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sweet mischief - sim jaeyun

pairing: boyfriend!jake x reader

genre: drabble! established relationship.

warning(s): soft cute fight, making out and a little bit of moan from jake other than that totally fine. i think.

word count: 532

a/n: first ever work of mine?

you and jake were lounging on the couch in your living room, enjoying a quiet evening together. the warm glow of the lamp cast a cozy light over the room as you curled up next to him, sharing idle conversation and the occasional laugh. jake, with his usual playful demeanour, was twirling a small candy in his fingers, flashing that devilishly handsome smile that you loved—and sometimes found utterly frustrating.

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ᨳଓ‧₊˚ ━━━ do i look like him?

modern au 𖧷 husband!toji fushiguro 𝔁 wife!reader 𖧷 angst oneshot!

warnings. angst, mdni. hurt NO comfort. he's been gone on a job for years. mild mentions of violence, painful reunion, megumi needs a hug. yes i cried while writing this. song inspo here and here if you want to listen along

based on this request from my send a song and a character post.

masterlist | wc: 4.8k

"did he tell you what exactly happened?"

you frown at the sight over the woman's shoulders. your son, megumi, was staring at a paper in front of him that you couldn't make out. his left eye was clearly bruised, purple-toned and swollen.

"i'm sorry, mrs. fushiguro. i only came after i heard the students make a commotion."

you hadn't heard someone call you that in forever.

"it's miss. i'm not married."

"apologies, miss fushiguro. although—i've been meaning to reach out to you about megumi's performance in class lately. he's a bright child, but i noticed he's quite distant. disengaged from lessons, antisocial during free time. i hope that's something you can talk to him about…?" his elementary teacher stares at you with the same expression you've seen since the moment you'd been put in this role. pity.

we're worried about you and the baby.

no mother should have to raise a child alone.

someone ought to step in for him, find a man worthy to be his dad.

you've heard it all before. and all of it sickened you.

no one could have convinced you that your life was going to end up this way. you had dreams prior to your twenties of a life defined by a full home of laughter and joy, a partner you could rely on and luxuries you needn't worry whether you could afford to have or not.

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the cutest | y.j

in which you’ve always thought jungwon was the cutest out of all your younger brother’s friends.

pairing: yang jungwon x fem!reader

warnings: smut MDNI, reader is a couple years older, reader is niki’s older sister, lowkey pathetic jungwon, alcohol consumption, dry humping, nipple play, pussy eating, face sitting, face riding, unprotected sex, finger sucking, cumming inside.

sunoo — 6:19 p.m.

hey guys, is there any way we can do the party at someone else’s place? my roommate is sick :/

jungwon, trying to focus on his homework, couldn’t help but glance down at his phone vibrating on his desk, scanning the message sent in his friends group chat.

sunghoon — 6:20 p.m.

you want to move the party that’s in 2 hours to someone else’s place? 😭

sunoo — 6:20 p.m.

i can’t help that he got sick 🙄

sunghoon — 6:21 p.m.

well we can’t do it here it’s a fucking mess

niki — 6:22 p.m.

we can do it at mine ig. my sister is visiting but she probably won’t mind.

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ONE NIGHT - LHS

SUMMARY:

Five months after the breakup, you run into Heeseung at your best friend’s birthday party. He acts like he doesn’t care — until someone else makes you smile. What starts as an argument turns into a dangerous agreement and ends with him buried inside you, making you cum so hard you forget why you ever left.

CONTENTS:

MDNI (18+) * exes to lovers * one night stand * fingering * smut * unprotected sex * creampie * light degradation * possessiveness *

PAIRING: ex!heeseung x fem!reader

001 002 003

The second you stepped into the apartment, your best friend spotted you and squealed.

‎“You’re finally here!” she said, pulling you into a tight hug. You laughed and hugged her back, handing over the small gift bag you’d brought. She looked happy — glowing, surrounded by people who loved her and for a moment you let yourself feel glad you came.

‎This night was supposed to be about her. About celebrating.

‎About trying to feel normal again.

‎You had worn the black off-shoulder dress for that reason. The soft fabric sat low across your shoulders and clung just enough at the waist before falling loosely around your thighs. It was the kind of dress that asked to be noticed — the kind you only wore when you wanted to feel a little reckless. Red lipstick....Simple heels. You had done it for yourself, for the birthday, for the version of you that was trying to move on. You had stood in front of the mirror earlier and told yourself you were allowed to look good, allowed to have fun, allowed to stop carrying the weight of a five-month-old breakup for one night.

‎You didn’t know he would be here.

‎It took less than ten minutes to see him.

‎Heeseung was standing near the kitchen, black shirt slightly open at the collar, hair falling into his eyes the same way it always had. A girl you didn’t recognize stood close to him, laughing at something he said.

‎He looked calm.

‎Handsome...

‎Completely unaffected.

‎The same nonchalant expression he had worn the day you ended things.

‎Your chest tightened so hard it almost hurt.

‎Later, one of your friends quietly filled you in that the girl with him was a college classmate of the birthday girl(your bestfriend). She had brought him as her plus-one. Your best friend hadn’t even invited him.

‎The explanation didn’t help. If anything, it made the irritation sharper. Of course he had moved on quickly. Only few months, and he was already showing up to parties with someone else, looking like nothing had ever touched him. While you were still learning how to breathe normally in the same room as him.

‎You turned away and took a longer sip of your drink.You weren’t surprised. That was who he had always been — popular, chill, surrounded by people, never rattled for long. It was one of the reasons you had left. You just hadn’t expected it to still sting this sharply.

‎“You look really good tonight.”

