Well this is my first time actually posting to my journal. I am kind of disapointed, ah, I really wanted to keep the sandwich in. But ah bulimia, led me to binge, which of course led me to be sick out of my stomach. Guess what  I did of course? I purged, purged everything, even what I ate befor the english muffin. Why couldnt I just be satisfied with that one sandwich? Now I feel sick, and feel just plain blah. I wish I had not binged, plus now I have to spend money on rebuying all my parents food that I ate, so they wont notice how it has magically disapeared. Oh damn it. Plus i binged on dates?? Who the hell binges on dates? I have no clue. GRrRrRrR...