So here's a little background on my situation... I left my fiance a few weeks ago because I got tired of putting up with drama/bullsh*t... We've been together for three long years and we have a two year old son. I still love him terribly but I'm not IN love with him anymore.
How about after several days of him not texting or calling me to check on our son, he has the nerve to call and ask me if I can drive 30 miles south of where I now live, pick him up, and drive him God only know how many miles north to Tennesse (we live in south Mississippi) to his ex-girlfriends house?!?!!? What the?? OMG, I am beyond words right now!
This may seem convoluted, but there is a guy in my history class who I have a little crush on. I know, really teenage girl, but I am getting pretty good vibes off him. The only thing is he is possibly the quietest, most nervously shy person i have evey met!! So i'll put it to you like this...
when ever we are talking he smiles even if i haven't said anything particularly funny or amusing. I have been reading a little bit of his body language, he seems to be quite receptive, for example he leans back on his chair and has his body open slightly or he may lean towards me. He rarely if ever brakes eye contact. One of the times when i had to ask him a question (he is VERY tall and i am VERY small) he had to sit down on a table and slouched down to listen to me. There are lots of little things like that. on another occasion when i was copying sheets he came over (smiling and all) for a little chat, even though i was in the class with him about ten mins before hand. but the question is am I reading to much in this or is there a chance that he may be attracted to me?
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I am 4 days out of a tumultuous relationship...an internet coupling, an absolute disaster. I am relieved she is gone, sad that my dream is a brittle unrealized shell and disheartened that I have made choices that have endangered my emotional, financial and physical well being.
I am new to LJ and, despite the numbness, am thrilled to have this outlet.
First a little back story: Lauren is my ex-girlfriend. We were together for about 14 months. I'm still madly in love with her...
Wow I'm gonna miss her. Lauren leaves next months for her semester at sea for 3 and a half months. It's gonna be really hard for me to deal with. I mean, yeah, it's been a couple of months since she broke up with me, but I'm still used to talking to her almost, if not every day. Now with her time away coming up, I feel as if I'll be lucky if I get an e-mail or 2 a week. And I can't lie, I'm extremely worried. Hell, I worry about her when she drinks when I'm within driving distance of her. Now, not only will she not be within driving distance, she'll be on the other side of the world and I can't be there to protect her. It kills me! UGH!!
I think what scares me the most is that she knows I'm making the changes we both needed me to make for her to even consider giving me a second chance, but the time from now until she gets back is so long. She said she definitely doesn't want to get back together until she gets back from this semester. I'm extremely scared that in the next 4 and a half months that she'll completely move on from me and I won't get that chance to be with my one true love again...
Like I've told her while we were together and while we've been broken up, I truly believe she's the one I'm destined to spend the rest of my life with. I mean she knows how I feel about her and how much I'm in love with her. She wouldn't have even said there was a remote possibility of us being together again if she didn't have the same hope I have for us, right? Right? God, I fucking hope so.....
Joe and I have been primary school pals. He is a year older than i am, and i have a crush on him for 4 years or so. He had once confessed to me, however, we both know that its just a kind of chemistry that won't last long. Yes, he is my talking diary. He has been a wonderful friend who always make me so secure. He has always been the one taking the first step. For example, when I first get to know him, he was the one who asked me my msn, asked me for my number and asked me out. Well, these may seem to be trifle matters that is so common among people nowadays, but all these, are enough to delight me. Are enough to not put me to sleep at night. When he remembered my birthday and texted me a message just a minute passed 12, you know that he is sweet. He is thoughtful enough for me to melt just right before him. It was then an ocasion when we all have a gathering. He told me that he won't be going back because he felt isolated with his primary school friends. I was, of course, utterly disappointed. I was so down that day, although i have been looking forward to meeting me friends so much previously. As i walked, i heard, "Hey,". A greeting from any friend is definitely what i had been hearing that day, and reluctantly, i replied with a, "oh hello,". I didn't lift my head up, till the person walked away, and i saw that its Him. Him. I was so shocked. I gasped. He turned around, and smiled... I can still remember that incident vividly in my mind, that smile, that 'hey'... We haven't been talking on the phone. It has been a long time since we've last spoken. Its been a long time... And our second primary school reunion is in a month's time, and he told me that he won't be going. I hestitated before making a conclusion. Will he be coming, or will he not? Lord knows... He has been the sweetest friend, the thoughtful friend, yet he isn't always there for me whenever i need him...
colin asked me out to starbucks this thursday and i've agreed. colin is tall, handsome and all. however, i prefer joe's character. now, i have no idea. i mean, do i have to so call wait for joe, or to try going out with colin? cos i feel that i have been like, waiting for joe but to no avail for so long, and yet... colin is the first guy since then whom i've felt a slight chemistry in between...
so who do i go with?
p.s. i will always recognise joe as my very best friend, till now.
there is this boy at college and i really like him and have done for a year and a half now but he knows i like him and said no because he had a girlfriend we are good mates but i cant pluck up the courage to ask him again and all the advice from my mates has not exactly been sensible ( e.g. why dont you shout out you like him in lesson ) some how i dont think that will work so if anybody has any advice on how i could approach him because its been really getting me down im just such a shy person about this kind of thing so please if you have any advice please share. thank you stevie
there's this girl in work Joanne who isn't exactly being a nice person to me. infact she's being a bit of a bitch. for example she'll say hi to everyone else but will completely blank me. if i ask her a question she'll give a one word answer and not even look at me. the other day in work i was coming in to the fitting room to get some items to put out when she decided to hide herself behind another rail. it was possibly the oddest thing i had seen in a while. what makes this behaviour even weirdier is that it only developed in the last few weeks! really i only have to put up with her for one day a week, and sometimes i'd only see her maybe once or twice during working hours. what i don't understand is why she is acting like this! i'm nice to everyone, i treat everyone as i'd like to be treated myself, i chat to everyone and i'm polite to customers and staff alike! she's been working for the shop for 2 years...i only joined about 10 months ago. could she be threatened?
so far i've just ignored it and stayed nice to her, i'm assuming that if she doesn't get a response she's just going to stop being a dope and move on.
what is her problem? any ideas on how to deal with this?
When ever i have sex with my boyfriend it hurts after a while, I think it's due to the friction, but i'm not sure. At first we thought that the Hymen had not been fully broken, the source of irritation is not at the mouth of the vagina, it's further down. Has anyone else experienced this as well? please help.
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