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Anger

I'm so pissed. The internet keeps crapping out no matter what I do! You'd think wireless would work even without the ohine right? Especially since it works for little bits then doesn't again. Anyone have ideas? I'm dying here!
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Ahh!

I'm posting this from my phone. Our phones and internet mysteriously stopped working today. Ill due if its not fixed soon!
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Valentine's Day!!

Happy Valentine's Day everyone! I've always loved this holiday. Not sure why. Even when I was single it was great because my friends and I would exchange little presents and whatnot and it was all cute and stuff. I still feel that way but this year is my first Valentine's Day I am single in....oh, 7 years? Maybe more? It's kind of sad, at least to me. I don't remember WHAT it was like to be single on V-Day.

I still love it, just not as much. My daddy always gets me stuff and this year was no different. I'm such a daddy's girl. :D



I have, however, figured out why they call it "single awareness day." LOL I can't go out with my girls tonight because of the snow and ice on the ground. Which means OTH Night will have to be on the phone. Boo! But still, I'm giving a love shout out to all my LJ girlies! Cheers ladies!
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Hooray for me!!

I finished my OTH moodtheme finally! :D I am so proud of it. Now I just have to figure out how to put it in the files and stuff to share with people. That's gonna be tricky. But I'm still happy! 


In other news, I feel icky today. Maybe it's because I'm tired because I stayed up till like 5am playing FFX with my best friend. ^__^ It was worth it, though. Tons of fun! I forgot how much I missed FF games. :D


I'm gonna go lay down now or watch some TV. I'll post more after dinner.
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Mad Character Creation

I am mad beyond all reason. More than that, I feel hurt and betrayed. Which, for me, results in anger. To me being angry is easier than being hurt and sad. I'm messed up, I know. Anyway, to try and distract myself from these feelings, I am making a new character. I'm thinking she'll prolly go into Dust. It's not like I have enough in there or anything, LOL.

Here's the pic:
http://www.westlord.com/christina-…


She needs a name. Obviously she is going to be a shifter. Not sure which animal yet, so if you have ideas I'd like those too. ^_^ She's gonna be a tough chick. Independent and liking to be in control. Was raised by men and in a family of boys, so she does not know how to act like a girl. Not like a girl that can get along with guys, but more like a guy trapped in a girl's body. The only thing she doesn't do is check out chicks since she is straight. LOL. She is vulgar, both in language and action most of the time. Adventurous and bold, not afraid to take a risk. Adrenaline is like a high for her, and things that are dangerous and stupid are normal. She has a temper, and is not afraid to get in your face if you say the wrong thing. She's not bad, per se, but she is definitely far from good. She views her good looks as a curse, since she is not able to relate to boys as anything other than one of them. Something she secretly wishes to change but doesn't know how. Has a lot of street smarts, and does not accept help from others. Stubborn as a mule, and hates to admit being wrong. (Wow, it was gonna start out small but I basically wrote the whole personality on the spot, lol.)

I want her to have an incredibly girlish name, but one that can be boy-sounding with a nickname. Does that make any sense? But not something necessarily normal. Unique. This may be harder than I thought.   EDIT: What does everyone think of Bennett? I'm starting to like it more and more after I found it on a random name website.

Any ideas?? :D
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Radomosity

I did Blood posting today! I finally broke the slump on my creativity in there. :D Yay me!!


I am in a character creating mood, I'm not sure why. It seems to be going around since I got a few characters I'd wanted made out of other people in the same mood. Yippee!! Now if anyone needs something just ask ask ask! ^_^


In sad news, I have a stye in my eye. You mothers out there, how do you get rid of them??? It's way swollen, it hurts to close my eye, and it ITCHES like nobody's business. Help me!!


Ahem, with that out of the way, I feel better. I want to post more. Maybe AG? The chars I still need to post for the new class period in Dust? Hmm.


