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Wish my stomach would stop making so much growling sounds while I'm in class.
Fml
Fml
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EIGHT DAYS NO PURGING
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Tomorrow's meals.
Breakfast
2 slices of bread- 120
1 1/2 Tbsp Better n' Peanut butter- 75
1/2 Tbsp Strawberry Jelly- 25
Snack
7 oz Nectarine- 84
Lunch
2 slices of bread- 120
Veggie Burger- 110
Salad w/ fat free dressing- 50
Snack
Nectarine-84
Supper
4 oz Turkey-110
Salad w/fat free Dressing-50
1 slice toasted bread- 60
total- 888
This is a good start. When my body gets used to this, I'll slowly start increasing....
Breakfast
2 slices of bread- 120
1 1/2 Tbsp Better n' Peanut butter- 75
1/2 Tbsp Strawberry Jelly- 25
Snack
7 oz Nectarine- 84
Lunch
2 slices of bread- 120
Veggie Burger- 110
Salad w/ fat free dressing- 50
Snack
Nectarine-84
Supper
4 oz Turkey-110
Salad w/fat free Dressing-50
1 slice toasted bread- 60
total- 888
This is a good start. When my body gets used to this, I'll slowly start increasing....
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Today was gross.
I mentioned to my mother about how I've been struggling.
I tried to eat healthy, but all I ended up doing was binging on a bunch of expensive/healthy/vita muffins.
Big Giant FAIL
Now my throat kills agh
I mentioned to my mother about how I've been struggling.
I tried to eat healthy, but all I ended up doing was binging on a bunch of expensive/healthy/vita muffins.
Big Giant FAIL
Now my throat kills agh
Writer's Block: Pick and Stick
American food. American food consists of every cuisine. hah.
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So I am very very proud of myself. I didn't purge today!!
I ate 3 solid meals.
Breakfast-Peanut butter and jelly sandwich (better n peanut butter)
Lunch-Peanut butter and jelly sandwich (better n peanut butter)
Snack- Vita muffin
Supper-cup of fiber one with a cup of milk
If you cant tell, I feel really good at the moment.
I ate 3 solid meals.
Breakfast-Peanut butter and jelly sandwich (better n peanut butter)
Lunch-Peanut butter and jelly sandwich (better n peanut butter)
Snack- Vita muffin
Supper-cup of fiber one with a cup of milk
If you cant tell, I feel really good at the moment.
Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage
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Recovery should become easy.
Like sprinkling magical power over me??? and then me suddenly stop being bulimic + gaining five or ten pounds without feeling disgusting. Oh god.
Do you think they will make me gain weight if I weigh 92 at the moment. No one at day program is telling me. All they are saying is that they will deal with it. God it is making me so nervous.
Like sprinkling magical power over me??? and then me suddenly stop being bulimic + gaining five or ten pounds without feeling disgusting. Oh god.
Do you think they will make me gain weight if I weigh 92 at the moment. No one at day program is telling me. All they are saying is that they will deal with it. God it is making me so nervous.
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Well this is my first time actually posting to my journal. I am kind of disapointed, ah, I really wanted to keep the sandwich in. But ah bulimia, led me to binge, which of course led me to be sick out of my stomach. Guess what I did of course? I purged, purged everything, even what I ate befor the english muffin. Why couldnt I just be satisfied with that one sandwich? Now I feel sick, and feel just plain blah. I wish I had not binged, plus now I have to spend money on rebuying all my parents food that I ate, so they wont notice how it has magically disapeared. Oh damn it. Plus i binged on dates?? Who the hell binges on dates? I have no clue. GRrRrRrR...