I dreamt that Jester and I were visiting Bekah's house. After a while, we got in the mood to be alone. So we took his car and drove it into their backyard, which is very big and extends a great distance. Before long, Bekah's dad comes out and says that we can't park out that far, that it's against the law. So we bring the car up closer to the house, but still in the backyard.
We were just chilling in the car now when suddenly a silver PT cruiser breaks through the fence that surrounds the yard. The two of us are in shock and before long, my ex boyfriend John is coming towards the car. The doors are locked and the windows are up, but he's trying to break into the car to get me. Jester was so furious and kept saying that he was going to go out and teach him a lesson, I kept telling him no because he'll go away eventually (I hope). Well Jester does go out and tells him to go away, strangely he does. However, he gets into his PT cruiser and starts ramming it into our car. The doors are now jammed close and I can't get out as he continually hits our car with his. I then try to get out through the trunk of the car and while I'm doing that my legs are still stuck in the main part of the car and I'm screaming, hoping that my legs don't get crushed because of his car.
I do get out of the car, however I don't remember what happens after that. All I remember next is being inside all by myself, I know that I have to keep my doors locked because John is coming after me. I then hear a knock on my door and when I get up to check the eye hole, the door is broken open and in comes John. Being angry and scared, I rush at him and jump into his arms...grabbing his hair/head and attempting to knock him unconscious. I get away from him and rush to my mom's room where I lock the door and lean up against it, while calling the police. I can feel him trying to break down the door against my back, I can hear him yelling out at me.
After a few nightmares involving situations and persons I would rather not mention, I had a very pleasant dream last night. The setting was one of the cities I used to live in, and I met a very interesting and lovely girl. We toured the city laughing and talking, and she took photographs of me in front of some beautiful historial buildings that seemed to stretch for miles. I felt beautiful and alive. I wonder what significance this dream has in my life right now.
I had this dream last night or the night before, either way...it's rather uncomfortable.
I dreamt that I was visiting my ex-boyfriend John's house for some reason for Christmas or some other holiday celebration. The banister leading upstairs had lights and fake pine needles, it didn't really look like his house though. I believe I was wishing his parents happy holidays or something, I don't know. I ended up going upstairs and talking to John, which was rather uncomfortable. Somehow, one way or another, something really weird happened. Either I kissed him, he kissed me, we took a bath together (like I said, really weird), it was something. Either way I think it was like a make out session of sorts.
What's uncomfortable about this is that I have a boyfriend and I love him to pieces, so why this would happen to my real jerk of an ex-boyfriend I have no idea. :\ I went over to see my boyfriend, Sean, for Christmas and I was really uncomfortable because I was thinking about what happened. I knew he didn't deserve such treatment and here I was being a complete bitch to him, making out (or whatever it was) with my ex. :( He could tell I was upset and told me that I could tell him what was bothering him, that whatever it was he would understand.
I kept thinking about how John's girlfriend should know about this as well (she didn't deserve to be treated like shit by him) and somehow if I told Sean everything would be better. I told him what happened and suddenly he was extremely angry at me. :( I kept trying to appologize and started crying repeatedly on how it just happened and I don't know how it did happen. Finally he told me to just "GET OUT!" and I ran out of his bedroom in tears.
All through this dream I could feel myself crying, I wanted to curl into a ball and just die. I never want to hurt my boyfriend, how the heck could I have dreamt of something like this?
I have just started an art project of sorts involving dreams, collective consciousness, and postcard collage. I'm excited because I searched "conceptual art" and came up with this community.
If you follow this link, you can visit my website, which is hosting a record of the projects as it progresses. There you will see visual and verbal descriptions of my dreams--part of the purpose of the project is to distribute the information to as many people as possible. I've always felt like I would be slightly less haunted if I could dilute the contents of my head.
Thanks for reading my little promotion, sleep well.
I dreamt that I was watching this TV program where they were discussing some ghosts. This family took a picture and said that the image of their deceased father was in it. They did an analysis, showing a rough drawing with X's where the ghosts is believed to be. To end the program, the family looks out at the viewer waving and saying good bye.
...The scary/strange thing is that on the left of the family this ghostly woman is there. She has her arm outstretched in front of her and before I knew it she's coming closer and closer and starting to come right out of the TV at me! :( I was trying to scream and move, but I couldn't make a noise above a muffled scream (like my mouth was sewed shut) and I couldn't move a muscle. It was like someone was holding my arms and legs and I couldn't move.
