would you give up eternal life to see the sunrise?

new lj= lovecarboncopy.


im toolazy to ge the code to make it wehe you can just click. but add me fer reals/
and leave a comment

yeah i know i said this journal was dead. bang bang. but im so fuckign bored. and tomorrow is homecoming and i cant not complain and im really upset bc uh i cant say bc then it will start lj drama and yeah. anyways. im not posting in my new journal bc well im lame.


whoot whoot. okay so i ave feleings now.a lot. all the time. and this is good. really good. and i cant be good enough or yeah then i would be. so i cried today. like three times in a matter of an hour so maybe it was one long cry. there was breaks tho.

i think forest got me sick. but im okay just dreding sleep bc that means ill have to wake up tomorrow and im really dramatic arent i?

and some words were sent to me and i tried to act on them but it didnt work.

new subject-
i ahte who ever ethan loves. eyah i know im dumb. dont ahte me tho. believe me if could control who i loved he would be the last person id chooose. honestly.

<33 i talk to neil now again. i missed that kid.

13 more days till bright eyes.
an hour or so before these sleeping pills kick in.
im reading the best boook.
and i need somone i want to ask me for someone they want.
that would be nice.
wehre is reality when you need it?
bitches always hit you int he face when you dont want it!


okay im done.
go to my new lj if you havent hoes bc i need mroe friends.
xx

http://www.livejournal.com/users/o…
my new livejournal.
you need at go now and add me.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/o…
my new livejournal.
you need at go now and add me b/c you think im hot and my birthday is tomorrow.
xx

i dont know why i have to be such a stupid fucking whore. WHAT THE FUCK IS MY PROBLEM!!! i know hed never hurt me and hes such a fucking doll. <333 but im still a dumb whore. im so sorry. im so sorry to ashley. i really dont want you to be mad at me b/c im too pissed at myself. FUCK. and to the entry i just deleted if you didnt read it.-dont assume how i feel. ask me i wont tell you most likely but ill tell you how i dont feel ill tell you if your assumptions are wrong. so well see what i do with my stupid self. ill think about school work and better the person ive let myself become. im going to watch my actions with a closer eye. i am going pay more attention to how i feel and if i feel strong or not. there arent to many thigns i feel strongly about and i think my feeligns get blow out of propotion making me less aware.. of well myself really, when im the only one blowing them out of proportion. edit- so i cleared things up wiht rj b/c i couldnt get it off my mind. now im all manic. ahah. i kow what i want now. but i cant post it b/c im afirad you wont read it the way i want you to. thigns are good. fyi- he wasnt the person i was tlaking about. b/c it kind of sounds like it wiht this edit and all. anyways. im good. need to go to sleep b/f i ruin my smile. <333 i want a guy friend who will ask me advice for a girl! i men honestly i really want this. its sad. but its somethign i need. ill appriciate tings a lot more. im exicted.haha for when a guy asks me for adive on another girl. xx roar.

you told me to do you a favor so here i am doing it. .. eh.maybenot..?

i love how my history teacher likes to tell me how i feel about this country. i like how he likes to tell me my opinions on war and conservatism. What do if feel about how our country has been influenced by europe in 1066, o he'll tell me. whores.

<3 jurassic 5. they fucking own all of you. they eat your glasses
aww the cutest kid in my spanish calss is going to burn me a cd. i get it tomorrow.
whoot whoot. hes a freshman. o0o baby i have always gone for the younger ones. ;)


so my nose. yes. i am getting it pierced. hope claire is still wiht me on this one.
o0o im also thinking about right under my left collarbone. there would be three. whooot.whoot.


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me. cleaning my room. my eyes. they see an old ska cd. i put it in. keep in mind im alone. my body. starts skanking. damn i miss the ska days. i kick. i get on a kick to find all my old suspenders. i do. i plan to wear them. <3
ska eats you
ska owns your mom
and im bringing it back.
remmeebr reel big fish.
hell yeah you do!
rmemebr mustrad plug and digger.
yeah thats right.
and when ska hits again you can all thank me. \

the love of my life and the days i have. my days change b/c of who i love. i love you. will you change my day?

 

ElToHvAeN

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b/c thugs wear bandanas now i cant? what the mother fucking fuck is this?
new screen name- another xo thug

now i should be able to wear those bandanas! ahah bitches. i beat the system once again!


yeah so what i like being a slut. shoot me. ew. im so not a slut.

♥Wynona and ♥Et

Secretly had a handful of e-girls. Elect to watch television at every opportunity. Together forever whatever the weather.

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