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You’re Dripping on Me - lhs

-‎“You’re dripping down my hand.”-

SUMMARY: in which your boyfriend spends half the car ride ignoring you… until he slides his hand between your legs and realizes you’re soaked.

CONTENTS: MDNI (18+) * car sex * fingering * creampie * * teasing * smut * slight exhibitionism *

‎The highway was mostly empty, the kind of late-night quiet that only existed when everyone else had already gone to sleep. Jake was driving, one hand on the wheel, the other occasionally reaching for his energy drink. Riki sat in the front passenger seat with his knees pulled up, scrolling through his phone and throwing random comments into the conversation. Heeseung sat beside you in the back, wearing a black hoodie, his black hair slightly messy.

‎They had been talking for almost an hour straight.

Something about an old video game, then a stupid story, then Riki doing an exaggerated impression that made both Jake and Heeseung laugh. You sat there with your legs crossed, trying to look interested, but your mind was elsewhere.

Specifically, on the fact that you were already wet.

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DON'T YOU?

when you're always invisible, it's hard to believe you're seen.

wc: 16.9k | secret stalker campus boy jake! x quiet girl y/n! mutual obsession. dark romance. yearning. written + smau bits! jake is filthy. y/n likes it. choking, kissing, spanking, biting, filming, groping, munching, fucking, mutual masturbation, overstimulation, manhandling, dirty talking. bros just inlove yk? also not proof read cos typos add character trust.

you don't consider it stalking.

stalking implies recklessness. obsession without discipline. messy footprints left behind.

you are not messy.

you just pay attention.

you know that jake sim prefers the left side of the lecture hall because the sunlight doesn't hit his screen. you know he cracks his knuckles before exams. you know he drinks caramel iced coffee with oat milk and no whipped cream, and that he wipes condensation off the cup with his thumb before taking the first sip. you know he slows down near the crosswalk outside the gym, not because he's tired, but because that's where people tend to recognise him.

but you don't approach him there. you're not dumb. instead, you observe.

part two....

CLOSED MOUTHS

they say sharing secrets keeps friends close, but you and jake would beg to differ. it’s because you have secrets, or... one big secret anyway, that you’ve stayed so close. closed mouths don’t get fed though, do they?

pairing jake sim x fem!reader

genres: summer au, friends to lovers, angst, fluff, smut, idiot in love | warnings: minors dni, #ControlFreakGirlSummer, only one bed but they know, down bad af jakeyn, they're kinda weird tbh, yn is soooo effing scared, jake is lowkey the only person in yn's world, so much kissing, author loves jake so jake mustn't suffer (too much) | word count: 32,154

playlist: same la by tiffany day ✩ tongue tied by grouplove ✩ the moment by tame impala ✩ champagne coast by blood orange ✩ ribs by lorde ✩ the bridge by kelala ft. pinkpantheress ✩ crush by solange ✩ 23:42 by rachel chinouriri ✩ lost island by enhypen ✩ tonight by girlsweetvoiced

from zo: haiiiii everyone hehe back sooner than i thought... thank u @asahicore for beta-reading as always love u so much and im literally the happiest girl on earth bc i get to see u so soon and for so long !!! uhm... for everyone else i hope u have fun w my silly summer couple and let me know what u think no matter what! (also can u believe i started writing this thinking there'd be no angst lmao) :D

There are any number of things to love about summer, but for you, the drive to Minjeong's beach house will always snag a spot in the top three. Of that, you are certain. Mainly it's because it's the only time of year none of your friends volunteer you to drive them somewhere. 

Admittedly, without riding shotgun in Jake's car, the drive up isn't quite the same.

Nothing about this summer feels the same. After handing in your final assignment, last month you crossed the stage to receive your diploma, with all of your friends and family cheering competitively in the audience. In two months, you will start your first ever adult job, kissing your girlhood goodbye. In two days, you will turn twenty-two, and for the first time since you met, you won't be spending your birthday with Jake.

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GIRLFRIEND SIMULATOR ; lee heeseung
when heeseung agrees to test jungwon’s new dating sim game, girlfriend simulator, he expects a dumb, half finished game, until he boots it up on his switch, the screen glitches, and he’s dragged straight into the world he just created. the “girlfriend” character, you, isn’t scripted at all; and heeseung has to figure out how to get out while accidentally developing feelings for a girl who inconveniently does not exist in real life.

pairing: heeseung × fem!reader | genre: fantasy; romcom; fluff; comedy; light sci fi; college au; game simulator; slow burn; smut (mdni) | playlist: gameboy - katseye | jellyous - illit | super shy - new jeans | i am shampoo - bibi | turn it up - pinkpantheress | sun and moon - aespa | wc: 37k

!! warnings: fantasy elements / game-world reality bendin, light sci fi, mild language, flirting, minor sensory distortion (lights flickering, glitch effects), slow burn dynamics, petnames, smut, piv, unprotected sex?? kinda, oral sex, cum eating, dom!heeseung, light spanking & choking, light anal play, fingering, finger sucking, hair pulling, rough sex, praise kink, breeding kink

ronnie notes: hi guyssss!! hope you enjoy this fic 🫶 i wanted to make this as a little celebration for hitting 4k followers here hehe i’ve been writing this for a while and i lowkey think it’s about to become my little favorite / comfort fic around here!! i’ve always wanted to write something with a gaming theme because i am a gamer (derogatory) so huge thank you to my sister @iyoonjh and @hoonieyun and @jayflrt for helping me with everything league of legends related because yeah i was dumb enough to write league scenes without ever having played that shit myself lmaoo anyway i really hope you guys like girlfriend simulator

HEESEUNG'S FAVORITE PART OF ANY GAME WAS THE DIALOGUE OPTIONS. Little boxes that told you exactly what to say and exactly what would happen after. Real life should've come with that feature. would've saved him a lot of trouble. He wasn't completely hopeless, though. He had friends, he could hold a conversation if he had to. But there was always this gap between what he meant and what came out, or worse, between what he said and how people reacted to it. Like everyone else had gotten a patch update on social interaction and he was still running on the default version.

