The Legend Of BENrantIA

I find as I'm getting older that the need to reflect on my past is greater. I wonder why that is?

Do I regret something?

Do I long for a time where things were easier?

Were they easier?

Feelin' the feels a lot more lately. I guess that's why I came back. Facebook just doesn't have what LJ has. I also don't feel like sharing all myself in a forum where people I hardly know don't wanna hear it.

So I pose myself a challenge. Can I write in this daily?

Let's give it a try. Starting today.

Ben

My mother really knows what to do to make me feel guilty and feel like shit.

I sometimes think that I've wasted most of this year from working too much and not really doing anything for myself.

I thought it was impossible to get depressed when things feel so right all the time. But, the right things are mostly work related.

I'm not going to be one of those people who harp on about being lonely and need a dude in their life to complete them because to be honest, I don't feel the need to have a significant other. I feel fine just being by myself... But when does that feeling become wrong? Does it?

There's something missing in my life that I can't quite put my finger on.

Until I figure that one out... Just leave me alone.

Today I go to the dentist.

That is all.