.you search for tears of compassion.

i cant describe how much i hate the phrase, "shit or get off the pot" right now.

and im done with art imitating my life.

Books > people.

With few exceptions.

Some people should thank fuck for bad books.

"it was basically stolen. a half right man-boy made the leap from coked up frat chimp to leader of the free world. it's the ultimate success story." -french stewart

George Carlin died yesterday at age 71. George has made me laugh until I've cried on several occasions. He will be missed. The world just lost one of the greats, and will not be the same without him.

"The very existence of flamethrowers proves that some time, somewhere, someone said to themselves, 'You know, I want to set those people over there on fire, but I'm just not close enough to get the job done.'"

... I'm pro-abortion.

So lately I've constantly felt the need to make myself heard regarding my views on several subjects. It's been awhile since I just went off about... whatever. Abortion, the war on drugs, religion, politics, environment. Shit just pisses me off. I'm tired of there being so much wrong with the world. It seems like any effort to make it better is just futile. Plus, I'm constantly second guessing my opinions and beliefs over issues because of both sides of an argument having contradicting "facts". It just seems like someone's always lying, and I don't know who to believe. Ridiculous. I think I'm just gonna give up and mind my own business from now on. Its hard enough taking care of my own shit, let alone bearing the weight of the world.

On a lighter note, (Chris, you're probably the only one who'll get this) the other day at work a friend of mine got a shipment of boxes labeled "Wayne Enterprises" down his chute. We both shared a laugh because we came across Batman's batarang shipment. A few minutes later I got a shipment of wine down my chute, and I told him they were Iron Man's boxes. He didn't get it... It's funny though, right?

Why in the FUCK is it 90 degrees outside? It's god-damn October! This is beyond retarded... -_-

I think I jinxed myself with that last post, life got real ugly all of the sudden. Settling in the eye of the storm right now. Wish me luck.

I'm back.
Gin and I are still going strong. Hit our 2 year mark back in August. I took her to Mammoth Cave and Dinosaur World for our anniversary. We stayed in a knarly bed and breakfast. It was rad.
Got a new pad together. I like to tell people we call it the bat-cave, but we don't. We're still unpacking, but we'll get some of ya'll over here eventually.
Turned vegetarian cause I dig animals and it's healthier for me.
Decided to start being a dick to people I don't like again.
Started listening to hip-hop... like, a lot.
I'm in the process of growing my hair out for dreads.
Can't wait for Halloween. So far Gin and I are going to see "Dracula" (the play) together, and hopefully "Evil Dead 2" (midnight movies pwn).
I turn 19 in a little over a month. Still, all I want is toys, comics, and maybe a new (better) tattoo. I'm such a child.
I think that's about it.

Oh, and we're going to the zoo Sunday. Badass.

"[Intro]
Oh, you mother fuckers thought it was over, huh
Well its not, you didn't count on a fallen angel
getting back into the grace of God and coming after you
Ya'll niggaz ain't shit
Your producers ain't shit
Your fucking A & R ain't shit
I'll fucking wipe my ass with your demo deal
Yo Diabolic, take this mother fucker's head off

[Diabolic]
Go ahead and grip glocks
I'll snap your trigger finger in six spots
You'll have to lip lock with hypodermic needles to lick shots
I'll watch you topple flat
Put away your rings and holla back
Can't freestyle, you're screwed off the top like bottle caps
Beneath the surface, I'm over heating your receiving circuits
By unleashing deeper verses than priests speak in churches
What you preach is worthless
Your worship defeat the purpose
Like President Bush taking bullets for the Secret Service
Beyond what ya'll fathom
I shit on cats and jaw tap 'em
Show no compassion like having a straight faced orgasm
Tour jack 'em, have his half a ten bitch suck my friend's dick
In the mean time, you can French kiss this clenched fist
Diabolic, a one man brigade spreading cancer plague
This fucking a pussy's face, holding a hand grenade
So if I catch you bluffin'
Faggot, you're less than nothing
I just had to get that stress off my chest like breast reduction

[Technique]
You mother fuckers are nothing
You cannot harm me
I'll resurrect every aborted baby and start an army
Storm the planet hunting you down cuz I'm on a mission
To split your body into a billion one-celled organisms
Immortal Technique will destroy your religion you stupid bitch
You're faker than blue-eyed crackers nailed to a crucifix
I'm bout to blow up like Nasa Challenger computer chips
Arsenic language transmitted revolutionarily
I'm like time itself, I'm gunna kill you inevitably
Chemically bomb you, fuck using a chrome piece
I'm Illmatic, you won't make it home like Jerome's niece
I'll sever your head diagonally for thinking of dissin' me
And then ill use your dead body to write my name in calligraphy
This puppet democracy, brain washed your psychology
So you're nothing like diversity without equality
And your crew is full of more faggots than Greek mythology
Using numerology, to count the people I sent to Heaven
Produces more digits than 22 divided by 7
You're like Kevin Spacey, your style is usually suspect
You never killed a cop, you not a mother fucking thug yet
Your mind is empty and spacious
Like the part of the brain the appreciated culture in a racist
Face it, you too basic, you're never gunna make it
Like children walking through Antarctica, butt naked"

-Immortal Technique

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I hate America.