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━━━RAGE QUIT 18+

Gamer!Lee Heeseung x Gamer!Female!Reader

.ᐟwarnings/tags: slow burn, gaming buddies, video game terms, texting, sexting, soft dom!heeseung, shy!reader, mutual masturbation, dirty talk, pet names (princess, baby), praising, dry humping, oral (f & m rec), cum eating, unprotected sex, p in v, confessing, reader is down bad for heeseung, fluff

𓏸⠀ 𓈒 you started as friends who played games at night—now he’s the one making you moan into his pillow.

.ᐟwc: 15.9k (no proofread)

It’s been a year since Heeseung joined the friend group. Some random guy Jungwon brought into the server one night for a last-minute League match, and who never really left. Every night like clockwork, your group piles into Discord: Valorant, League of Legends, horror co-ops that get you all screaming in sync. Most nights end in swearing, laughing, or someone rage quitting, usually Heeseung, and sometimes everyone. He’s sharp-tongued, quick-witted, and stupidly good at every game he touches. A little cocky, kind of a menace, and unfortunately for you, exactly your type.

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swinging through you.
CH 1┆spiderman!yuji itadori x f!reader CH 1 CH 2 CH 3

ʚ⁺˖ » synopsis: your roommate and childhood best friend, yuji itadori, has two grave secrets: 1) he has a crush on you. 2) he's spider-man. spoiler: he's awful at keeping either.

ʚ⁺˖ » w.c: 18k, art cred: ig@/baaoozhe〃fluff, angst, smut, spiderman au, college au, living together, childhood friends, domestic fluff, cuddling, dogs, cooking together, kissing, tooth-rotting fluff, unprotected p in v, oral (f receiving), implied domestic abuse, happy ending.

ʚ⁺˖ » songs: playlistnotes: i love spider-man and yuji so much like this actually feels like a proposal omg... ps: the playlist is like vibes i think this spider!yuji fic would have- hope you guys enjoy!!

Yuji Itadori has never wanted to be the centre of attention. Not even when he lands the biggest home run of the decade, or when he crosses another finish line first, smashing records that the campus won’t stop bragging about.

As soon as the clock strikes seven, he’s gone

No frats, no parties, no messy drama. In the kindest, nicest phrasing possible, he’s a dud. He’ll even disappear mid-conversation, too, sprinting off with some sorry excuse of a “study session.” And if you’ve ever seen his grades, you’d wonder how these “study sessions” even happen at all.

Well, he is a jock—and he is reciting his script for tomorrow’s anthropology presentation... Just with someone else hanging upside down beside him, cocooned in sticky white web on some cityside rooftop.

...Hold up. Rewind one hour.

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taking care of nanami post shibuya incident. slight angst, comfort, i rushed the end SORRY OK

nanami was a man who loved taking care of you in every single way possible; he truly spoiled you.

you were never allowed to open a door, never allowed to hang up your own coat or take off and stash away your own shoes.

you never had to run to the corner store last minute because the snack you wanted wasn’t there (nanami already bought another pack in advance) or because your shampoo was almost finished (nanami bought three new bottles when he realised you were about to run out).

nanami who spoiled you more than you could’ve possibly imagined. you eyed a statement piece for more than five seconds in a store display? it was on your side of the bed in a nice box the same evening. you mentioned seeing a video of a delicious looking, but expensive, restaurant on your feed? you and him had reservations the next time you had a date night.

so when he had to go to shibuya, he never imagined it would completely flip when he got back.

he knew the risks that came with the job; the risks were the reason he hadn’t proposed to you yet. and still, mid-fight with mahito, that started to become a glaring regret. was he a coward? was he going to die? would he never see you again?

those were the last thoughts circulating in his head before he passed out; regret. regret that he should’ve cherished you even more than was possible while he lived.

he came to a few weeks after, but it could’ve been years; he didn’t know better. the only indicator that the fight had been fairly recent was the way his body ached. that was before he looked down.

when he did it became glaringly obvious that he wasn’t okay. his left arm was missing and the skin on that side of his body was.. ruined. it was completely scorched and tender to the touch. he was alive, but at what cost?

and then his first coherent thought when he woke up was about you, again. would you still love him even if he looked like this? even if he was going to be a burden to keep around?

you had rushed down to the clinic when shoko had called you with the news. not that you were far away, no, you had popped out to get something to drink at the cafeteria (after shoko scolded you for not taking proper care of yourself)

“kento? oh my goodness, ken..” you mumbled as you walked over to nanami, gently cupping the right side of his face as to not hurt him.

he whispered out your name, his voice hoarse from disuse. an expression which had to be a mix of love, fear and sadness spreading over his features. “you shouldn’t see me like this.”

you shook your head, a tear sneakily making its way out of your eye and down yours cheek. “don’t say that. don’t say that when i thought you wouldn’t wake up again.”

nanami gulped, his right hand reaching up to brush the tear from your cheek with an ache in his heart. “you’re right. i’m sorry i scared you, sweetheart.”

a little over a week later nanami was finally discharged; his wounds having healed almost completely, just requiring some ointment which could easily be applied at home.

there was a stark difference now though. nanami was weak. he had to learn how to function with one hand. he couldn’t do most basic tasks anymore the way he used to. that struggle compared with the continual pain of his scorched skin and the mental pain of his rapidly developing insecurities regarding his appearance made him start to close off.

you noticed how he would bashfully pull away from you whenever you helped him do something, how he’d insist on applying the ointment himself, how he would always sit on your left so you couldn’t see the left, disfigured side of his body.

you sprinkled in compliments here and there, trying to not make them overbearing and obvious, but they seemed to be going in one ear and out the other.

that much became obvious when he asked if you would please switch sides on the bed you had shared for years. he wanted you to lay on the left side instead of him.