OOOH, my Night World books came yesterday!! I won them on Ebay, since the ones I had seemed to disappear, and they came yesterday. I got my two favorites, Secret Vampire and Soulmate. And I also got The Chosen, which I have never read. I'm still waiting on Spellbinder, but I am excited nonetheless. I already finished SV since I started reading it when it got here. LOL. :D
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Musings

I'm very agitated. The moodtheme picture for "contemplative" won't load for some reason. I checked my picture upload site, and it's there and working. And all the other moodtheme icons work. So I don't know what the problem is. And I hate not knowing what the problem is. Grr. Anyone know what could be going on?

 

I am feeling the need to post, but I'm not sure who I'm in the mood for. I also rearranged my glitta list and will be sending it in today. Hooray for Glitta!! I feel Glitta inspiration slowly returning to me. :D Christie helped me think of something for Keleios to do in Dust, and I think it will be fun. So I'm excited about that. ^_^ I just need to figure out where I want to post, if anywhere, today. 


On another topic, I just watched the most recent episode of Grey's Anatomy thanks to my trusty tivo, and I am not ashamed to admit I cried a little bit at the end. It was soooo good. I love Grey's.

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Calling for Dust Plots!!

Soooo, I'm looking for stuff to do with some of my Dust characters. I have quite a few, but there are some that are kinda just...floating along. I post them when I need to, but that's pretty much it. One girl is in danger of being dropped.  A couple of these I don't have trouble posting for, I actually enjoy it, I'd just like more for them. Help please! :)


-Madelina Saito (She may be on the chopping block since I never interact her with anyone. Help save her!)
-Keleios De Luca (She is in no danger of being dropped since I love her to pieces. I'd just like...something. Heehee) 
-Brilane Thornfield (Again, no danger of being dropped since I just made her. I just want something interesting for her.)
-Effie Dounas (I love her to pieces, I'd just like something. Maybe more friends than Lexy. Something!)
-Jewel Dougherty (She's my Old Soul. I'm thinking maybe a vampy recognition thing or something. I love her, so she's not going anywhere)



Other than that, not much to report. I am sick sick sick. Otherwise, all is well. About to post more for Blood. :D
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Blah blah

I have been completely bored all day today. Even though most of the day I was doing stuff or had stuff to do. Weird? Yes I am. 


First of all, I'm still feeling off and on sick, which is making me extremely listless. I hate being listless. But a point goes to me for getting some people posted for today. Especially ones I haven't posted for in awhile. Yay!


My elation was short-lived, however. I've been in a blah mood today. There are so many things I want to do, but have no energy or motivation. So I sat here in a state of pseudo depression. My life has hit a stand still it seems. Or maybe it's just the sickness talking. Or the fact that my wisdom tooth, which STILL hasn't finished growing in mind you, has been mad hurting lately. It's been hurting so bad it's giving me headaches. At least I hope that's what the headaches are stemming from and not some horrible brain tumor. (I am a bit of paranoid freak when it comes to illnesses I may have but mostly likely don't.)


On another note, I have decided I do not understand men at all. Previously I thought I might, but now I realize I do not. This does not only come from my utter confusion where my most recent ex is concerned, believe me that is a long story I don't wish to type out at this point LOL, but it comes from this guy I met on New Year's. After flirting and kissing at midnight, I thought that would be it. (I was wicked drunk after all) But he leaves a note on my friend's car with his number and instructions for me to call him if I want to hang out. I figure what the hell, and text him because I am a coward. We talk and decide to go to the movies that Sunday. The Sunday comes and goes, and I hear nothing. 2 weeks go by, putting me at last friday. He randomly texts me asking if I want to hang out. After two weeks of silence. In my head I'm like, wtf?! I tell him I'm going to UVA for the weekend, but will be back on Sunday. On Sunday, he texts me on my adventure home in the snow asking what time I'll be back. Then nothing. Now I'm completely confused and a little irritated. What kind of game is going on here? Why do guys have to be so damned irritating? Grr.

The rant is over, just needed to get it out. Now I am hopefully going to enjoy my OTH night.
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Fantabulous!!!

