Went to attend my cousin's church wedding today and I finally got the chance to wear my little black cheong sam. Bought it a couple of yrs back cuz it looked so cute but didn't find the right occasion to wear it. It looks much better with my short hair instead of wearing it up in a bun when my hair was longer.
I've got my little scrambler for quite awhile now. Am the proud owner of a honda XL200 for over a mth! Got honked several times on the road at the beginning though.. Kinda forgot a little of the theory part of riding a bike and ended up ridin in the "express" lane at onli 70km/hr. The result? 1 very pissed off taxi driver, a blur "huh? wad happened??" me(tat guy kept honkin & flashing his lights) and 1 very worried boyfriend(Vincent was riding rite beside me when tat happened). LATER...then i realised my mistake. And then i went:"OOOOhhhhhh... I see..." Kinda felt dumb & bimbotic after that..
I tried pillioning Vincent to IMM and after that 1 & only time, he daren't ask me to pillion him anymore. Cuz I had to support both weights of him & my bike and I wasn't very familiar with riding the bike yet so was it very wobbly esp when i negotiate turns. Perhaps will try pillioning pple again in a wk's time.
Only in my dreams did I ever think that I'll own a bike! It's practically a dream come true... You'll never really know the true feeling of freedom till you get to own your own vehicle. Thanks to my oh-so-generous mum... And it was only in my dreams did she ever think of letting me ride a bike. Guess after witnessing how sudden and short life can be over the years, she had a change of heart..
Tat rookie sales guy at Mah Motors is sooooo BLUR! To cut a very very long story short, here's wad happened...
There are 2 colours for XL200 - white & red. I requested for a red one but the sales guy insisted tat there weren't any red ones for my model. Abt a wk later, Vincent told me tat he saw a couple of red XLs on the road. So my mum called tat sales guy & asked him abt it. THEN he admitted that there were red ones but just tat the company were tryin to sell off the white ones 1st. And if I realli wanted the red one, I've gotta wait for another 3wks so they can re-register the bike.
After 3wks++, I can finally get my bike! But noooo... He just called up my mum today & apparently there were some mistakes in the information abt my insurance, which he provided us with. Blah blah blah... The final outcome is that I CAN'T get my bike by tomorrow, 1 pissin angry mother & 1 very irritated daughter. Arghhh... Instead the guy claims tat he'd deliver it on Monday... But who knows... Monday might end up being the wk after next again.
Didn't expect my Livejournal account to be still actually active!
How time flies... Another year closing in again soon. Vincent & I are still together & as happy as ever, if not, happier. Though now & then, we get into petty fights which will blow over as soon as they start. Come Dec 5th, we'll be together fer 1yr 8mths. Wouldn't believe that I could be in a relationship this long if someone told me a couple of yrs back. =o)
My aunt just past away last Tuesday... She was a strong woman & faced a fierce battle with colon cancer. God bless her soul... Was away in Msia fer 5days to attend her funeral. It was truly heartbreaking to see my cousins "kao tao" in front of their mother's coffin & seeing my uncle stroking his wife's coffin & crying his heart out.. Before that, I prayed & prayed to God that let her recovery be one of the many miracles he grant everyday. But... Was really really dissapointed when I was awaken by the heartbreaking phone call. Well, may God bless my uncle & my cousins... May he give them the courage & strength to get back on their feets..
I also found out that my ex Msia bf is gonna get married soon! He's only 22..
FINALLY gonna get my bike! The guys are gonna deliever it to my house this Saturday. Can't wait... I got a Honda XL200 - it's sort of a road scrambler, which's not as hardcore as Vincent's KTM. As excited as I am, am kinda worried though... It weighs 123kg (practically 3X my weight!). Guess I've got some weight lifting to do to build up my strength.
Lindy jus came back from Perth a couple of days ago so naturally we went clubbing! It was Embassy @ the Esplanade this time round. Wouldn't wanna go back there again... The drinks were pretty gd except bourbon coke(too thick & sweet! would get diabetes frm jus sipping it). There wasn't much of a crowd too.. Guess the next time it would be best if we stuck to M.Sultan.
And the thought crosses my mind... If I never wake up in the morning, Would he ever doubt the way I feel About him in my heart? If tomorrow never comes, Will he know how much I loved him? Did I try in every way? To show him everyday That he's my only one And if my time on earth were through And he must face the world without me Is the love I gave him in the past Gonna be enough to last? If tomorrow never comes...
So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much he means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell him How I feel...
So tell that someone that you love Just what you're thinking of If tomorrow never comes...
holidays are here & yet i'm still busy rushing ard... guess i can say that this is the busiest holiday i've had far in a long long time. was catching up & clubbing with my sec sch friends, having lunches with Vincent & looking for part-time jobs during the 1st wk. started workin at Jurong Point's Swenson last wk. we get free lunches, dinners, soft drinks & a single scope of ice-cream everyday that we're working. this is my 1st proper job i guess... even though i've only worked for abt 4days, i already know that it ain't easy... there're so many different kinds of people with different attitudes to face everyday.. really feel like quittin at times but then again, i think i'm gonna stay put... maybe in some kinda way, it might make me a stronger person?? hahaaa.. dunno.. but won't like to give up so easily..
had a talk with my parents recently & they agreed to extend my curfew frm 1am to 4am!! yippeee!!
so much to write but so little energy left... had the 12-5 shift today & am gonna have the 5-11 shift tmr... am gonna drift to the shower now...
