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Frühling

You can't have everything. Where would you put it?*



Nearly done with re-uploading my gallery items. It was quicker than I feared, but still a lot of work. >____< Just missing the Gaia one. But I'm not going to do that today.

Spent the weekend at my bf's place. Which was nice. Though I still feel like I could have done more for his birthday.
But it was still a nice weekend. And he bought some new games (because of the Steam sale), so he ended up with Black Desert Online. It was really cheap, so I got it as well. Still waiting for the download and the installation to be done. The MMORPG seems to be a lot about creating, gathering and all these things, or about PvP, which neither me not my bf are really into. But the graphic is awesome. And for 8€... you can do that. You also do not have to pay monthly fees. Which is nice. Though the game store is incredible expensive! But it seems they have to have some way to get money.
Unfortunately the classes are race and gender locked. Which I think is rather stupid. Luckily I found a female class that I liked, a tamer, similar to summoner, so I fear that I might have a type. Even my WoW character has something to do with animals (I'm playing as a Druid). I looked through tumblr, trying to find some nice characters. The guys all look really great, but the female characters... they nearly all like like porcelain dolls. It is a Korean MMORPG, but it's still... and the outfits. As I said most classes are somehow gender locked, but the wizard/witch class is not. And when I watched the tutorial videos for the different classes... Well, let me just show you:
Male Clothes
Female Clothes
Don't get me wrong, I like the clothes, but... I hate it that females always end up with having... less clothes.
Which might also be a reason I want to play as a tamer. Her clothes look Korean style and though they show lots of skin, it is kind of clothes.
Though I'm not even sure you will actually get that clothes, because you can also buy it. Or at least a glamour option for it? Really not sure.

BF wants me to keep playing TES Online, but right now I just really do not feel like playing it. v__v I know that my time is running out, with me soon being busy again, but honestly, I'm so tired of playing games when I do not feel like playing them. And right now I prefer playing FFXIV, and I really want to keep up with the endgame content. It is the first time I actually can do that. Yes I'm still missing lots of dungeon and raid content from the other two stories, but I will get there.

I'm sorry, I probably bore you with all the game talk. But that's what is on my mind. *laugh*


*Quote from Steven Wright.
Dripping Blood

This is so getting annoying and I'm really getting angry!


I don't understand Yude. So now she's all like "you need to move out" again. Because, even so her mother hasn't said a thing, she's still against it.
Last week she told Meilin that her mother was slowlg coming around...
So what is it now?
Anyway, I'm going to look at this place tomorrow and then at the other the day after and might ask the guy from the last place if I could come by after work on Friday, then I will decided and move there next week.
Actually I would prefer moving into one of the WGs, because they would have nothing to do with Yude. Becuase honestly.. I'm getting a little angry with her. Because she isn't really talking with me. I feel like I have a better connection to the maid then to her.
Yude is great at promising things... but not so good at keeping these promises.

Well, at least as soon as I'm in my new place, where ever that will be, I will have a place to stay for the next two months. And I will try to have anything handled and done right when I move it, so I won't have to worry about anything else any more. I probably should also ask about the best way to get to the airport, or save enough money to take a taxi there...

But I hope that the father will come back before I move, since he said that I really wouldn't have to move at all and that I shouldn't have any one tell me otherwise. Though his opinion doesn't really count in Yude's eyes. Which is stupid since he lives here.. but yes.. we had this already, didn't we?

I need to go to bed now..