You only hear the music when you're heart begins to break. [Public.]

So I deleted my last entry. It just felt like a waste of space because I woke up this morning and felt better about it. Who cares if he's not a saviour? He should never have been a saviour. He wanted to help people save themselves, and he inspired me, and that's why he's my hero, but they're completely different things. It was like he was being put up on a pedestal that he never wanted. And I just made myself more miserable.

As for the drinking, though, the less said about that the better. I just hope that now he has a supportive family and his head's in a better place and he's happy, it'll work out for him. Do whatever you want man. Inspire me some more.

NOW, MORE PRESSING MATTERS. HELLO DANGER DAYS.
HELLO KILLJOYS.
HELLO DR DEATH DEFYING.
HELLO MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.

Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na)

I thought I'd post the full title, I love it :')
So yeah, I don't think I have to say too much about this. You all know how awesome this song is, with its oh so random lyrics and introduction to the album and crazy catchy chant. It's my most played My Chem song right now.


Bulletproof Heart

So awesome. So awesome. From the intro to the chorus to the solo - especially the solo - I loved it all. It just screamed, yeah, we grew up, we evolved, we moved on, and so should you. We're still MCR, and we're not going anywhere anytime soon. If I see them live again - HA, SO HAPPENING - I want this live. It just sounds like you could lose your mind to it.


SING

You already know about my incredible love for song, the amazing lyrics and bizarre synths and the way it punches me right in the heart while kissing my ears. Yes ♥


Planetary (Go!)

I mean, I've heard this live, but I couldn't pull much of it out. BUT NOW I KNOW WHAT'S ACTUALLY BEING SANG AND I LOVE IT. Only My Chem could pull off a dance song with a vendetta. Oh boys.


The Only Hope For Me Is You

......... I have no words. I genuinely, seriously, have no way of conveying how much I fucking adore this song. It is, in my opinion, perfect. Totally fucking perfect. And that's about all I've got.


Party Poison

DEATH BEFORE DISCO AKSHFHYNDKALFDUNBGGSNAIAL OMGGGGG. ♥♥♥♥ DBD was my favourite live demo, and I thought it was scrapped, but NO. IT'S STILL THERE. WITH AN EVEN MORE BADASS NAME. I might get some of this tattooed on me too. I want this entire album inked into my skin.


Save Yourself, I'll Hold Them Back

OMG YES. This song gets me everytime. I don't care how many times I've heard it, it blows me away constantly. The fact that it's for Bandit is enough, but for Bandit when she's older and something bad might have happened and she can hear this and know her daddy wasn't always a cupcake, but he loved her OH MY GODDD ♥♥♥


S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W

I'm not gonna lie, I thought the intro sounded very I Don't Love You-esque, but whatever, I still enjoyed it. It felt kinda psychadelic and was built up with all this imagery that really makes you wonder about the Zones and the City and what the fuck is going on in Gerard's head and what it'll take to be a part of it.


Summertime

THIS OMG THIS OMG, I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SINCE I HEARD IT WAS ABOUT PROJEKT REV. YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS GUYS? LOVE SONGGGGGG. YOU CAN RUN AWAY WITH ME, YOU CAN WRITE IT ON YOUR ARM, YOU CAN RUN AWAY WITH ME, ANYTIME YOU WANT. GERARD ♥ LYN-Z FOREVER OMG. IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL. THIS AS WELL AS SAVE YOURSELF... OMG THE WAY FAMILY NEED TO STOP BEING SO CUTE. G and Lyn-Z brought back my belief in true love. Caps don't even express my love for this song. Even though it's specific to them - as the above line shows OMG SEKRIT MESSAGES ♥♥♥ - I want it for my wedding song.


Destroya

Whatta chant. It's so fucking cool. I want this live too. It makes me want to dance and scream and blow shit up all at once. And Gerard's moans, UGHHHHH. ♥ (You knew I couldn't be un-shallow enough not to mention them xD) I love the fact that as hot as they are - expecially if you hear the soft ones in the background and immediately imagine it's Frank xD - they still sound kinda awkward because it's Gerard Way. :') I still listen to it in bed though ;D ♥


The Kids From Yesterday

UGH. This is another track I heard live first - IT WAS SO GOOD - and it's just incredible. It's the entire band's favourite track - as Gerard loved to point out. "Oh my God, oh my God!" (LOLOLOL WHATTA GAY ♥♥♥) Anyway, the entire chorus - 'Cause you wanna live forever in the lights you make. When we were young we used to say. That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break. We are the kids of yesterday, today - is so fucking gorgeous that if I could, I would have the whole thing scrawled all over my fucking body. ♥♥♥


Vampire Money

UGH, OMG BOYS. WRITE A SONG THAT SEKRITLY BITCHES OUT TWILIGHT AND THEN PUT MY OTP IN IT. ALL NIGHT, GERARD BABY, FRANK'S READY ALL NIGHT. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Also, GUH at how Gerard actually says Frank's name. AND MIKE-AYYY. I WAS GRINNING SO HARD MY CHEEKS BROKE. And then the actual song is fucking incredible too. RAY'S SOLO OMG ♥♥♥ LMAO at all the unnecessary swearing, too :') FU TWISHITE. FUUUUUUUU.


So yeah, that's it, pretty much. Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys. FOUR DAYS. (Or, I dunno, TWO FOR SOME PEOPLE.) This album is all I could have wanted from these boys. I think it might be my favourite of theirs yet. It might even beat Revenge.

MONDAY CANNOT COME QUICK ENOUGH.