yixuan ♥ agares.

oops. did i just screwed up my blog? lol. i guess i did. bt i missed blogskinning. love all those codes and stuff. bt i super hates LJ's system. everything is messy and jumbled up. hope i chance onto something else later.

ta`

another post. just got home from expo. dar finished work and i just went to meet up a lil while. everyone is staring at me all the time. they looked like they have never seen socks and fishnet stockings before. some even came all the way to my front and stare. lol. makes me wanna laugh. just finished my bath and plop myself in front of this comp once agn. i hate the hols. i mean, those for my sibs. i cant even use the comp. everyone is hogging all the entertaining stuff at home. leaving me to nothing but my nails. so i painted them. crimson! yay~ hahahahha. starting work agn in another few days. how boring and tiring. bt gotta admit thats life. if we wanna play, we muz work first. i wanna sing! go k! anyone and everyone~ weeeeeeee`

just sharing one vid - Versailles: The Revenant Choir [PV]
his pronunciation is -.-, bt i love this song. && the guy in red is cute. hahahaha. if only i am half as pretty.((:


Lyrics:
I'm proud of them.
Pleasure like fear.
It's a night when the moon laughs at lover.
The time has came for you.
I will resurge and shouts and bites.
Stay away!
do you want to go with me?

They called it...
"The red carpet day"
The floor covered by delicious looking roses.
The time has came for me.
I will resurge.no control!
Poured crimson adomiration into...

Our clan's blood will not stop forever.
If you wish, I would become a rose.
Our clan's blood is a lifetime lover.
stay,choir of sorrow and pains.

My dearest descendant,Please stab my belly.
oh so again
Please stab my heart.
The time has came for me.
I will resurge.no control!
Poured crimson adomiration into Holy Grail.

Our clan's blood will not stop forever.
If you wish, I would become a rose.
Our clan's blood is a lifetime lover.
stay,choir of sorrow and pains.

記憶の中の紅い血を薔薇に変えていた
響く Her shout and Choir

Our clan's blood will not stop forever.
If you wish, I would become a rose.
Our clan's blood is a lifetime lover.
stay,choir of sorrow and pains.

記憶の中の紅い血を薔薇に変えていた
響く Her shout and Choir

The time has came for us.
long time sleep passed.
The world turns in hand of descendant of the rose.
Our clan's blood will not stop forever.
stay,choir of sorrow and pains.
Our clan's blood is a lifetime lover.
Without you,would be gone Far away...

oooo. the first day of my hol. lol. i mean one that i am not working and basically just slacking. hmm. its oso the kids' hol. honey is working now in ashworth. poor thing. he had been chionging non stop for work. i guess i am as well. woke up with muscles aching and places cramping. and still had to rush in time so as not to be late for work. damn. nvm. think abt the bright side (the $) and i think that will be our only motivation. bt places like expo is creepy. yesterday is one great example. if anyone is despo and willing to have a partner that works as a full-time cleaner. go expo. and work there for one day. and u will find out. this creepy cleaner been giving me the creeps. he kept staring at  me at first. then he walk past a few times and said 'hi'. if that is not creepy enough. he followed me. thank god darling was there. i wouldn noe wat would happen next. the cleaner and his mates kept crowding ard there toking in their own language and i got no idea wat they were saying. which is obviously abt me. whooo` lucky i wont need to be going back today. mayb just goin there to shop in the evening with honey. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee` bt work is gonna start soon. so besties, i am so sorry that i wont be active for another 2-3 weeks to come. its work, hardcore. with no rests. hope dar can hang on..
its the $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$. wakakak~

von ask herself: why are you so emo and upset all the time? then she thinks: eh, no. von is happy. she should be. there is no reason for her not to be. and sure as hell, i am happy. i have got my friends, ppl tt care, passable grades in sch, have had fun for most of her life. i should. i had the basic necessities of life. duno why i should bother to be upset over lil things. so i wont anymore. von is becoming her cheerful, optimistic self once more. hehehehhe.

loves everyone that is reading this. cos u guys matter. (((:

i love agares!yay~


vooon went mad liao. *sleepy*

argh. a long long day. before i turn in to bed. just wanna blog awhile. been missing my comp alot lately. working non stop. wanting to earn earn earn. i aint really keen in spending too. i wanna save that money for something else. it will be the 'untouchables' in my acc. whooooot` yes i can. been scrimping and saving. feeding myself with junk. and very little junk for meals during working hours. i got 20 bucks. thats all. for one week. with that kinda prices for food in suntec, *claps* for von. hahha. so tml will be expo. setting up. sun - working full shift. not really looking forward to that crowd. bt wat to do. its my job. hahhaha. good thing is that tml baby will be there as well. finally. bt i hope we dun argue over things. cos i admit the both of us can be very competitive at times. hmm. guess thats abt all the updating i wanna do. wat a boring hol. bt well, better spend more time working and earning more money while i can during this break. next year in poly is gonna be shit. and i may not be able to work then. so its now now now. $$$$$. so i am planning to forgo the purchase of mdm's rucksack. and mayb even those flyers....T.T damn. nvm. lesson learnt. that will teach me not to indulge in impulsive buying. (:
hmmm.  i think tml i will wake with an aching back and cramped thighs and butt. lol. today's 3 hours of badminton(can u imagine that?) can kill. hmm. and funny thing is i aint really sleepy. mayb i had too much to do. or just too scared to sleep. reason? slightly silly. so nvm. lol. bt now i have the time. i wanna just rot here a lil while more and enjoy chatting(if there is ever anyone that is gonna tok to me in the first place). haiz.
dunno why i am being so moody. today had went well. just another lonely nite online.
think if i can, i am gonna do away with that specs. its irritating me by slipping off the crook of my nose all the time. and contacts are still scary. bt i am beginning to get curious... (:
that's all bloggie! yawns~

no. i am not unhappy in this house. i am not unhappy in this house. i am not unhappy staying in this house. i am not not not not not.


i am a liar.

Where were you
When I needed you most
When my eyes were red
And my heart shattered?

Where were you,
When I cried
Afraid to be seen
Afraid to be held?

Where were you
When my world crashed down
And I needed someone
But you were't there?

Where were you
When I tried to find you
But you hid yourself
So very well?

Where were you
When I cried out your name
Wishing you back
Wishing you well?

Where were you,
When I reached out
Into empty space
Wishing you were there?

Where were you
When I clenched my fist
Drawing blood
Wishing away the tears?

Where were you,
When I wanted,
Nay I needed you,
Most of all?

i am giddy, i am tired. i feel sick. hahha. and i dread. dread every second in this mad house with the madman.

its abt frens.
i got it.



















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