I share fanfic and fanvid recs, and sometimes other stuff. I post fic recs every month based on what I've been reading, plus occasional fandom-specific or themed rec posts for both fic and vids. I recommend visiting my Tags page to see a full list of fandoms, ships, and themes I've recced for.
I read a little of everything, including explicit (and sometimes kinky) smut and dark or dead dove fics. Please don't follow this journal if you're under 18.
Sticky: Semi-Hiatus
May. 28th, 2026 12:27 pmI hate to do this, but my fanfic reading is still at such a low ebb that I think it will be best if I just put my monthly fic recs on hiatus for now until I find another fandom obsession. This will happen eventually - it always does - but I don't know whether it will be two months from now, or two years.
Regardless, I will still be checking my flist and won't stop posting completely, just less consistently for awhile.
See you around, and fingers crossed I'll be back to regular posting closer to two months from now than two years.
♥
Regardless, I will still be checking my flist and won't stop posting completely, just less consistently for awhile.
See you around, and fingers crossed I'll be back to regular posting closer to two months from now than two years.
♥
April 2026 Fanfic Recs
May. 1st, 2026 07:50 amHere is one of the fics I enjoyed this month:
Beyond Evil Fic Recs
ruin the friendship, Lee Dongsik/Han Juwon, 5k, mature
Happy reading!
Beyond Evil Fic Recs
ruin the friendship, Lee Dongsik/Han Juwon, 5k, mature
When Dong Sik comes back to himself, he’s walking down the quiet street leading up to his house. He can feel Joo Won’s eyes on him, even in the dark.
Don’t fuck it up, Dong Sik thinks, and he wonders how much longer the two of them are going to wander like this. He’d be a fool—a real one—to not read the signs and know what’s happening.
[or: a little after canon, lee dong sik reckons with the fact that han joo won might not be satisfied with the quiet equilibrium they've accomplished. dong sik has normal thoughts about this, because of course he does.]
Don’t fuck it up, Dong Sik thinks, and he wonders how much longer the two of them are going to wander like this. He’d be a fool—a real one—to not read the signs and know what’s happening.
[or: a little after canon, lee dong sik reckons with the fact that han joo won might not be satisfied with the quiet equilibrium they've accomplished. dong sik has normal thoughts about this, because of course he does.]
Happy reading!
March 2026 Fanfic Recs
Apr. 1st, 2026 08:24 amOriginal reading of the month was All of Us Murderers, by KJ Charles, some fun Gothic m/m.
And here is one of the fics I enjoyed this month:
Heated Rivalry Fic Recs
Epistolary continues to be my favorite genre in this fandom. Via
unfitforsociety, thanks for the rec!
Influential, Ilya Rozanov/Shane Hollander, 6k, general audiences
Happy reading!
And here is one of the fics I enjoyed this month:
Heated Rivalry Fic Recs
Epistolary continues to be my favorite genre in this fandom. Via
Influential, Ilya Rozanov/Shane Hollander, 6k, general audiences
The problem is, no one knows how to market Ilya Rozanov's (in his own words) sexy Euro masculinity to an audience of white straight men.
He needs the best. And if it happens to be his secret lover's mother who despises his very existence, so be it.
+16319607169:
See? That is what I need. Do not care that you are not professional. You are best. This is Ilya Rozanov
Yuna:
This is a fucking joke, right?
He needs the best. And if it happens to be his secret lover's mother who despises his very existence, so be it.
+16319607169:
See? That is what I need. Do not care that you are not professional. You are best. This is Ilya Rozanov
Yuna:
This is a fucking joke, right?
Happy reading!
Here's what I've been listening to this quarter!
Youtube embeds behind the cut. Videos may contain physical triggers such as rapid cuts, flashes, etc. - feel free to ask for details!
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Youtube embeds behind the cut. Videos may contain physical triggers such as rapid cuts, flashes, etc. - feel free to ask for details!
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February 2026 Fanfic Recs
Mar. 1st, 2026 09:52 amI didn't do a ton of reading of any sort in February, and the only published book I finished was nonfiction: Here Comes the Sun, by Bill McKibben, about the solar tech revolution. I try to stay away from politics in this journal, but suffice to say that it's very dark times right now as an American, and I wanted something to feel a little optimistic about. I also read a bunch of articles from this website and McKibben's blog - both cover a lot of the same ground as the book.
