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I haven't been around LJ much lately, even my lurking isn't happening as often as I would like it to, and it's because I have no time.
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I'm supposed to go my Gram's house tonite, spend the night, hang out with her on Sat. while John goes to a Veterans for Peace rally in DC. I haven't visited with Gram in a while, it'll be good to see her. Then maybe Saturday night I'll head to MD to hang with Grace.
I don't know if I posted this before, but John got hired full time at BethSoft so that's really great news. A HUGE relief to us both, because there was a good chance he was gonna be unemployed in a few weeks. And he's gonna be making more money, which is always awesome. And, hopefully, they have good medical insurance, because I sure need some and I'm not getting it at my job.
I'm happy. But frustrated. I'm sure everyone has times like this.
I'm really exhausted and my body aches like I have the flu, but I don't. I just need to rest. To stop for a moment. Hopefully I get to do that soon.
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I'm supposed to go my Gram's house tonite, spend the night, hang out with her on Sat. while John goes to a Veterans for Peace rally in DC. I haven't visited with Gram in a while, it'll be good to see her. Then maybe Saturday night I'll head to MD to hang with Grace.
I don't know if I posted this before, but John got hired full time at BethSoft so that's really great news. A HUGE relief to us both, because there was a good chance he was gonna be unemployed in a few weeks. And he's gonna be making more money, which is always awesome. And, hopefully, they have good medical insurance, because I sure need some and I'm not getting it at my job.
I'm happy. But frustrated. I'm sure everyone has times like this.
I'm really exhausted and my body aches like I have the flu, but I don't. I just need to rest. To stop for a moment. Hopefully I get to do that soon.
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Family sucks
Sometimes I wish I had no family.
No siblings, no parents, no aunts and uncles or cousins. I'd keep my grandma. But that's it.
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Tonite I was so excited to go watch VM with my younger sister Grace. It's a standing thing we've been doing all summer long. If we miss Wednesday's episode we catch the repeat showing on Saturday, depending on when I'm going to be in town.
I reminded her twice today about and she smiled and said "cool." Then about an hour before VM starts I hear her loudly discussing our plans with Kris, also my younger sister. Kris is saying (quite loudly) that Grace has plans with her to watch Brat Camp and to screw me. This sort of not-quite arguing/yet definite me-bashing goes on for about 30 minutes.
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If this was the first time something like this had happened...that would be one thing. But this happens all the time. I'm so sick of it. Grace is 14 years old. If she doesn't want to do something, all she has to do is just tell me. I get angry when she acts like a baby and gets Kris to do it for her, because she's not a baby and she needs to grow up. I would never get upset with her if she just came to me and told me the truth. Because in this situation, either Grace has been lying to me for weeks about wanting to watch VM and enjoying watching VM and having a great time with (which would make me pretty damn upset because I don't appreciate being lied to), or Kris was lying tonite. But if Kris was lying why didn't Grace say anything?
That first sentence makes more sense now, huh?
Anyway, I'm so upset now I can't even watch VM. I love VM! This sucks. My family loves to just suck the happiness out of my day.
No siblings, no parents, no aunts and uncles or cousins. I'd keep my grandma. But that's it.
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Tonite I was so excited to go watch VM with my younger sister Grace. It's a standing thing we've been doing all summer long. If we miss Wednesday's episode we catch the repeat showing on Saturday, depending on when I'm going to be in town.
I reminded her twice today about and she smiled and said "cool." Then about an hour before VM starts I hear her loudly discussing our plans with Kris, also my younger sister. Kris is saying (quite loudly) that Grace has plans with her to watch Brat Camp and to screw me. This sort of not-quite arguing/yet definite me-bashing goes on for about 30 minutes.
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If this was the first time something like this had happened...that would be one thing. But this happens all the time. I'm so sick of it. Grace is 14 years old. If she doesn't want to do something, all she has to do is just tell me. I get angry when she acts like a baby and gets Kris to do it for her, because she's not a baby and she needs to grow up. I would never get upset with her if she just came to me and told me the truth. Because in this situation, either Grace has been lying to me for weeks about wanting to watch VM and enjoying watching VM and having a great time with (which would make me pretty damn upset because I don't appreciate being lied to), or Kris was lying tonite. But if Kris was lying why didn't Grace say anything?
That first sentence makes more sense now, huh?
Anyway, I'm so upset now I can't even watch VM. I love VM! This sucks. My family loves to just suck the happiness out of my day.