“sure, but why, kento?” you asked, knowing why but wanting to hear him say it.

he sighed in response, his hand coming up and rubbing the back of his neck. “you know why. don’t make me say it.” he mumbled, looking almost ashamed.

“ken..” you sighed, sitting down on the bed and patting the spot beside you, waiting for nanami to sit down before continuing. “you know your wounds don’t make me love you any less, right?”

“i know” he mumbled, looking down into his lap, almost akin to a child being told off. “i just.. something in me can’t believe you. i mean, i’m not who i once was.”

“you’re still my kento.” you immediately responded, grabbing nanami’s hand, thumb rubbing gently on the back of it. “i know how you feel about your body, about your current abilities. i see it in everything you do.”

nanami sniffled slightly beside you, voice cracking as he spoke. “i just wanted things to be the way they were. i feel like i’m just a burden on you. i don’t understand why.. why you would even want to be with someone who’s as useless as i have become.”

you sighed, resting your head on his shoulder. “baby, you need to understand.. you hate your current state because you’re not what you once were; but the current you means everything to me, because at one point i thought i’d lost you. do you realise how scary that was?”

you allowed the words to take up space in the conversation for a moment before continuing. “you’re still the most handsome man i’ve ever seen. i would choose you a thousand times over, with or without your wounds. it doesn’t matter to me kento.”

a tear dripped down nanami’s cheek onto the crown of your head, his chest heaving at this point. “do you mean that?”

“every word. we can get through this together, we just have to work as a team, alright? let me help you.” you hummed, pulling back and cupping nanami’s face as he nodded weakly before hugging you.

after that things greatly improved. you actively helped nanami with his insecurities; buying him an eyepatch and defending him whenever people referred to him as being ‘scary’.

and he allowed you to help him, instead of trying to do everything on his own. you helped him bathe himself since he couldn’t reach all over his back anymore with one hand. you helped him with the cooking, with opening jars, with tying his shoes. everywhere you could help, you did.

but in turn you didn’t take away his ‘duties’. you still let him take off and hang your coat, still let him take off your shoes, even if it took a bit longer. it was worth it to see his proud smile afterwards, happy he was still able to take care of you in return.

a/n this was kind of chopped but i had a vision somewhere. also been thinking of a superman nanami au but idk what to write regarding it

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Folded jjk men 💭

pairing/characters: ex!jjk men x f!reader | gojo, nanami, yuji, megumi, toji, fratkuna synopsis: you text your ex after your break up to let him know you've packed all his belongings, officially ending things cw: cussing, toxic dynamics, also fratkuna not canon sukuna a/n: the yuji one is ooc bc i would never break up with him masterlist

part 1 | part 2

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Am I, not a good dad? ྀི

“I want mama!” your son screams, tears filling up his eyes—the same color as Nanami’s.

And speaking of Nanami…he feels helpless.

The boy won’t stop crying, won’t stop calling for you. His little face is red and scrunched up, his cheeks wet, chest heaving with each shaky breath. You’d told him you’d be gone for a few hours—explained it gently, with a kiss to his forehead and a promise that Papa would take care of everything. But none of it seemed to matter.

You’re gone and his world feels like it’s ended.

“Please, baby…Mum will be back any time soon.” Nanami spares a glance at the clock, in thirty minutes you’d be here. “Should we finish your meal in the meantime, mh?” He tries, voice tight, panic folding over his usual calm.

But your son only screams louder, fists pounding the highchair tray, tears flowing freely.

It’s been hours, and Nanami has come to the conclusion that : he doesn’t want me.

He stares at his son’s red, tear-slicked face. There’s no hatred in it, just unfiltered, helpless longing.

“I want Mamaaaaaa!!” Nanami flinches. Exactly, the toddler is longing for you.

The little boy’s small chest rises and falls in erratic sobs, hiccupping on the edge of breathlessness.

Nanami exhales slowly through his nose. You can do this, he tells himself. You’re his father. You can do this.

So, he tries.

He pulls out the little wooden train you carved together one weekend. Places it on the floor. “Do you want to show Papa how fast it goes again?” he asks, voice as gentle as possible.

No response.

He tries the animal book—the one with flaps and texture that always make him giggle. “Tell Papa where’s the lion. Can you find the lion for me?”

Nothing.

Just a heartbreaking, hoarse little “Mama…”

Nanami even tries to put on the cartoon with the talking blue bear. The one your son usually dances to.

As nothing seems to work, Kento feels his heart breaking inch by inch. He picks him up despite the flailing little arms, holds him against his chest, firm but not tight, like you’ve teached him.

His son won’t stop. Not even a little. The screams turn into an open-mouthed wail, the kind that turns cheeks purple and voices raw for hours. 

Nanami’s hands tremble slightly. He sits down on the floor with the boy in his lap, gently cradling him, head bowed. He’s never felt this powerless.

Not during cursed missions, not under pressure—but here, in his own home, with his child breaking apart in his arms… He feels not enough.

Not soft enough. Not warm enough. Noyou.

I’m sorry,” he whispers into the crown of his son’s head. “I’m trying. Papa’s trying so hard.”                 

And that’s when the front door creaks open. “I’m home!”