And here is one of the fics I enjoyed this month:
Heated Rivalry Fic Recs
Just a cute, short epistolary fic. This fandom seems good at them.
text me when you see this, Ilya Rozanov/Shane Hollander, 1k, general audiences
Happy reading!
And here is one of the fics I enjoyed this month:
Heated Rivalry Fic Recs
Just a cute, short epistolary fic. This fandom seems good at them.
text me when you see this, Ilya Rozanov/Shane Hollander, 1k, general audiences
Unknown Number
you have stole my husband
be good to him
Shane
I'm sorry, I think you have the wrong number
Unknown Number
this is 'jane', yes?
i took your number out of ilya's phone
you have stole my husband
be good to him
Shane
I'm sorry, I think you have the wrong number
Unknown Number
this is 'jane', yes?
i took your number out of ilya's phone
Happy reading!
January 2026 Fanfic Recs
Feb. 1st, 2026 06:12 amI can't believe it's February already. I read several published books in January, including:
And here are some of the fanfics I enjoyed:( Beyond Evil and Heated Rivalry )
- Sorcery and Small Magics, by Maiga Doocy, a tropey and satisfying m/m fantasy romance that had me cracking out my violin playlist on Spotify
- The Everlasting, by Alix E. Harrow, an m/f time loop fantasy romance about the uses and abuses of story-telling
And here are some of the fanfics I enjoyed:( Beyond Evil and Heated Rivalry )
2025 Fic Tracking Stats
Jan. 1st, 2026 08:04 amI use a spreadsheet to track my fanfic reading, and here are my 2025 stats! ( Wordcount, top fandoms, top ships, top tags )
December 2025 Fanfic Recs
Dec. 31st, 2025 04:32 pmHappy New Year, friends!
Here are some of the fics I enjoyed in December:( Heated Rivalry and Catherine Called Birdy )
Here are some of the fics I enjoyed in December:( Heated Rivalry and Catherine Called Birdy )
Q1 | Q2 | Q3
Here's what I've been listening to this quarter!
Youtube embeds behind the cut. Videos may contain physical triggers such as rapid cuts, flashes, etc. - feel free to ask for details!( Read more... )
Here's what I've been listening to this quarter!
Youtube embeds behind the cut. Videos may contain physical triggers such as rapid cuts, flashes, etc. - feel free to ask for details!( Read more... )
What I Watched in 2025
Dec. 21st, 2025 09:09 am2022 | 2023 (Jan to June) | 2023 (July to Dec) | 2024
Here's some of what I watched this year! ( Read more... )
Here's some of what I watched this year! ( Read more... )
My Most Reread Fics of 2025
Dec. 17th, 2025 10:47 amI had another slow year both for new fics and rereads, but here's some of the fics I returned to most often in 2025:( Read more... )
Spotify Wrapped 2025
Dec. 3rd, 2025 06:32 amPrevious: 2024 | 2023
Top 5 Artists
According to Spotify I listened to 1,727 artists this year. My top 5 were:
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Top 5 Artists
According to Spotify I listened to 1,727 artists this year. My top 5 were:
- SHINee
- ATEEZ
- Taemin
- Qntal
- Seventeen
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October and November 2025 Fanfic Recs
Dec. 1st, 2025 10:48 amHere's some of what I read in October and November.( Read more... )
No October fic recs this year
Oct. 31st, 2025 10:04 amHello friends!
This is just a quick note to say that I've once again been out of the country for several weeks on a work trip with limited internet access, and will be gone for a couple more weeks, so I'm going to skip October and combine my October and November recs to share on December 1.
See you then!
🫶
This is just a quick note to say that I've once again been out of the country for several weeks on a work trip with limited internet access, and will be gone for a couple more weeks, so I'm going to skip October and combine my October and November recs to share on December 1.
See you then!
🫶
September 2025 Fanfic Recs
Oct. 1st, 2025 03:07 pmI had another slow reading month, both in fanfic and books. I finished only three fics in September, including:
At least this little collection has a pleasing Venn diagram-like quality to it, even if the quantity is disappointing.
Happy reading!
- an Only Friends Sand/Ray/Boeing threesome fic (3k, explicit)
- a Seventeen RPF Seungcheol/Jeonghan/Mingyu omegaverse threesome fic (16k, explicit)
- a Devil Judge omegaverse Yo-han/Ga-on fic (6k, explicit)
At least this little collection has a pleasing Venn diagram-like quality to it, even if the quantity is disappointing.
