Tags: men

OTH-Brucas Kiss

Blah blah

I have been completely bored all day today. Even though most of the day I was doing stuff or had stuff to do. Weird? Yes I am. 


First of all, I'm still feeling off and on sick, which is making me extremely listless. I hate being listless. But a point goes to me for getting some people posted for today. Especially ones I haven't posted for in awhile. Yay!


My elation was short-lived, however. I've been in a blah mood today. There are so many things I want to do, but have no energy or motivation. So I sat here in a state of pseudo depression. My life has hit a stand still it seems. Or maybe it's just the sickness talking. Or the fact that my wisdom tooth, which STILL hasn't finished growing in mind you, has been mad hurting lately. It's been hurting so bad it's giving me headaches. At least I hope that's what the headaches are stemming from and not some horrible brain tumor. (I am a bit of paranoid freak when it comes to illnesses I may have but mostly likely don't.)


On another note, I have decided I do not understand men at all. Previously I thought I might, but now I realize I do not. This does not only come from my utter confusion where my most recent ex is concerned, believe me that is a long story I don't wish to type out at this point LOL, but it comes from this guy I met on New Year's. After flirting and kissing at midnight, I thought that would be it. (I was wicked drunk after all) But he leaves a note on my friend's car with his number and instructions for me to call him if I want to hang out. I figure what the hell, and text him because I am a coward. We talk and decide to go to the movies that Sunday. The Sunday comes and goes, and I hear nothing. 2 weeks go by, putting me at last friday. He randomly texts me asking if I want to hang out. After two weeks of silence. In my head I'm like, wtf?! I tell him I'm going to UVA for the weekend, but will be back on Sunday. On Sunday, he texts me on my adventure home in the snow asking what time I'll be back. Then nothing. Now I'm completely confused and a little irritated. What kind of game is going on here? Why do guys have to be so damned irritating? Grr.

The rant is over, just needed to get it out. Now I am hopefully going to enjoy my OTH night.