Supreme Ruler Mar

Ok so i lied. At the last moment a surge of inspiration hit me and a new story was born. My first written in Dutch. And its entering a certain competition..... hihi

Enjoy.

Strijd

 

- Het zijn uitsluitend de lijnen die ons binden aan de onderkant van de aarde. Niets simpels dringt voort uit de uitingen van de natuur, alleen de ramp kan onze bedorvenheid te niet doen. En zo vinden wij ons in de talloze situaties die wij zelf hebben gecreëerd. Zonder ook maar met de gedachten om het zelf op te oplossen. Men gaat er immers altijd vanuit dat het probleem vanzelf wel zal wegtrekken als men het genoeg tijd geeft. En wat is beter dan de tijd zelf alleen zijn werk laten doen?

 

Dus u bent vertrokken uit de vergaanheid die u zelf de wereld heeft ingeblazen. En zittend, starend naar de open vlaktes die ons verbinden, vind u een waarheid die u niet in dit leven kan accepteren. Het is maar beter ook, tijd heeft andere plannen voor u.

 

Doordringende realisaties kunnen vanzelf ondoordringend worden in het licht van onbetekenende hegemonieën. De wereld is doch uw creatie. U kan het tenietdoen. Dat zijn uw gedachtes over de feiten die gepresenteerd voor uw wezen liggen. Zolang er water en aarde is om u te voeden, reikt uw onwetendheid tot in de diepste gebergtes. En daar, waar u nooit zal komen ligt het kind, het idee van een onbedorven werkelijkheid die reeds al is vergeten. Dat kind, zal zonder opvoeding en omringd door oorlog, uitmonden tot niets.

 

Een perfecte weergave van de realiteit die ons alle bind maar die niemand ziet.

 

- Hmm…

xmar

bah, its been ages again, but i do have a sequel to the previously story wch is a sequel to that previous story etc etc


so here we go, it's called ( Collapse )Mar says hi

so i've found some tim e to update 

here ya go with overwhelmed, hope u like

ps) this is a direct sequel to smothered



xmar

ok...


uum, this summer i finally finished overwhelmed (which is the continuation of smothered) and started the other two parts in the series (reminiscence and undercover)

they will be posted later with a poem perhaps.

xmar

with special thanx to Tim and our crazy deep shit talk

and the more we continue to type, the more our words entwine on the screen

our names almost one, how fast our fingers play with the keys

and the essence produced reflects on what we feel under our skin

and in a single digital touch, there is a form of higher understanding

waiting to be broken by a bad joke refering to real life


xmaaar

Ghosts of a touch

 

It runs up your thighs

and stops at your lower back

It wraps you in a feeling

and lets go after a moment

leaving you in solitude

before returning its icy fingers to your skin

teasing and playing,

making your senses pick up its tingly sensation

 

The cold always had a peculiar sense of humour

 

xmaaar

Reality

A mistake commonly made

A step usually missed

And a thought generally forgotten

All what we learn

We use up to be

All that we are

Locked up as lies in deceit 

xmar

enjoy.

Then words had failed me

and I collapsed

when you cannot name something

it becomes scarier, even if reality holds proof otherwise

when you cannot name something

and you know it’s there, your fear fools your senses

unfamiliarity, stands out where others lose their meaning

and unfamiliarity is what you call it

when you try to make it less unfamiliar

xMmmmmarrr

Just havin fun at school…

 

Yeah, I’m going to London for a few days with my class. We’re leaving on Sunday… NYC was wonderful… and of course, I be going to Pinkpop, because this program is soooooo good somebody needs to hack their site and put a halo above it!!!

 

And yeah, all that is gonna leave me pretty broke for months to come… hehe

 

So here’s a lill something I wrote because I was bored and had nothing to do…

 

It’s marrish… and dark… and kinda has nothing to do with my life, but really, it’s my pen!!

 

Und little lady will be up soon (ahem, yes I kno I’ve been saying that for more than 6 months now.. hehe)

 

It sounds unstable,

Even if instability has no sound

It sounded faked

When you whisper it in my ear

It sounds staged,

As if it wouldn’t have been

If it weren’t for the script

So take it back

Cuz I know where to look for faults

Take it back, because I’m nobody’s fool

Only I can lead me on

Only I can make me blind

And lie the lies I’ve lied

right... just a quick update on whats been going on..:

- still addicted to UTube
- had the best new years ever
- found out my misery is exactly my mums fault... 
- really suck at economy
- Christina Aguilera live was soooooooo coooool
- Canceled my Toronto-work-sushi vacation...
- still don;t have a job
- gained and illiminated 2 stalkers
- wrote some shit I'll post later
- still haven't typed out little lady
- wanna learn go
- laughed a lot, especially when my dad couldn;t connect his new pc to the internet
- bonded with matea
- had a blast in utrecht
- totally dissed the school system
- managed to pick up a disease that just doesn;t go away, even if im drugged with antibiotica like now
-  watched a really good movie: the departed
- found out some things about my friends
- still burrid in school work

yep... thats a bout it...

cya

xmar