I Make The Beat Go Boom!

She likes adventure with security
That more than one man can provide
She planned adventure feeling sure that he
Would not be home till after 5

He turned on the lights and turned them off again
And said the one thing he could say

All these years
Where have I been
I've been down the road to work
And home again

And I'm still here
Untill I'm gone
Don't you rub it in to hard
That I've been wrong
All these years

She said you're not the man you used to be
And he said neither is this guy
She said there's somethings you refuse to see
But I guess sometimes so do I

She made no excuse why she was lying there
She said the one thing she could say

All these years
What have I done
I've made your supper and your daughter and your son
I'm still here and still confused
I can finally see how much I stand to lose
All these years

I'm still here and so confused
I can finally see how much I stand to lose
All these years

Last night was really damn cool. Jeremy and I were in my room for 3 hours...

Then we went to Wienerschnitzel to get our hot dog on. Cheap food for poor people. sirpuna, I have a bad ass card for you to save you money on sheet.

Anyway, on our way to teh hot dog, they had a Sobriety test on Folsom. It was some weird shit...We drove through this line were they shined their light in our car asking if we'd been drinking. I'm sure if they had any suspicions, they would have used the breathalizer on people. But yeah, fuckin like 50 cops there.

We went back home and rented Napolean Dynomite. We just layed there and laughed.

"What are you doing today, Napolean?"

"Whatever I want! GOD!"

GIGI IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!

Indoor arena...CHECK

Close...CHECK

Good facility...CHECK

Happiness.

I guess my sister had lunch with Jagtar today. Whatever. If she wants to keep shooting herself in the foot, who am I to stop her?

After two completely boring and easy days at work, today was nucking futs. Seriously. Like 35 reports compared to Monday and Tuesday's 16.


While mowing the lawn, I swallowed a bug. It was pretty...nasty. Yeah.

I'm horny, lazy, and exhausted.

I should clean up shit, but I'm not. Maybe I'll take a nap. Hmm.

Oh yeah, sissy is talking to Jagtar right now.

You all know what I know is going to happen.

Fucking great, eh?

Yes, call me a loser or whatever. But I, Heather Karnatz, am quitting school. About fucking time if you ask me.

I've been hanging up ribbons from my past in my room. I can already tell I'm missing about 50 of them, but I've hung up quite a few. One wall is very colorful.

Anyway, I'm just kinda bleh. I napped at work for my lunch break. Pretty hot huh?

Fuck School.

Mt. Shasta was fun. I saw a few random people I knew, but not so many that I wanted to bomb the town with napalm. On Friday, Jeremy and I met with Nat and erichbowman and played some DDR and had the worst Applebee's service ever. But the Corona made it good. Saturday we slept in and then Jeremy and I partied outside in our shop with a nice fire.

Mt. Shasta is beautiful, but I hate it.