Possible Downfall
Me and Milleh are back together again, honestly despite the diasterous weekend, we're sticking together. Things are pretty happy and I'm more then happy to be back together but once again these next two months will prove to be quite testing, I'll go into this a bit later.
Ended up picking up a shiny new award last week, picked up top accounting student of 2009, pretty happy with my achievement, it's nice motivation to keep going with my course. Sadly, my grades are somewhat surviving in uni, since I'm not touching a single accounting unit till next semester unfortunately, I'm a bit frustrated because I was over @ Alice's house earlier this week and told her I was going to be so much freer this month with so much out the way but uni has this frustrating habit of being non-existant to becoming overwhelming in a flash.
I have seen my fitness hit a major hurdle, my left knee seems to let go far too easily, I'm not sure exactly what seems to be the matter but when you feel the energy to run another 5kms and your left leg wants to explode, there is something very wrong, this is a very frustrating setback. x.X
I feel my social life shattering insanely again, I do realise that I have a need for a satisfying social life but I think I'm pretty far from this. It's stagnated into a bit of a downward spiral, getting a bit over of seeing Milleh's friends constantly (I don't have a problem with them, but there's something wrong with seeing them regularly and barely seeing many of my other friends). I'm getting extremely frustrated by far too many events getting in the way of being able to go out and have some pretty awesome nights to look back on.
The night out on the town with Julia is probably going to be the only and last chance for this to possibly happen in a long time, so it should be interesting to go all on out for this night. Other then this, I'm being bored to death by not hanging out with people with similar levels of motivation and commitment to work like myself, Josh and Kae definitely stick out as those who I would love to hang out with and are definitely people I'm relating to more these days. I think I'm finding far too much of unsatisfactory levels with others at the moment, being constantly criticised or being hard to relate to because I do too much. The reality is I just don't like being bored, so it's not a huge problem, until there is the problem of dealing with deadlines.
On a more positive note, I've had some pretty insane music finds this week, found industrial fused with ghetto, DDR references in an EBM track and even a pretty impressive industrial remix of Running Up That Hill by Placebo, it actually works. XD
Ended up picking up a shiny new award last week, picked up top accounting student of 2009, pretty happy with my achievement, it's nice motivation to keep going with my course. Sadly, my grades are somewhat surviving in uni, since I'm not touching a single accounting unit till next semester unfortunately, I'm a bit frustrated because I was over @ Alice's house earlier this week and told her I was going to be so much freer this month with so much out the way but uni has this frustrating habit of being non-existant to becoming overwhelming in a flash.
I have seen my fitness hit a major hurdle, my left knee seems to let go far too easily, I'm not sure exactly what seems to be the matter but when you feel the energy to run another 5kms and your left leg wants to explode, there is something very wrong, this is a very frustrating setback. x.X
I feel my social life shattering insanely again, I do realise that I have a need for a satisfying social life but I think I'm pretty far from this. It's stagnated into a bit of a downward spiral, getting a bit over of seeing Milleh's friends constantly (I don't have a problem with them, but there's something wrong with seeing them regularly and barely seeing many of my other friends). I'm getting extremely frustrated by far too many events getting in the way of being able to go out and have some pretty awesome nights to look back on.
The night out on the town with Julia is probably going to be the only and last chance for this to possibly happen in a long time, so it should be interesting to go all on out for this night. Other then this, I'm being bored to death by not hanging out with people with similar levels of motivation and commitment to work like myself, Josh and Kae definitely stick out as those who I would love to hang out with and are definitely people I'm relating to more these days. I think I'm finding far too much of unsatisfactory levels with others at the moment, being constantly criticised or being hard to relate to because I do too much. The reality is I just don't like being bored, so it's not a huge problem, until there is the problem of dealing with deadlines.
On a more positive note, I've had some pretty insane music finds this week, found industrial fused with ghetto, DDR references in an EBM track and even a pretty impressive industrial remix of Running Up That Hill by Placebo, it actually works. XD
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