please ******

yeah i know i said this journal was dead. bang bang. but im so fuckign bored. and tomorrow is homecoming and i cant not complain and im really upset bc uh i cant say bc then it will start lj drama and yeah. anyways. im not posting in my new journal bc well im lame.


whoot whoot. okay so i ave feleings now.a lot. all the time. and this is good. really good. and i cant be good enough or yeah then i would be. so i cried today. like three times in a matter of an hour so maybe it was one long cry. there was breaks tho.

i think forest got me sick. but im okay just dreding sleep bc that means ill have to wake up tomorrow and im really dramatic arent i?

and some words were sent to me and i tried to act on them but it didnt work.

new subject-
i ahte who ever ethan loves. eyah i know im dumb. dont ahte me tho. believe me if could control who i loved he would be the last person id chooose. honestly.

<33 i talk to neil now again. i missed that kid.

13 more days till bright eyes.
an hour or so before these sleeping pills kick in.
im reading the best boook.
and i need somone i want to ask me for someone they want.
that would be nice.
wehre is reality when you need it?
bitches always hit you int he face when you dont want it!


okay im done.
go to my new lj if you havent hoes bc i need mroe friends.
xx