Happy reading!
Q1 | Q2
Here's what I've been listening to this quarter!
Youtube embeds behind the cut. Videos may contain physical triggers such as rapid cuts, flashes, etc. - feel free to ask for details! ( Read more... )
Here's what I've been listening to this quarter!
Youtube embeds behind the cut. Videos may contain physical triggers such as rapid cuts, flashes, etc. - feel free to ask for details! ( Read more... )
August 2025 Fanfic Recs
Sep. 1st, 2025 09:44 amI didn't manage a ton of reading, original or fanfic, this month, in between a trip to visit my sister at the beginning of the month and a bout of illness later. The Agatha Christie of the month, since she continues to be the persistent theme of my reading in original fic this year, was The Mysterious Affair at Styles, which I know I read as a teenager but could remember nothing about, to the point that it was like reading it for the first time again.
I also did a bit of rereading, including Rowhome (Word of Honor, Ye Baiyi/Xie Wang, 47k, explicit), which I originally recced back in August 2021, poked around the Jaime/Sansa tag as part of one of my periodic attempts to get more into Game of Thrones fic (I never made it past the 4th book of ASOIAF or the 4th season of the show, but I am envious of the quantity of canon divergence in the fandom), and found a hot bottom!Minho fic among the new fics posted for Summer of SHINee 2025:( Read more... )
I also did a bit of rereading, including Rowhome (Word of Honor, Ye Baiyi/Xie Wang, 47k, explicit), which I originally recced back in August 2021, poked around the Jaime/Sansa tag as part of one of my periodic attempts to get more into Game of Thrones fic (I never made it past the 4th book of ASOIAF or the 4th season of the show, but I am envious of the quantity of canon divergence in the fandom), and found a hot bottom!Minho fic among the new fics posted for Summer of SHINee 2025:( Read more... )
From various friends( MCU meme )
Wow, I have seen fewer of these than I realized, and you can definitely tell where my interest pretty much screeched to a halt and failed to ever recover. Honestly, superheroes were always going to be a bit of a hard sell for me (I've never been a comics person), but like half of fandom, I fell in love with Stucky post-CA:TWS. I still have fond memories of it, but TPTB were really determined to give us as little as possible there in those last few Avengers movies, huh? 🙄
Wow, I have seen fewer of these than I realized, and you can definitely tell where my interest pretty much screeched to a halt and failed to ever recover. Honestly, superheroes were always going to be a bit of a hard sell for me (I've never been a comics person), but like half of fandom, I fell in love with Stucky post-CA:TWS. I still have fond memories of it, but TPTB were really determined to give us as little as possible there in those last few Avengers movies, huh? 🙄
July 2025 Fanfic Recs
Aug. 1st, 2025 08:13 amI'm still on my Agatha Christie kick. This month it was Murder in Mesopotamia, which is set on an archaeological dig in Iraq. I'm pretty sure it's one I never read before, nor have I seen the David Suchet episode. Christie was interested in archaeology and participated in digs, so it had some interesting details about the work and day-to-day life of archaeologists in that era. It featured a different narrator than most Poirot books: a woman hired as nurse to the eventual victim about a week before her death. The nurse was both opinionated and unreliable, which was a fun combo in some regards since you could see how her prejudices for or against certain characters were affecting her judgement and blinding her to some of the realities of the case, but unpleasant when her opinions involved racism against the local Arab workers at the dig, which they frequently did.
As for the mystery itself, perhaps the easiest explanation of my feelings is that I enjoyed the setup, but not the solution. One hopes for a satisfying answer to all three of the questions of Who, Why, and How, and the ending was so improbable on one of those counts that it destroyed my suspension of disbelief. Nevertheless, I enjoyed the classic Christie twists and turns and it's a light, fast read, so I wouldn't describe it as wasted time.
And here are some of the fics I enjoyed in July!( MDZS, Beyond Evil, K-pop RPF )
As for the mystery itself, perhaps the easiest explanation of my feelings is that I enjoyed the setup, but not the solution. One hopes for a satisfying answer to all three of the questions of Who, Why, and How, and the ending was so improbable on one of those counts that it destroyed my suspension of disbelief. Nevertheless, I enjoyed the classic Christie twists and turns and it's a light, fast read, so I wouldn't describe it as wasted time.
And here are some of the fics I enjoyed in July!( MDZS, Beyond Evil, K-pop RPF )