And just like that, your son’s head snaps up from where he’s been sobbing into Nanami’s lap. Your husband doesn’t even have the time to rise to his feet that the boy is squirming violently in his arms, “mama! Mama! MAMA!!” Nanami lets him go without resistance. He stands slowly as your son flings himself into your arms when you appear in the doorway.

Concern is written all over your face. “I’m here, baby. I’m here…”  you look up and see Nanami standing a few feet away, shoulders sagging, eyes tired behind his glasses.

“he’s been crying for hours,” he says softly. “didn’t want anything from me. Wouldn’t eat. Wouldn’t play.”

You nod as your rubs your son’s back. “I’m sorry. He’s just been going through this clingy phase.” 

“I know.” Nanami offers a tired smile, though it doesn’t reach his eyes. “it’s okay.”

Later, after dinner and a bath your son is finally asleep, curled on your side of the shared bed, clutching one of your shirts tightly, your scent comforting him.

Nanami stands in the doorway, arms crosses, watching the soft rise and fall of your kid. You come up behind him, circling his waist with your arms, letting your cheek rest on his strong back.

One of his hands intertwin with yours. “He wouldn’t even let me hold him,” he says, barely above a whisper. “I’ve never felt that…useless before.”

“Kento…”

“I know he’s still small. I know it’s not personal. But…” he pauses, swallowing hard. “I tried everything. Toys, books, food, music. He didn’t want any of it. It felt like…like…I wasn’t enough. I wasn’t…probably am, not a good dad.”

Your heart twists at the words. “Can you please turn to face me, love?”

He lets out a deep exhale, like the breath hurts to let go, and turns. When his eyes meet yours, you feel like the weight of the whole world just collapsed onto your chest. 

Nanami is silently crying.

His eyes are rimmed red, and cheeks drenched wet.

You gently cup his jaw. “You were more than enough Kento. You held him even when he didn’t want to be held. You didn’t get angry. You didn’t walk away. You didn’t even raise your voice once. That’s not just ‘enough’. That’s what a good dad does. That’s love.”

He closes his eyes, leaning into your touch as more tears gather in his long blonde lashes. “I just…” his voice breaks. “I just wanted to be what he needed.”

Nanami wraps his arms around you tighter, letting his forehead drop to your shoulder. He breathes into your neck, letting your scent comforting him­—just like his son does.

“I don’t mind not being the favorite,” he murmurs after a while, his voice quiet and raw. “But I hope, one day, he’ll reach for me too.”

You press a kiss the top of his head, pulling him impossibly closer to you. “He will. And when he does…he won’t want to let go.”

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🜼 ⋆ asking nanami kento to stay after he just ate you out nasty.

you’re still trembling when he lifts his head from between your thighs.

his hair’s a mess—strands of honey-blonde clinging to the sweat on his forehead, lips shiny, chin wet, jaw flexing as he breathes heavy. and his eyes? glassy. reverent. like he just tasted something holy. like he just won a war for you.

“kento…” you whisper, voice barely stitched together.

you think he’s gonna leave, maybe grab a towel or do something polite like pretend he didn’t just make you cry from how good it felt. but he doesn’t. instead, he presses a kiss to your inner thigh, slow and firm, then another on your hip, and then he just climbs up your body like he’s coming home.

“shh, i’ve got you,” he murmurs, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand before cupping your cheek. his thumb brushes over the little tear at the corner of your eye. “you okay, darling?”

you nod, but your bottom lip quivers, and he sees it.

“hey,” he coos, wrapping you up in his arms. your chest to his, his warmth swallowing you whole. “you did so well. took it all so beautifully. so, so proud of you.”

you bury your face into the crook of his neck, still catching your breath. his heartbeat thumps steady against your cheek. he smells like bergamot and sweat and sex, and you never want to forget this version of him—tie loosened, shirt wrinkled, voice low and sweet like molasses.

his hands never stop moving. one cradles your head like you’re porcelain. the other traces your spine, up and down, slow and grounding. he kisses the top of your hair, your temple, your nose. like each touch is a way of saying, i’m still here. you’re safe. you’re loved.

“let me get you water,” he whispers, starting to pull away.

you whimper and tug at his sleeve. “don’t go.”

his whole face softens.

“alright. i’m not going anywhere.” he settles back down, tucking the blanket over your bare legs. he presses his lips to your forehead, letting them linger. “we’ll just stay like this. for as long as you need.”

and you do. you stay curled up on his chest, arms around his waist, heart finally slowing down. outside, the world keeps spinning. deadlines, sorcerer missions, the chaos of everything that doesn’t matter right now.

but inside? it’s quiet. it’s just you and him and the steady hum of after.

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apologizing 101 with husband!kento nanami | lesson: getting on the knees ⭑.ᐟ

nanami had always been gentle with you.

he had treated you with such tenderness at all times. he was warm without fierceness, he was a calming embrace through harsh storms and pressure. he was steady when you wavered, he was there to press soft kisses against your swollen eyes, he was there to hold you through the night and whisper sweet words upon your temple.

you knew for certain that he loved you endlessly. he made sure you did.

but sometimes, love wasn’t enough as its own. not quite. and sometimes love didn’t carry gentleness within its entrance, sometimes it emerged with worry in the face of rage.

you should’ve known it.

it started rather ordinary, but you felt that beneath his calm words, there was a fury he wished to avoid. he was furious about you overworking yourself, an argument almost every household have held. thoughtful and loving in its own, its core being worry. although it was generous coming from him.

as gentle as fierce flares could be, he kept on talking when you stood silent.

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DINNER SERVED ..

