The Weight of Divinity

Bajo y subo del 𝖇𝖆𝖏𝖔 𝖒𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖔,

pero no me 𝖍𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖔.

Camino paso a paso, me 𝖎𝖓𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖚𝖞ó,

y como un rompecabezas, me 𝖗𝖊𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖚𝖞ó.

Vuelvo hacia 𝖆𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖇𝖆,

pero siempre de otra forma, 𝖓𝖚𝖓𝖈𝖆 𝖑𝖆 𝖓𝖔𝖗𝖒𝖆.

𝕬 𝖓𝖊𝖜 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖒𝖆𝖙.

In conversations with the divine: when it hurts I ask, God, how do I ease it? how long must it visit, how long do I kneel before the divine before every part of me breaks, shattering into silent, internal screams.

I am not infernal but the infernal dreams of me, and in this rescue, it is me who must save me.