Took my MID exam yesterday & boy did I feel the good Lord's presence with me... I wasn't the least bit nervous & I was just so full of self confidence... Maybe a little too much... Was resting & stretching between questions, resulting in not enough time to finish the paper properly. But majority of what I studied came out. Hopefully I'll be able to scrape past with either a B or C.. The room we had our exam in was sooooooo darn cold! Somemore it was raining before & I got drenched. Extreme coldness like that really hinders movement of your hands! That's another reason why I didn't finish some questions with complete answers...
After my paper, I met up with Vincent & his gang to go KAP to do some revision. Didn't bring along the pillion helmet, so I had to travel to KAP with his frens while Vin rode his scram. We were in the middle of the road... To my horror, my plastic box file opened up & my stuff were scattered all over the road! I saw this lorry heading towards us in a distance & started to panic. I started to pick up my pen & pencil, then I realised I dropped Youjie's zip disk. Then all I could think of was the zip disk. Was really panicking! Didn't know which item to pick up first & the lorry was approaching fast! The guys were shouting at me to forget the stuff & cross the road first. Then, Edwin & Yongfu turned back to ran out & helped me retrieve my stuff & the lorry was honking away already. Ed retrieved 2 pens, Yongfu got my zip disk & I rescued my pencil & another pen... Man!!! Scary lahhh... Then after that, Ed said jokingly:" I risked my life for 2 pens..." I was really grateful to them... Thank Lord that everyone was safe. If anything had happened to them, I'd never ever forgive myself..
Finally saw Youjie's VFE MTV which I was the lead actress in! I'm supposed to be this girl who lost her lover & reminisce on happier times I've had with my on-screen bf, which was supposed to be Youjie. The MTV is to the song 'Ni Shi Wo Zui Shen Ai De Ren' by Yong Bang. Hmmm... For the final VFE project, I've been a crazed stalker in my own MTV (for the song '#1 Crush' by Garbage) & a depressed lover in theirs. Really had fun shooting!! Not to mention, really hilarious too...
finally managed to make it for service yesterday! think i haven't been going for the past mth or two... saw jz & his gang sitting a couple of rows in front of me & then saw them again after service. pastor prince looks much more youthful with his new haircut! heheee...
went to catch Resident Evil after service yesterday with Vincent. that show made me realllllyyyy jumpy i tell ya... think i made Vin & the guy on my other side jumpy too... most scenes are pretty disturbing... i keep visualising the scene where the team was trapped in the quarters of the Red Queen & these killer laser beams come slicing across the area & into the humans... yuck... so darn gross man... esp the last 1... where the straight beam suddenly changes to grids, giving the guy no chance to escape it. M.Manson never lets his fans down!! he performed majority of the songs frm the motion soundtrack.. i especially love the theme song for the movie!!! it has this sinister & evil feel to it... totally MM's style.. was so in love with the songs in the movie that i rushed to get the CD today after sch.
*sigh* exams are coming real soon... in fact, the MMID paper is next Friday... but then not really in a mood fer studying...
having my breakfast now as i update this entry... it feels really good having my appetite back!!! even managed to wallop down beef steaks, fries, onion rings & mushroom swiss yesterday... ahhh... so satisfying... guess i must have been really darn stressed up for the past wk. didn't feel tat i was stressed though.. just had the sudden loss of appetite.
went to hang out at Orchard yesterday with Vincent & his gang. we were playing with each other's hps & he asked me to guess his PIN code... i forgot that after 3 tries, the SIM card would be automatically blocked... so... hmm.. i blocked his SIM card.. so he had to call ard asking pple to help him find out abt the PUK code.. so paiseh... but then again, he asked for it wad.. asking me to try out his PIN number.. before the end of the day, he managed to unblock his SIM card..
i'm really glad that i can get along pretty well with his guy friends frm poly. actually, some of them were already my friends before i met him. so, we can go out in a grp once in awhile & not only always go out with each other only.. he gets along pretty well with my friends too, esp connie, as they used to be Sec sch mates.
now, my mum & i are trying to encourage him to attend New Creation together with us... heheee.. but then as first timers usually are, he's skeptical... i haven't been attending NC for such a long time that i wonder sometimes whether it's still at the Rock or would i be able to sing along with at least 1 song at the service... MUST go this Sunday already... i miss my Father too much..
i'm at sch now, waiting for the guys to rest for awhile before we go film.. i'm suppose to act as Youjie's gf.. hmmm... it's been quite awhile since i've updated.. everything has been happening so fast that i couldn't find time to update almost each & every detail of my life here.. so i guess i'll summarise it all up.. lemme see... i think the last time i updated, i was talking abt a guy named Edwin.. but that was like a long time ago. went out with him & his frens on Val's Day & sth really embarassing happened.. he & his frens were "pressurised" into ordering some kinda German beer. after drinking a few sips, his face became really really flushed... but he gulped it all down... (to save face i think..) then, on the way home, he threw up almost 3/4 of wad he ingested!! heheee... guess it must have been really embarassing fer him.. but then again, i didn't mind but then i guess he did & so, he acted kinda weird after that.. hehee.. so i guess it didn't work out.. the following few wks, i got to know his grp of frens better.. walieww... his whole grp of frens smoke like chimneys man... see them smoke also scary.. but then, i guess i was kinda influenced by them.. like last time i only used to have a stick or 2 a day but then i was starting to like have at most 6 a day.. maybe probably also due to the stress of all the assignments.. connie & i are really slack this semester man... but then, i've stopped for a couple of days so far... not gonna puff anymore after assignment period... hmmmm... just got attached yesterday.. hahaa.... another fast 1... the guy's name is Vincent... not the MMC one but an IT yr 2 guy who's Edwin's fren.. hmm.. think the guys gtg now... will update abt details asap~*~*~
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