COMING STRAIGHT FROM THE OVEN IS A PLATE OF HOT PUSSY .

what happens if you’re sprawled out on your boyfriend’s bed, naked and blindfolded, turned into a complete mess as you were left alone, forced to suppress the pleasure. finally, the door clicks open; you’re relieved but he was oddly quiet. why was your “boyfriend” so good at pleasing you?
pairing ˙ parkjongseong x fem!reader warning ˙ 18+, smut, mdni, dub-con!, pussy!eating, cheating (don't do this!), pussy!play, roommate'sbestfriend!jay, dom!jay, sub!reader, reader is roomie's gf, reader thinks jay is her bf word count ˙ 3.4K lolli's notes ˙ sighhh I love this man so much.....he's been bias wrecking me lately icl....i need help. NOT PROOFREAD!

the soft, timid guy who had a crush on his roommate's girlfriend. the stares that linger longer than they've should of, the moments where he noticed the small little habits you make, the way he stared at you like it was only you and him in the room and every little thing was faded into the background. 

his body immediately flinch up in posture whenever he sees you, keeping himself composed around you, not realizing that his body was taut and clenched to the point where if he relaxed, he'd die of soreness. 

he could get anyone he'd liked but he never did. he believed that you could only have one true love, a moment that never erases even if he tried to push it away. 

he knew that this wasn't right but it was something that he couldn't brush away, although if he convinced himself he was in denial — the small part of him knows that his gut is telling him to the face the truth and accept the fact that he could only solve. 

a habit he couldn't control, an urge he couldn't restrain.

jay stares at you like an angel soared through the sky and sent you as his one true love that he was destined to be with — perhaps in another lifetime. 

☣︎

"hey man, i'm heading out to the store. do you want anything?" keys jingling towards the direction of the door, the sounds of shoes dragging against the carpeted floor as jay could feel the shadow moving around his peripherals.

"nah i'm good, thank you though." jay, sprawled on the couch; he doesn't take his eyes off the phone, instead, slightly tilting his head towards the direction but his eyes don't waver. 

"alright, be back in a bit." the door swings open, a ray of sunshine gleams over his face for a quick second before the door swallows the light once again, leaving the room — dull and lifeless. the phone softly turns off, making him stare off into the distance. the scenery turns into nothing but a blurring background. clouding in his thoughts as time felt much slower than it was before. the living room was calm, still. the soft hum of the leaves rustling outside as the wind gushes through the air like a whisper echoing past his ears. he feels his eyes slowly losing their strength, dragging a soft pull of slumber to reel his drowsiness, getting heavier the more he tried to fight it until it fully consumed him. 

resting on the cushy foam like he was wrapped into a warm hug as he sleeps perfectly still, mimicking a dead body. his chest rises and falls gently as his phone was rested on top of his body, the weight seemingly felt like it was non existent and forgotten. 

☣︎

as the hour glides by like a breeze, his phone buzzed through his skin, causing him to jolt awake. eyes crusted shut, the gleam from the windowsill burns through his eyelids, making him squint as he forced himself to adjust to his vision. the heavy weight rested upon his chest swiftly slid off his chest, hitting the cushions and lands in between his legs — the clock had struck late afternoon and nothing seemed out of place. the room was still quiet as it was before; no creaks, no silhouettes trailing on the hardwood floors — it seemed like they weren't back yet. 

jay rises up from the couch and heads to the bathroom but his eyes catches the door of his roommate's, cracked opened slightly with the lights faint, shadowy as the night. he strides towards the door, thinking they were here. "hey man what'd you—" he pauses mid sentence as he gently pushes the door open, only to reveal you: 

fully naked on the bed; thighs gushing with your own juices while a blindfold was wrapped around your eyes with handcuffs locked tight onto your wrists as they were wrapped around the bed frame. and a tiny remote placed towards the edge located near the foot of the bed. 

jay's eyes widen with terror — arousal or a feeling buried deep into his chest that couldn't be explained and he was about to leave until he hears you call out.

"b-babe?" you whimper as your thighs clench together as he hears a soft buzz, locating near you. he watches the way you bite on your bottom lip, revealing a flushed red hue that painted your lips from your arousal. "p-please it's too much!" you let out a guttural, breathy moan as jay watches your body twitches from hypersensitivity, back arching against the wrinkled sheets that spread across your body, blending with your disheveled state. 

jay panics like a deer in headlights, his mouth parts but not a sound came out, only mimes his words he wanted to say but stopped himself before he could make a wrong move. he mutters a sequences of curses, face flushed with undeniable hunger, also nervousness swarming in his entire mind. his brain stops functioning as he trapped in a situation with you, unable to form words without his eyes deceiving him. 

his mind was telling him to leave but his body wouldn't budge. the lump in his throat was frozen, even with how many times he tried to push it down — also with an aching boner peeking through his pants. he quietly observes you like a stalker; the way your body was perfectly pasted on the bed, your thighs instinctively clenching together has a grip on him that made him writhed with thirst as your moans erupt in the air like sweet lullabies. your juices glistening from where the buzzing sensation was stemming from, coating the inside of thighs like honey, dribbling down from your entrance, onto the bedsheets. 

he strides toward you, heedful of his surroundings. he towers over your figure, encasing your body with his shadow. you could sense his presence, a breath of wind brushes against your skin. the shadow halts in place, swallowing over your body. "t-touch me please.." you bit the bottom flesh of your lips, turning pale white and glistening from the pressure. 

he stands there like someone froze his feet to the ground. his eyes dart to the remote control inches away from where the bed ends, softly picking it up and silently observing the controls. caressing the button while his mind halts into a train of thoughts: 

his thumbs brushes over the toggle, feeling the indents press into his skin: a plus and minus button engraved. he mindlessly increases the vibration, not knowing how strong the tremors were already. he watches the way you squirm, the way you tried to clench your thighs together even deeper, despite the feeling was too much for you to subside. your whispery breaths turned into squeals, the toy harshly tickling your gummy walls as you were started to get used to the pace. 