So I have had a super fantastic weekend! I'm so tired, but I am determined to type up this entry. :D

On Friday my best friend Kris and I made our way down to UVA to visit our other best friend, Edda. I love my love, so I was super excited. We get there around 8 or so, settle our stuff in, etc. etc. Then, we start preparing for the party. (The reason we came down on Fri instead of Sat for the real purpose) Eventually, we start to pregame. It was sort of a belated bday party for one of her roomies, whom I adore, so this guy they know made us pomegrante martinis. (Oh how delicious) After a few rounds of those, and some tasting the jungle juice we were making, more people start arriving. Since the pre-gamers, including myself, are already nearing tipsy, we immediately put on the music. The party begins. Long story short, I get wasted. Everyone gets wasted. At one point there were prolly over 40 people in her apartment. You couldn't move, you could barely hear the music(which was loud) over the voices. Games are played, dancing is done, fun is had. At one point, myself, Edda, Kris, Christina, and John decide to go to McDonalds because we have drunk munchies. Edda blasts some NSync "Bye, Bye, Bye" and our drunk asses "sing" along at the top of our lungs. (I recorded this on my phone, but it's dark so you can only hear it. It's hilarious. I must figure out how to upload it somewhere) Everyone leaves the party around 3. Still being hungry, I make everyone grilled cheese. After that, we pass out.

Sat morning we wake up entirely too early for people who drank so much. The girls decide to go to IHop, which is good hangover food. We are all feeling pretty good, just tired and with headaches. After we eat, we go back to Edda's and proceed to be bums. We lay around watching Disney and other TV. Naps were attempted, but unsuccessful. Around 5 we get ready to go over to her friend's for the main point of the weekend. Sex Toy party!!! Let me tell you, it was the most fun I have ever had. I thought I would be uncomfortable because I don't use that stuff. But man, it was awesome! I even bought some things, lol. Oh boy, it was great. Afterwards, the plan was to party hop to two of Edda's friend's parties. The first one was fun. I didn't know many people, but I managed to mingle and dance and sign up for beer pong. Before I could play, it was decided we should go to the next one. At the next one, things went downhill. The people there were trashed by the time we came. Which meant they had already established cliques and such. There were far too many people in the apartment, and they were all rude. Now, since I hadn't drank that much at the first place, excluding the pina coladas we had at the sex toy party, I was quite sober. I mean, I don't drink beer and I didn't know how far away the next party was so I didn't want to be staggering through the street. When you're sober, dealing with people that kind of drunk is not fun. Add to that I was tired and knew NO ONE, and I was unhappy. It was made worse when Edda abandoned me and Kris. Usually I have no problems, but I was beyond irritated at that point. Mingling was not an option because of the rudeness, drunkeness, and cliqueness. Plus, unlike at the party the night before, we didn't know the people who lived there. So, Kris and I decide we want to leave. At first we were gonna go back to the first party, but since Edda's drunken friends had tried to steal beer from there before we left and got caught, we couldn't go back. So we end up going back to Edda's place. By ourselves. Which pissed me off because she just didn't seem to care even though she had invited us down. Anyway, we get back and put a movie on. Edda comes back not too much later, and I end up getting over my anger. We make rice, watch a movie, and pass out in a huge girlie pile. :D

This morning we wake up and it's snowing earlier than expected. I panic, since I can't drive in the snow. I've had accidents so now I'm afraid. We leave in a hurry, but the roads are bad the further away we get. I see people running into each other, swerving into ditches(which I've done in the snow), etc. I begin to panic. I call my parents, who are nice enough to drive an hour or so to meet me. On account of the snow, it takes awhile for us to meet up. I keep trying to drive occaisionally, but I'm totally freaking out each time. It takes me 5hrs to get home, when it normally takes 2. And now I am here, snuggled in blankets, trying to relax. I'm exhausted, but extremely pleased with my weekend. I missed my computer access, though. LOL. This entry seems to have been long enough, so off I go. ^_^