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@yakultii

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Anonymous asked:

Did u change your pfp darling? I feel like I never saw the writing b4

nooo never, so when I rejoined tumblr few yrs back I created my main @yakultstan which is literally just a dump of unedited bits of writing that kept me alive for a sec so don’t expect it to be good lol. then the original sideblog was called yakultii except now it has been abandoned for the most part and I just renamed it @yakoncewas cos I don’t wanna delete it yet but wanted to keep the yakultii name when I created this new blog as I wanted same vibes as that sideblog but as a main so I don’t have to only interact from the writing one because that was never meant to be that serious, just a dump I thought no one would actually follow and I don’t even wanna look at it most the time lol but I’ll still post on there if I ever write some random shit ofc

‼️ ALSO I JUST WROTE ALL THIS THEN REALISED YOU PROBS JUST MEANT THE WRITING ON THE PFP LOL IM AN IDIOT SORRY I JUST WOKE UP . nope that was always there too 🤣 just so small hehe, anyways imma leave this here ig

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Anonymous asked:

My flight is on 30th August and I am nervous and anxious. I would love to get some advice or tips because I haven't been socializing for years and now it feels kinda scary, what if I won't be able to fit in? I love you 😭😭 sorry for asking this here but i just need your help 💙🥺

my advice is to have faith that everything will work out. feel the discomfort and know that it means something in life is shifting, similarly to how your muscles get sore after working out, ultimately leading to growth in the long run. be gentle with yourself still and know you’re allowed to start a new life whenever you please. no one will know your past so you get to become whoever you want to be. you don’t necessarily have to fit in to belong. even if it’s hard, it will still be life! you’ve got this<3

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Anonymous asked:

I miss you bestie. Hope you are doing well and life is TREATING YOU BETTER. I love you s lot🫂💙

if you asked me earlier this morning I would have told you life is kinda shit overall as everything was hurting and hopeless but I decided to succumb to my long awaited meditation era so life is beautiful again. btw I miss you x1million and love you so much 💙

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i didn’t even walk yesterday i just did more sitting and standing than usual (not even that much just town and made my bed) plus even wore compression and still woke up whole body deep aching and sore throat and tummy etc but hopefully since i didn’t walk if i just stay in bed today then ill feel ok again by tomorrow instead of weeks even though i get so excited off the idea of life and i just wanna keep going but i also need to learn pacing :( i do wonder if things could have been different if i was able to double my sleep time but i went to bed drained for other reasons and woke up suicidal from the dogs barking. playing some music and staying hopeful so i feel better now i just gotta make a good meal.

#c#going away w my fam in a bit over a week so have to sit up for hours in car and dreading cos I don’t want it to take me out the whole trip#like last time :(((((((( but maybe if i just rest fully until then but it’s just soooo boring Lol#grateful I can at least try this but ugh let me leave the country alr#if my health was not fkd rn id be doing seasonal work overseas fr or at least just travelling !!!! but maybe it’s all meant to be somehow
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this one over a month late but doing now to distract myself from making bad life choices ! thank you @introvertia for the tag 💓

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2 seconds away from my life going nowhere ready to destroy in new and intense ways and 4 seconds away from a better one, I’ll wait

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