jay feels his body jolt in pleasure, his clothes suddenly started to feel uncomfortable all over his skin. the room started feeling warm with the air suddenly became thick with tension. he places himself on the edge of the bed and leaves the remote on the bedside table, watching how your skin vibrates as the hiss of the vibrator gradually gets louder with every move he makes. 

legs that were glued together, the structure of the unknown palm cups the side of your knee, carefully peeling off each other as your juices creates webs as your legs separate — losing their warmth. the sticky residue of your slick turned your skin cold as the wind brushes past you like a stream. your body flinches at the sudden contact, fingers icy while it drags along your skin. hitched moans escapes past your lips, completely sensitive to the touch. you felt the flesh of your skin turn warm as the heat of his palm presses flush against you. 

jay's fingers slowly trace along the inside of your thighs, feeling the graze of his nail leaving a ticklish sensation, making your legs flinch and itching for the pleasure. your juices coat the tip of his finger, creating a stringy web connect from your skin to his. 

as he cherishes your skin like glass, he was fighting the urge to take you right here on his roommate's bed but he contained himself, even when his impulses were on the verge of breaking. 

jay knew that he was a patience man, composed, collected in a tense situations. never in his life, he questioned his loyalty; his commitments that he crossed his heart — "promise." 

"promise." that left his lips like he knew in the back of his mind, he would never overturn the word into a betrayal. "you're the only person i know that would never betray me. you're my best friend dude." the type of feeling that makes one's face fall of guilt, watching as their features crumple into a huge smile that makes one put a mock-up even if their heart clenches in ache. those same words that left his roommates lips like he knew jay wouldn't even bare a thought of deceit and completely oblivious to jay's real feelings. 

best friends know everything about each other. but do they express their true intentions? their true feelings? feeling scared of confessing the grudges we hold without feeling like the other would feel discouraged. 

bottling up feelings that could possibly terminate a friendship that meant so much to one person but so little to the other. 

maybe some feelings are better left unsaid. 

desires that were meant to be fulfilled and never untouched. 

was he ever a loyal man to begin with? or someone who was pretentious of their own morals cause they were scared to face the real truth, just to prove to himself that he was everything he portrayed himself to others even if he felt the quite the opposite. 

jay knew the answer, just never had the guts to face it. 

but one of his biggest fears had to get him some day and that day had to be now. 

"s-stop teasing me…"you squirm under jay's touch, completely ignorant of the suspicious actions that you would've spotted a while ago but the vibrator was buzzing infinitely, too occupied to care. you hear a soft huff of the man's voice, clearly finding amusement at your desperation. yet, his soft strokes towards your skin, made you feel a flutter in your stomach. this touch you were feeling felt like you were being cherished, encapsulated with wanting to re-experience the emotion of being taken cared of and not being punished out of one's own enjoyment. 

you felt seen, even with your vision being under the darkness. 

but you don't know that the man before you is someone who's been lusting from afar. 

he desires you like the air he breathes. treasures you like a rare gem that no one has ever seen but only heard myths. he views you as a siren that has only appeared once in a lifetime, a glimpse of unforgettable beauty that makes one dwell on the thought. he wondered what his roommate would look like if he caught his girlfriend and his best friend having sex on his bed. the thought haunted him but at the same time, it aroused him. 

as wrong as that sounded, he didn't care. deep down, all he cared about was getting one taste of your body, although the thought itself was enough to make him cream in his pants. 

he grazes your clit, your body responding by twitches, splashes of your juices paint his finger, watching the way your mouth softly parts and back arching as the sensation grows sharper the more he teased. your folds were warm, aching with desperation as your stomach stutters with every breath interrupted with every stroke he made, even if it was a small graze or a sense of being touched. 

he could feel the vibration pulsing through your skin, swelling with soft beats until he dragged his index finger near your entrance where the source of the pleasure was. the added pressure made your body arch more intensely, your back curling against the bed while the pad of his fingers presses the toy deeper into your pussy, the only thing peeking out was the rope that was attached. your voice grows louder and strained when you feel the tightness of the toy reach places that weren't used to its shape. 

he tries to compose himself, teeth finding their way to his bottom lip, biting hard that it leaves an imprint on his lips, making them red as blood. your toes clawed deep into the sheets, ruffling in between your soles while you tried to compose yourself but this was a battle you could not win. 

you feel the heavy weight on the left side of the bed softly springs back into an even surface, feeling confused at the decision. you hear the heavy thuds against soft carpet that thumps with every step the mysterious figure took. you furrow your eyebrows, despite being blindfolded, you felt uneasy but not with discomfort — with anticipation. 

as you were about to say something, you feel the bed weigh down but instead it was in front of you. where your legs were parted, your vulnerable position that makes you unfold quick. however you started to feel a slight breath of a wind brush against your torso as you feel the weight slowly dip down on both sides of your head. you feel a cold, metal surface touch your neck that makes your lips part, just as you feel a warm pair of lips grazing against yours. 

the soft flesh of jay's lips gently touches, almost like a caress. he slightly tilts his head to gain access to your mouth, earning a small squeal from you. he slowly darts his tongue into your mouth, a wet patch of saliva mixes with yours. you softly moan into the kiss, each breath taken away by the soft tug of his control. the kiss was gentle, yet so dominating — it felt so different from what you were used to. a rough command, a kiss that felt like a point that needed to be proven instead of a kiss that expressed intimacy; a warmth for longing. 

