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So everything has been falling apart all at once but now everything is getting better but a lot slower than how all the bad shit appeared. I came back to put up with more shit from my friends and to also support myself with my own cash without even having a job because my father doesn't know how to handle the household and is a selfish abusing pig.

My friend Aron... I don't even know what happened but I approached you a couple of times and it is quite obvious you are ignoring me. I'm not the only one who seems to notice. This is fucking strange.

I've decided whoever wants to talk shit and have a problem with me can go right ahead because I don't give a shit anymore. Especially after what happened Sunday night... I definitely found out alot of things about people who I have been calling "friends". So whatever you all want to do or say from now on isn't going to bother me anymore. I don't think I can trust anyone really... All I'm really saying is I don't care what you think anymore and I really don't think it's good if I do anyways. It just ends up a big mess if I do because I just want everything to be perfect again.

Yesterday I had the worst hang over of my life from drinking everynight for 4 days and sleeping only 2 hours because I couldn't come home to the mess here. IT SUCKED.

Also I'M SO FUCKING BROKE so sorry if I'm I come across as a bitch to whoever asks to borrow money because that just isn't going to happen right now.

The good things... Mike is thinking about moving back. I would love that. Honestly things are alot better for me when he is here. He's my best fucking friend ever.

My Mom agreed to let me go visit Anton for X-Mas and check out schools in the NYC area. I spoke to a few people and we're going to "Road trip" it :P because they also have people they want to visit in that area.  I just have to talk to a few more people about a some minor details and it will be set.

-Sara
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I was so drunk last night that it was rediculous but of course Sara behaves always no matter how much alchohol she consumes. I kept complaining that I wasn't gettin the full on drunk vision so I had to have a couple more beers LOL. I'm such a dork!!

I feel refreshed... I had a bad day yesterday and yea I guess you could say drinking is definitely not the answer but I had a good time and some laughs with a couple of good friends and I feel better.

I'm going to try to make it to the Get Sick show today  @ 1 O'clock, Neptunes Lounge, even though I'm not quite sure how thats going to work but I'll try my hardest to make it to see all you guys play!

I miss wakeboarding. I haven't been on the water in a couple of months with my new board. If anyone wants to go, I'm planning a weekend to go out 2 days to strictly wakeboard ALL DAY. Don't know how to wakeboard? I'll teach your ass! Call me up.

Later tonight we're going to Clearwater beach for Caseys 18th birthday bash. Should be sweet! I might have to sneak down by pier 60 to have some fun with the poi group :)

 Tomorrow June 27th - 7:00 PM is the show at Greenbacks over in Clearwater, come join us! There is an after party :) all planned out.

-Sara

p.s. http://www.unexist.com    <  GO BIATCH!
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bad day

bad bad day

but SARA IS DRUNK!

so all is good now.

Party tomorrow night, party Sunday night.


It's going to be sweet!!!

Someone is ignoring me that little GAYFER!

-Sara
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So I've talked to Adam, everything is cool now. Which I'm happy about. Losing a friend sucks.

4th of July is coming up. PARTY TIME! There actually is one in Tampa this year! actually.. there is 2! One July 3rd and one July 4th. We'll most likely be attending both.

Mike hung out with Jen and I last night. They kept me company all night while my mom went to the hospital. Shes okay they just dont know whats wrong with her so I guess that could mean she isn't okay but I'm glad shes resting and not worrying about everyone else in the family... she tends to stress herself out.

We had fun... We went to Starbucks, Marble Slab, and Walmart (picked up a  few things + card for my mom) Then we went back to my house. I was talking to Anton on the phone and told him to take a taxi to Florida but he wouldnt go for it :( haha Jen is so funny she called up a Taxi company and asked if they would drive us to Hawthorne and the cool thing is the guy said yes IF YOU HAVE THE CASH lol. So If we are successfull and have mad cash one of these days we decided we'll have to do that just for hell of it. I mean come on who the hell takes a taxi from florida to nj? LOL Then we took a bunch of goofy ass pictures.









   And here is one picture of my blue-eyed babe :)

                    I love her, shes so adorable.

Tonight Scaduto, Tommy, Mike, and Gerard hung out. 3 of us went swimming but of course Mike didnt want to and Gerard got a new tattoo so he couldn't. IT LOOKS SWEET!

    Also everyone please check out
 http://www.unexist.com

Its a new community focused on all underground cultures that have to do with art in one way or another that a couple of people and I are putting together. Film, Photography, Anime, Music, Drugs, Shows and Events. We're hoping for it to be global and well known eventually so please check it out and spread the word if you like what you see! We love feedback as well so if you have any ideas let us know :)


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12:12am

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I'm home now and Mike is with his parents. Nothing has changed here, except my room. It's kind of strange because I thought I'd be happy to be home but it really doesn't feel any better than any other place. Maybe it's because I'm all out of it from flying all over the place.

I had an awesome week. I want to do it all over again + more. I kind of didn't even feel like I had to go home... I was comfortable and having a perfect time.

Florida is so damn hot! When the plane landed lots of steam filled the cabin... it was rediculous.

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CRISTINA YOU'RE BACK FROM GERMANY!  I missed your call + I have a new cell number. I missed you :) We have to chill.



-Sara