if you're quiet as an adult they kill you

my sexual fantasy Is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me

ohh i get it now (doesn’t)

i noticed my horrible patterns! i think the process stops there

Andrea Gibson, "DEPRESSION [VERB]", Lord of the Butterflies

It’s so hard being the worlds first living tragically died too young diva celebrity who is alive and isn’t famous

severely deficient in whatever vitamin makes u a person

First thing i saw when i opened vinted ..amazing

Artwork made by polyhedric-dimension

Don’t be an actor. God observes you violent in a scene and, thinking it is real, mistakenly adds you to Hell. This happens all the time. It’s like when I traveled across eight states in shattering pain to curl beside L as she left this Earth, only to later have a dream I’d instead stayed home eating fruit cups and sewing a patch on my jeans. I didn’t know a dream could undo a true event, uncement it, but it did—from then on, I hadn’t gone, and how do I live with myself now, I ask each day—

You want me to celebrate my mother? The thing that - (cuts off; swallows thickly) the thing that I - (abruptly turns to the audience) I have always felt that a terrible specter haunts my waking moments.

Carrie Fountain, from Burn Lake; “Burn Lake 4”

“I can’t focus on the good things. There are good things going on all around me, but I don’t trust them. I can’t make use of them, don’t have the time for them; I’m too preoccupied with my precious panic. It seems to be demanding almost all of my attention. My own personal private collection of panic.”

The Princess Diarist, Carrie Fisher

thinking about developing a social skill soon