lolz
This made me ROFL yesturday.
How I hate those sunglasses.
This made me ROFL yesturday.
This made me laugh, but scared me just as much.
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H. E. S. A. D.
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Thought my cat disapeared today, after an hour or so of looking on and off I found her.
Don't feel like typing much tonight so no reminiscing or ranting tonight. Maybe tomarow.
Oh and I got a new microphone and cords and stuff yesturday. I played around with it today and stuff, didn't record anything to special. Tomarow I plan on laying down some guitar tracks and stuff, Brody said she would do some vocals for me, I will wait till she is feeling better though. That girl needs an immune system, not her fault though. Ok well I'm off to fiddle around on the guitar and get high....I haven't smoked in almost three months, this going to be weird.
Don't feel like typing much tonight so no reminiscing or ranting tonight. Maybe tomarow.
Oh and I got a new microphone and cords and stuff yesturday. I played around with it today and stuff, didn't record anything to special. Tomarow I plan on laying down some guitar tracks and stuff, Brody said she would do some vocals for me, I will wait till she is feeling better though. That girl needs an immune system, not her fault though. Ok well I'm off to fiddle around on the guitar and get high....I haven't smoked in almost three months, this going to be weird.
An Explanation of my last post.
The below entry was something I wrote little less then a year ago. Shortly before I wrote that Brody and I had an emotional phone call where she confronted me on my feelings and explained to me that it would be too weird if we ever got together and we will never be together. After we hung up, I honestly though that was it, that was how our friendship was going to end. After a week and half Brody randomly stopped by my house for a few minutes then left just about as fast as she showed.
I told myself during that week and half to just fucking forget about it, I explained to myself why she was right. But what stuck out in my head is what Doug said to me, Doug of all fucking people!!
Doug came over looking for his brother and when let down by my answer he started to go off about his brother. I tried to ignore him, but I could still here him going on about his brother and how he needs to get over Lacey. Then the words come out of his mouth, "AFTER FOUR YEARS THE ONLY THING LEFT TO DO IS GET OVER IT OR SHOOT YOURSELF" Doug wasn't talking about me, but that sentence stuck to me.
The first time I saw Brody after our phone call, I couldn't think straight, probably was the weed, but I was nervous. A couple days went by and things went back to normal, althought it took ahwile for things to feel normal, the motions were back. Brody was over at my house everyday on her computer rather I was there or not. After things started to feel normal. I felt for the first time in years comftorable around her. We argue here and there but never as much as we did before. There wasn't this awkward silence during conversations, although we can be around eachother for the entire day and hardly say anything to eachother. I always thought that was the perfect way to tell how well you knew someone. If you can go long periods of time without saying a word to eachother.
About a month later I started talking to Lacey, my ex again, which led to us getting back together. That didn't last to long, actually thats a different story all together.
Looking back, I believe I was confused, I took something and mistaked it for something else. I guess it comes with never having real friends. All I know is our friendship is alot better then it was a year ago and I'm happy about that. Anyway I doubt you'll read this Brody being how long it is, but thank you Brody. I'd probably be stoned, letting Renee and others use me right now. Anyway thanks for being there for me and most importantly thanks for the cake! Just don't forget about me when you become famous.
Ok now why all of a sudden this random story of my life. Well I started writting again.(although I'm not very good at it) First time sence I threatend my teacher at high school. Lol I find it funny I can say, "I threatend to kill my teacher in high school." I'm a cliche, lawls! Yeah, well too make a long story even longer, I found a stack of notebooks and I started writting in them. Today though I found an old note book and decided to write this. I have been reflecting on the last eight years of my life. I'm feeling lighter, but at the same time lost. Stoping and looking at things I never gave a second thought, sorting through the experiences and life lessons I have learned. I will probably be writting in here more, sence I ran out of notebooks, lol. If anything expect more rants then cheesy stories like this.
Ok now that it has taken me two hours to write this(I was doing laundry and rescuing cats of the roof.) I'm going to sleep, night.
I told myself during that week and half to just fucking forget about it, I explained to myself why she was right. But what stuck out in my head is what Doug said to me, Doug of all fucking people!!
Doug came over looking for his brother and when let down by my answer he started to go off about his brother. I tried to ignore him, but I could still here him going on about his brother and how he needs to get over Lacey. Then the words come out of his mouth, "AFTER FOUR YEARS THE ONLY THING LEFT TO DO IS GET OVER IT OR SHOOT YOURSELF" Doug wasn't talking about me, but that sentence stuck to me.
The first time I saw Brody after our phone call, I couldn't think straight, probably was the weed, but I was nervous. A couple days went by and things went back to normal, althought it took ahwile for things to feel normal, the motions were back. Brody was over at my house everyday on her computer rather I was there or not. After things started to feel normal. I felt for the first time in years comftorable around her. We argue here and there but never as much as we did before. There wasn't this awkward silence during conversations, although we can be around eachother for the entire day and hardly say anything to eachother. I always thought that was the perfect way to tell how well you knew someone. If you can go long periods of time without saying a word to eachother.
About a month later I started talking to Lacey, my ex again, which led to us getting back together. That didn't last to long, actually thats a different story all together.
Looking back, I believe I was confused, I took something and mistaked it for something else. I guess it comes with never having real friends. All I know is our friendship is alot better then it was a year ago and I'm happy about that. Anyway I doubt you'll read this Brody being how long it is, but thank you Brody. I'd probably be stoned, letting Renee and others use me right now. Anyway thanks for being there for me and most importantly thanks for the cake! Just don't forget about me when you become famous.
Ok now why all of a sudden this random story of my life. Well I started writting again.(although I'm not very good at it) First time sence I threatend my teacher at high school. Lol I find it funny I can say, "I threatend to kill my teacher in high school." I'm a cliche, lawls! Yeah, well too make a long story even longer, I found a stack of notebooks and I started writting in them. Today though I found an old note book and decided to write this. I have been reflecting on the last eight years of my life. I'm feeling lighter, but at the same time lost. Stoping and looking at things I never gave a second thought, sorting through the experiences and life lessons I have learned. I will probably be writting in here more, sence I ran out of notebooks, lol. If anything expect more rants then cheesy stories like this.
Ok now that it has taken me two hours to write this(I was doing laundry and rescuing cats of the roof.) I'm going to sleep, night.
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She will never feel the same way about me, but yet I can't seem to get rid of these feelings.
..I guess I'm not that much of a douchebag.
..I guess I'm not that much of a douchebag.
Tonight.
Slayer/Manson concert Tonight at the San Diego Sports Arena and you know I'm going to be there in the pit.
......and now that I'm getting sleepy again, I go back to sleep,
......and now that I'm getting sleepy again, I go back to sleep,
Makes me laugh.
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The sound went out on my computer again, I don't know whats going on with it again. I had a couple stupid problems with IE earlier, but fixed those after a few minutes.
This computer is starting to get annoying.
This computer is starting to get annoying.
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I'm starting to regret buying a computer.