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[mcr] Gerard | I am not

You only hear the music when you're heart begins to break. [Public.]


So I deleted my last entry. It just felt like a waste of space because I woke up this morning and felt better about it. Who cares if he's not a saviour? He should never have been a saviour. He wanted to help people save themselves, and he inspired me, and that's why he's my hero, but they're completely different things. It was like he was being put up on a pedestal that he never wanted. And I just made myself more miserable.

As for the drinking, though, the less said about that the better. I just hope that now he has a supportive family and his head's in a better place and he's happy, it'll work out for him. Do whatever you want man. Inspire me some more.

NOW, MORE PRESSING MATTERS. HELLO DANGER DAYS.
HELLO KILLJOYS.
HELLO DR DEATH DEFYING.
HELLO MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.

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[mcr] Gerard | I am not

Art Is The Weapon


Soooooo. 24th October, the day after Hamlet, Sophie and I will be driving up to Manchester to see our favourite boys play the shit out of the Apollo. How fucking rad is that?

Not as fucking rad as it should be, because I need an outfit. And a nickname. And a fucking dye job. I might ask mum about black, and then stick some pink shit in, yeah. But the outifit comes first. Because now, it seems, this Killjoys business is a fucking club. And you gotta be ready. I can't wear black when Danger Days is fucking technicolour, can I? No, exactly. So I need a multitude of colour that makes me look like a fucking walking comic book, or one of Gerard's old pieces of abstract art, and then when that's done, I need a laser gun. Preferably yellow, pink or blue work too.

Because music has turned into a comic book. ♥

So, if any of me f-list could help me out with a rad nickname, that'd be awesome. I was thinking Shadow, for a time, but then that sounds like I'm ripping off Matty-boi, and is also too fucking dark. Maybe Spider? Just because I'd love to be named after my phobia? Spam me with ideas, and also rec colour combos for the gig. I know I'm wearing my badass Way-brother boots, so there'll be some black, but that's it. And my checkered banananadanna because it's obvs required for a Killjoy.

Oh, and just so you know, gratuitous Geeway picspam coming up within the next week. Mother of fuck, I'm going hardcore on them. Might shove a bit of Lyn-Zeeeeee in there too, because, y'know, secret messages to each other on their bodies, matching unicorn tees, oh-so-fucking-classy-parking-lot-make-outs, it's true love bbs. ♥

Peac. xo

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