This really does feel like forever.
How far along are you?
38 weeks.
What symptoms are you experiencing and how are you feeling in general?
I'm tired, but not sleeping very well due to discomfort from both the baby and the heat. I've been up and down with the hormones. I talked to my doctor last week about my depression and felt pretty embarrassed because I couldn't hold back the tears. I can't hold them back for anything, these days. I've also seen and felt my first bit of swelling. It creeps me out not being able to see the veins in my feet like I usually can, and having my ankles disappear? Then there's the lovely sciatica . . . I feel like jumping in the air to land with my back on the arm of a chair so that maybe I can experience some relief, but I'm guessing that would actually do more harm than good.
What's been happening recently with your prenatal care?
Last week was the swab for the Group B Strep and the cervical exam. I am only slightly thinning, no dilation, but he's definitely assumed the position and is very low, which explains the extra pressure on my bladder, rectum, and the swelling. Hooray. Yesterday I got the results back and found out that I am positive for the Group B Strep. :[
Anything big happening in your personal life (moving, work related, family, etc)?
My fiance and I don't have many good days . . . it sucks.
Any questions you want to ask?
Has anybody else tested positive for Group B Strep? I feel alone in this, but I was told that about 40% of women test positive? The statistics change with EVERYTHING I read, and quite frankly, I'm so tired of reading anything when it comes to pregnancy and parenting . . . It seems everyone thinks they're an expert and that people who don't conform to their ideas and methods are terrible and stupid. What I find peculiar though, is that when my mother gave birth to me just 21 years ago, they weren't testing for this, and so nobody required antibiotics during labor (and I'm guessing Group B Strep isn't something terribly new?), so why is it important all of a sudden? I'd like to avoid antibiotics, and I'm wondering if that is something I get to have a say in?
No pictures for this week or last, because I don't have the energy for makeup, and if I did, I'd still feel and look rather disgusting. I can't wait for this to be over. :/
38 weeks.
What symptoms are you experiencing and how are you feeling in general?
I'm tired, but not sleeping very well due to discomfort from both the baby and the heat. I've been up and down with the hormones. I talked to my doctor last week about my depression and felt pretty embarrassed because I couldn't hold back the tears. I can't hold them back for anything, these days. I've also seen and felt my first bit of swelling. It creeps me out not being able to see the veins in my feet like I usually can, and having my ankles disappear? Then there's the lovely sciatica . . . I feel like jumping in the air to land with my back on the arm of a chair so that maybe I can experience some relief, but I'm guessing that would actually do more harm than good.
What's been happening recently with your prenatal care?
Last week was the swab for the Group B Strep and the cervical exam. I am only slightly thinning, no dilation, but he's definitely assumed the position and is very low, which explains the extra pressure on my bladder, rectum, and the swelling. Hooray. Yesterday I got the results back and found out that I am positive for the Group B Strep. :[
Anything big happening in your personal life (moving, work related, family, etc)?
My fiance and I don't have many good days . . . it sucks.
Any questions you want to ask?
Has anybody else tested positive for Group B Strep? I feel alone in this, but I was told that about 40% of women test positive? The statistics change with EVERYTHING I read, and quite frankly, I'm so tired of reading anything when it comes to pregnancy and parenting . . . It seems everyone thinks they're an expert and that people who don't conform to their ideas and methods are terrible and stupid. What I find peculiar though, is that when my mother gave birth to me just 21 years ago, they weren't testing for this, and so nobody required antibiotics during labor (and I'm guessing Group B Strep isn't something terribly new?), so why is it important all of a sudden? I'd like to avoid antibiotics, and I'm wondering if that is something I get to have a say in?
No pictures for this week or last, because I don't have the energy for makeup, and if I did, I'd still feel and look rather disgusting. I can't wait for this to be over. :/

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