What's even worse is that...I was actually flailing quite a bit in real life, attempting to wake myself up. Let's just say...it was very hard to sleep after that last night. :(
Hi! I have long been plagued by nightmares, as frequent as 2-3 times a month, with the severity that they wake me up, and sometimes with residual feelings that last the entire day. I finally realized the other day I could post these dreams (nightmares) and get some feedback, hopefully!
Thanks~
I had a strange dream Saturday Night (the 8th) that I should have written down earlier, but couldn't because it bothered me so badly.
In it, I was living somewhere not in Colorado or here. It was a cloudy day, very dark. I was part of an assassin group or something, there were two or three of us, and several teams besides mine. In it, I had to kill my sister, and the husband of a neighbor. (The neighbor is no one I actually know.)
Afterwords, I felt absolutely terrible. I dont' know why this was my mission, and the guilt of killing my sister weighed very heavily. I also had to tell the neighbor what I had done, and she broke down, doubling my guilt. We were at a swimming pool, and her husband as a zombie began lumbering towards me. I was excited, because in a way, this meant her husband was back.
However, he lurched towards me with an intent to kill, so I grasped the fleshy area of his cheeks and squeezed. his flesh gave way beneath my fingers, and I got a good grip on his skull and I ripped it from his spine. I then tossed the skull into the pool and that is where the nightmare ended.
Any ideas or interpretations would be greatly appreciated! I've had recurring themes for several years now, and dream books simply don't help. I'm not inclined to believe that all dreams can be standardized in books in a simple two or three sentence explanation. So, anyone who has any ideas, or is good at this sort of thing, your help would be loved!
this was an especially disturbing nightmare because i had only been asleep for like an hour- usually i get woken up by bad dreams after about 4 hours of sleep.
I have noticed a pattern in many of my dreams lately (though this pattern has been present off and on for years). I know I have repeating symbols ... horses, wolves, recurring dreams ... but I've got a handle on those. Now I'm wondering about music.
The dream dictionaries I have looked at so far don't really say much about music. They mention background soundtracks, but give no explanation of a recurring pattern. In my music dreams, I am singing or a group that I am with is singing (including me), or I know the person singing. Sometimes I do get the background soundtrack, but not often. Sometimes I know the song, sometimes I don't. Sometimes the song is accompanied by words kind of like a sing-along. Sometimes the songs are in a foreign language, and once, the song was in a language I did not know (Hungarian), but I knew it was perfect. In that dream I asked the man to sing the song again and this time subtitles popped up. I was going to copy the words down in my dream so that my waking self would be able to remember the words. Sadly, I woke up.
Any thoughts on why I like to sing so much in my sleep? I'm not a musician. I do enjoy music and singing along with the radio or in church, but it's not like I'm all that good. I have other talents that I love and pursue passionatly.
I had a really weird dream last night, I have to say it's perhaps one of the weirdest ones I've ever had.
I dreamt I was surrounded by 4-5 guys wearing suits. They were towering over me, looking down as if I was really short or down really low. They were all covered, head to toe in blood and we were all residing in some building. All I remember is that they were rather identical, with a few differences between them and they left the building. When they were walking out of the building and into the sunlight, they became clean and their suits were white and sharp.
I believe, after this, they were walking towards a church.
It seems I have been lax in my duties as moderator. I apologise for my long absence (read my own journal if you want to know why). I'm glad people have come forward to help each other with interpretation as needed. For those who have never received any response for your dreams, I'll comb through the blog and help out as time permits.
Right now I'd like to make a couple of changes and notices:
I'd like to add a FAQ and Link section of "useful references" for people who want to read more about dreams, dream interpretation, lucid dreaming, or any other subject which the group wants. Any suggestions and ideas would be very welcome.
While I know this is a free blog, and I don't want to obstruct or censor anything unless I believe it is harmful, I'm going to have to ask that there be no posts advertising or soliciting anything. There are times and places for this sort of thing, but not in a dream-interpreting community.
Finally, I'd like to make something clear: Like the rest of your thoughts, dreams are the most intimate possessions you own. As far I am concerned, your dreams are your property and your property alone. They should not be rated, borrowed, stolen, sold, tricked out of you, or otherwise used without your specific conscious consent, and I am offended by anyone who would consider doing this. To paraphrase the "my info" entry to this site: the only purpose for which this community was founded was to be an academic experiment into understanding a particular area of human thought. This blog was not meant for commercial use or quantitative study. (I believe these purposes are also against the LJ TOS.)
That's all. Thanks for listening. And good night, folks.
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