lets pretend we dont exist

ohhwoe ohhwoe ohhwoe ohhwoe ohhwoe ohhwoe ohhwoe

 

 

i have a new livejournal. im tired of this screenname.it controlls my life.

so add me plllease.

someone just got tickets to the sold out killers show at stubbs.

guess who.

i spent about 8 and a half hours with eli today.
i played star wars video game.
got the nickname krusty from elis cousin.
got hit on by a four year old who learns all his smooth moves from eli.
searched all over h.e.b. for izze drinks.
dropped my coke all over my shoes.
got sprayed with febreeze(my sleeve smells like that stuff).
drank a ton of kool-aid.
watched kill bill 2.
had a pillow fight.
eli gets an 8.9 / 9 for having me over at his house.
annnd now his cousins dont think hes gay anymore :D
and on top of that i met all of his super neat family. and hung out with noel and michael.and jumped on a trampoline.
so today gets an A+.
ive been really insecure about eli liking me. and i guess its because in the past boys will say they like me or act like they do and then it turns out they really didnt. so i have it in my head that that is what will happen again. and i really like him so i dont want it to happen.



and this is my new favorite song
You're my muse you're my silly goose and every day is a dreamy day of daydreaming of you. You're my one you're my honey bun and every day is a dreamy day of daydreaming of you. I can dream of you without snoring and I'm lucky that that's true. Because everyone would know that I found them boring simply because they're not you. All I want to do is lay in the daisies and daydream of you know who I'm referring to...you. You're my love you're my star above And everyday is a dreamy day of daydreaming of you

eli just told me hed be my only real friend. and so therefore ill be his only real friend.
neat neat neat neat.<3 neat. neat.


edit: im not saying i dont have real friends. im saying that hes awesome.

Camping was Amazing.
i got sunburned on my back. my legs are all cut up from tubing. tubing is ridiculous dont do it unless youre drunk.tubing usually lasts around 3 hours. i saw this thirty year old lady flash a group of college boys. i got my phone back but it didnt work at garner.
amazing.
hah did i mention that when i say camping what i mean is we rent this cabin near the river with its own bathroom and stuff so im not even really "roughing" it.
and now my dog is missing.
and i feel alone.

eli makes me happy.

listening to weezer on the four hour trip home and really rocking out in the back seat of my van is all kinds of fun.

i feel super duper uber super duper alone.

There's someone down below blowing you a kiss.
They watch from their windows
as all arms fall to their sides,
and all eyes fix on the death of tomorrow.
And you found everything you need
to make a life complete,
completely revolting and they have safety and relief
For sale down the street.
I see you in line every day

You had time to waste and I'm not sorry,
such a basket case, hide the cutlery.
I had time to kill, it's dead and buried.
You've got guts to spill but no one trustworthy.

These creatures are waking up in these dark trees.
Awaiting like vultures.
Eyes roll back turn white in time to feed
They salivate in hunger.
for you, and everything they need
to make a death complete,
completely unnatural and salvation lies
behind those dead eyes that watch you while you sleep every night, and

You had time to waste and I'm not sorry,
such a basket case, hide the cutlery.
I had time to kill, it's dead and buried.
You've got guts to spill but no one trustworthy.

You had time to waste and I'm not sorry,
such a basket case, hide the cutlery.
I had time to kill, it's dead and buried.
You've got guts to spill but no one trustworthy.

i have a new email address its krista_flores@mail.utexas.edu
i also have facebook now. but i hate it.
i accidentally came across my cousins facebook thing.
shes a compulsive liar her facebook says she backpacked across europe. and that she surfs and is a victoria secrets model. shes pretty crazy none of that is true. im going to show my mom. we'll have a good laugh.

im going camping.
i wear my hair in pigtails.
last time i went camping like two or three years ago
i met this boy
and he told me all about this band i hadnt heard of
called the postal service.


so my great aunt died yesterday.
that may not seem like a big deal but i knew her really well so its sad.
so monday at 7 rosary for her.
tuesdays at 10 is her funeral.
then tuesday at 7 is josh's rosary.
then wed at 2 is his funeral.

its really not fair.
last year at prom. all josh and i did during the dinner was sit and take pictures of eachother.

i want my best friend back. so if i have to change something just tell me.
i only put up fights for people that i really want to keep around.

i like why?

darla, they've brought your eggs into my kitchen
i know you're wishin' your bones weren't so soft
but your cage is just too small to move in,
we're fucking groovin' in the city
it's a pity that you can't be groovin' too, boo.

and i know that you weren't born for a pot pie,
that you weren't born for the cage in life
and i know that your ovulation's private
and you're ready to be fertilized.

darla, you never said you were unhappy
or you feel crappy
never said anything at all
but i know you know you're not living the good life
if i could i'd pick lock you free,
you'd live with jeff and me on fairmount st.
that'd be neat.

and i know that you weren't born for a pot pie,
that you were born for the cage in life
and i know that your ovulation's private
and you're ready to be fertilized. .

if youre mexican its kind of a rule that you know what the chalupa game is. at least i thought so. so im wondering if youre mexican and dont know what the chalpua game is. will you leave me a comment.

edit : by chalupa game i mean the mexican bingo, the one where you have the pictures if you call it something else let me know. mel calls it loteria. thats probably the right name. my grandma makes up all sorts of things.