omg it's so effin xciting. i get a rush from jus talking bout it and im gonna make her so effin mad tonight you have no idea, anyways, i g2g cause i gotta call dexter. peace out. ~*sabrina*~ -xoxo-
have you ever had one of those days when nothing seems to be going right at all? thats what my day was like today/last night. I've had no sleep yet. i went over to see Dexter and Zach last night, and i was thinking about finally having sex with dexter and again for the second night he fell asleep on me but oh well i don't think he likes me as much as he did. he acts different. and me and all them boys got into a fight the other night cause they were all mad at amber for her going with besson and instead of taking it out on her they all got mad at me like i did something and they made up this dumb ass little rap that pissed me off saying my pussy stank and that i was lose, and i told amber i wanted to leave and she didn't get up so i went to the car and then honky and dexter came out and they're like it was jus a joke it wasn't true we jus needed sumthing to do. well last night we all stayed up well me zach and honky did. i asked them if they thought that i should date dexter and they told me they weren't gonna answer that bcause i was their friend and so was dexter but they told me enough that i kno not to date him he's cool to mess around with but he's not one of those people that you can have a long relationship with. and fuckin zach has a gilrfriend now im jealous as hell no lie. it was so sweet i guess i hurt his feelers the other night i was like your the base of my triangle and he got mad and i asked him why and he's like cause then that means we aren't connected. and i was like aww zachary. i love him to death. i'd date him in a heart beat.no doubt in my mind. k well w/out my sleep i went over to charleston with my mom to visit my family and my cousin herman pissed me off royally not even funny. then i got home and fuckin whitney was here with amber which im not fully understanding at this point bcause whit is the one that told jeremy that amber was with besson the other day and all this other shit, and i told amber not to trust whitney never let her kno who your with and where you are and what the fuck does she do she leaves with brandon ridchley and fuckin whitney and im gonna have to cover her tracks AGAIN cause whitney is looking to start shit and amber jus gave her motive to do so. and now im gonna have to hear bout it. then i went to go get food and my fuckin car died on me and it's like 11 at night and im on 4 mile walking to the jiffy gas station then i called jammie and asked him to come get me and he sent jessy and she was with cat and they both seemed to be getting kinda pissy with me which really pissed me off, and then jess barely stopped the car enough for me to get out.and now that i think about it i think that amber, jess, whit,brandon,and b.reel are out partyin and the bitches didn't invite me. pisses me the fuck off. whit ruins everything for me. oh god damn. anyways but yea my day has been nothing but shitty. but im gonna go. check ya L8er.peace out. ~*Sabrina*~
Yes i am and last night i got founded out by Dexter's girlfriend Whitney and she was not a very happy camper. Okay bout a month ago i started goin over to terre haute with Amber so she could see her boyfriend jeremy, and Dexter lives there and him and whitney where dating at the time and one night me and him where cuddeling and one thing led to another. i never had sex with him tho. jus finger fuckin. but then it seemed like every time i came over we would do that. i felt a little bad yea, im not a heartless bitch or anything, but then he broke up with her i was there when he did it. she was still obessesing with him. she's fuckin crazy no joke true story. well, like three people told whitney that me and dexter were messing around and the dumb bitch kept believing dexter when he was like no we aren't. these three people had no connection to each other. so how dumb do you have to be for three different people to come up to you and tell you the exact same things and still not believe me that is beyond me. well, last night my ex got a wild hair up her ass and after amber left to go on a ride, it was jus me whit and jess. and jess brought the cheating thing up and jess knows all those little things i do when i lie, so there was no way that i could've lied not that i didn't try. then whitney's eye started twitching like a murder's would. it scared me a little bit. and then she got up and she called dexter yelling and screaming telling him he was a fuckin liar, and blah blah blah and then jess stood up and was like you've jus answered my prayers and ran after whitney. next thing i kno she's on the phone with sum1 else goin you were right. and then she screams with HER! and i knew she was talkin bout me. oh well. then me and jess had a long long talk. bout 2 hours i think. and i found out that she still likes me a little itty itty bit. then amber came ack home and she's like i heard there was some drama going on here, and i told her, and she goes whitney was gonna come back and beat your ass. and ya know what i would have let her have the first punch. i could kick her ass she's nothing. jess is like if you started beating her up i'd hold your arms back. She can't fucking do that one she's 18 and that would be beating up a minor, and jess is on court supervision one word from me and her ass would be in jail. so what now boitch? anyways but that was my very eventfull night last night. g2g. peace out. ~*Sabrina*~
long time no see. I've been so effing busy that it's not even funny. my dad is in jail now and since then my life has been so great. it feels like a weight has been lifted off my sholder and a big one at that. I've made some new freinds two of which are friends with benefits. Zach and Dexter. uhm.. those two are the ones benefitting and my other friends are honky(kenny) but i call him honky cause he has a tat on his leg that says 100% honky thats why i call him honky and then there is jeremy, Ali, Marky, Chris, Big C, G-Nate, Nate, cody and all kinds of guys. i fit in jus fine over there two cause like there guys and they think that it's hot that i like girls and guys. I'm giving guys one more chance if Zach and Dexter hurt me i swear im goin all the way lesbain. i liked dexter a lot at first when he had a girlfreind who im suppose to be friends with, but oh well what are you gonna do, but now it's jus like it was with my last boyfriend jay i was down to mess around but when it's time to committ im totally not ready for it and i get scared and start to feel like i don't like him anymore, but no matter if i like him or not im losing my virginity to him, im tired of being a virgin. i've had lesbian sex but thats it im ready to try a penis. tehe. i got a tatoo last night on my hip it's home-made so nothing fancy, but it's a set of cherries and they are black. i think it's hot but jessy told me no. but, it's on me not her and i like it. hurts like a bitch right now tho. im at war as always with all the skanks here in marshall. they are so fucking nasty it makes me sick. jess is i think gonna hook up with cj and that pisses me off cause it's cj's fault that me and jess broke up bcause i was taking up "cj time" excuse me for wanting to spend time with my girlfriend. and cj has a baby and they are both fuckin mooches so it's not gonna work out for to long and cj isn't gay she jus likes to make out with jessica to piss me off. i walked in on the cuddeling on the couch the other night and i thought i was gonna be sick but anyways, i gots to go. check ya L8er. peace out.
xcited!!!
fuckin pissy