I've been gone for ages. Time is my first enemy - lazyness my second. And since I've sort of fallen out of fandom - read: tried to grow up - I tried to move past stuff that reminded me of happier times. Or sadder. It's actually a toss-up.
Anyhooo... Anybody of my old friends still here? Or have you all moved on to other corners of the universe? Please let me know! I miss LJ. A lot. I need a place to vent and to be a fangirl again!
Every other weekend the Wee!Pixie get to go to her dads and I'm left to fend for myself. Today is such a day. The pressure to have fun is overwhelming sometimes. Like tonight. I'm gonna try though. I've put on the regular "too much" make up, the same dress I always wear out, and had two glasses of wine. In ten minutes I'm meeting up with friends I normally don't hang out with, just to avoid being that sad middle-aged woman sitting alone at home. Wish me luck!
Huge chunk of cash in my bank account. And then comes the bill paying silliness I indulge myself with each month.... Aaaaand now I'm back at square one again.
Well, not really. I had an insane amount of bills to pay this month, but thanks to my new pay check I'm actually sitting pretty comfortably until next the one comes in. Not like I'm floating on fluffy pillows-comfortably, but maybe a good kitchen chair-comfortably. And that's pretty good!
And if you've managed to miss that adorable online cartoon Scandinavia and the World, please rectify that at once! But I'm warning you: once you start, you can't stop... ;)
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