you never craved something so sweet until now, you felt small and submitted to the kiss, something you've never felt before. you feel his lips part from yours, your head slightly follow his, insinuating that you wanted more. your lips were swollen, plumped with an overdrive of pleasure. you bite your bottom lip, not wanting the after effect to leave. 

you feel the cold, spiking sensation touch your skin once again as his lips were on your neck, leaving wet kisses of his brand on you, though you were already claimed by another man — a man who couldn't do his job right. 

wet blotches of his lips trail lower: kissing the base of your neck with a mixture of bites that left subtle marks but would later fade as he neglected them to draw attentions to your unattended parts of your body. dragging down to your clavicle, putting all the attention to both sides, moving his lips to your shoulders, small squeaks fill the quiet room, making the sound even more lewd than it already was. 

he stops at your chest, giving his full attention to your nipples, specifically your left nipple. his warm tongue licks the bud, making an angelic moan leave your lips. your sounds make something tick inside him, being more addicted to your body. 

you feel his tongue swirl around your nipple, hardening with every lick as you squirm beneath him. you mold your lips into a line, trying your best to suppress your moans but the sensitivity was overpowering. your nipple was hardening against his mouth as he sucks your hard bud. his other hand was massaging your right breast, kneading it like bread — what a great multitasker. "f-fuck…t-too — mmph!" you squeal out, trying to form words but the pressure of his mouth on your breast started to interrupt your train of thought. he feels your body jerk against him, feeling satisfied at the reaction he was getting from you. 

a slight "pop" echoes through the room as he's given your left nipple enough attention. he moves onto your right nipple, his tongue doing its magic as his other hand trails down your trembling body and lands right on your clit. 

the cold hand grazes against it, earning a whimper to escape your lips. you feel the pad of his fingers, rotating in a circular motion with your slick dripping all over his hand. your legs clench around his body, shaking like jello as his mouth was adding more pleasure, overwhelming you to the bone. 

the vibrator was the cherry on top. you felt numb at the numerous times you came but you've lost count. "b-babe what's with you tod-" you shriek as you feel his teeth tug on your nipple, head tilting back onto the pillow. he couldn't hear you. he was too focused on pleasuring you from all the pent up frustration that he endured for so long. 

every night, jay could hear the bed frame hitting the wall to the point he thinks that one day, his roommate was going to break the bed — he was surprised he hasn't, despite every time he would invite you over, all he could hear was your moans as the bed frame was slamming at a rhythmic pace. he envied his roommate and he never hated him more than he does now. 

he stops worshiping your right nipple and starts kissing your body again. pampering your stomach while you squirm at the ticklish feeling until you feel a hot breath hovering of your clit. his hands cup onto your thighs, hugging them like they were his life support — well — he might need it. 

you might not be able to see but you could feel the tip of his tongue making slight contact with your clit as his breath became hotter against you. his breaths became shallow, almost like a dog panting while the sight in front of him was making him salivate. he licks a stripe, making you jolt with sensitivity. he lets out a low chuckle as you continued to squirm away from his touch. his grip tightens around your thighs, continuing giving your pussy lips kitten licks that left a ticklish outcome. the vibrator was still buzzing like there was no end, sending shock waves to flow through your nerves, almost like you were vibrating with overstimulation. 

his tongue moves expertly around the shape of your pussy as his thighs were trembling violently, making impossible to sit still. your breathing starts to pick up, your chest falling up and down that was smoothly pace at first, but soon became struggling to find your breathing pattern. every control in your body became weaker the more you felt jay's tongue abused your pussy to no end. the pressure was too much, you found yourself struggling to break free from the handcuffs, wanting to feel something — anything that would hold you still, make the feeling less intense but even you knew that would be completely useless.

"h-holy shit — f-fuck!." you yell out, feeling the muscles under you skin beginning to feel taut as his fingers were seeping into your skin as his aggression becomes more fierce with every slow lick that would edge you until you fully broke. his control was grounded — precise like he's practiced for this moment. if you weren't complete enamored to the pleasure, you would question why your "boyfriend" seemed different and less careless but with the way he had you anchored beneath him, it made your train of thoughts come to a halt.

"i-i'm g—ge—getting c-close…pl-please." your voice shifts into a softer tone, your thighs squeeze in between his head but he doesn't slow down, instead his flicks become more faster and faster, tongue swirling against your folds, making your voice become louder — you're sure that jay could hear you even though he was the one making you feel good. 

"sh-shit babe, i'm gonna!" you yell out. 

"JAYYY??? I'M BACKKK!! I GOT YOU SOME-" shit. 

jay's eyes widen and heart starts to pound in his chest profusely. "fuckfuckfuck…" jay quietly mutters against you. he hears you, quietly say his name in a confused tone. "jay?" before you could even say another word, he immediately leeches off of you and runs into his room, not looking back at you. 

once he arrived at his room, he closes the door shut. his back hitting against the doorframe, leaning his head against the wall. 

"shit he's gonna kill me." he quietly retorts to himself. 

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five thirty (sim jake) ꫂ᭪݁

pairing: boyfriend!jake x toxic!fem!reader

content: established relationship au, smut

warnings: mdni! sexual content, toxic reader, emotional manipulation, toxic relationship, degradation, name calling (bitch, dummy, stupid), fingering, oral sex (f. receiving), risky sex, overstimulation, denied orgasms, edging, crying during sex.

wc: 5.8k

note: i finally wrote toxic y/n….. please do not be like this irl, this is just fiction ! and i lied, i didn’t start part 2 of top two because i got my first enha request and i was so excited i needed to write this first. thank you anon < 3 enjoy ! (and please send more)

permanent taglist (you can comment!): @kristynaaah @hooniella @gentlestpour @heelvcr @heesvnqie @kazehee

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