Hey alice how have you been doing <3? I just read your post about how some fans are saying anything to make the current situation for their narrative and just wanted to share a couple of my thoughts. You can totally ignore this if you don't feel like replying btw, I just need to talk about everything that's happened so far.
i feel like I'm forever going to be stuck with enha before March 10th. In the sense that, enha as ot7 will always be my home. I've been going through so many emotions since everything went down- I've been sad, angry, in denial ab the entire thing, but recently i was watching one of jws live and I kind of left it in the middle cus i felt so uneasy seeing all the bring back heeseung, enhypen is 7, etc and later there was this clip of him asking to only talk to real engenes and stop the number games- and that was SO valid. We, as fans don't know ANYTHING that's happening to them, and honestly we don't really deserve an explanation for everything they say or do. Again don't get me wrong, I absolutely despise the way belift has been dealing with this, which has primarily been not addressing it and trying to somehow erase heeseung from enhypen, which I personally believe is so unfair to all the hard work he's put in all these years. And the other thing that's been pmo is how shady some people are being to the rest of the members? Like they're making such back handed comments like 'oh heeseung MADE enhypen' 'Theyre nothing without him' which is so fucking sad because while I do agree that heeseungs vocals and energy was integral to enha the other boys are just as equally talented. Do not reduce the other members to just side characters. Every single member in the team is important. That is something engenes really need to fucking understand and with the way some of them are behaving it's down right embarassing god π
Also on another note the recent hee fancall where a fan asked about his album and his answer was so....idk ? Like I feel like what he meant to say was (or atleast the way I interpret it) that he doesn't know if it will be up to our expectations? But yeah that was also a very... ambiguous reply. I just hope belift doesn't do him dirty and let's him put out his album on his own terms- with the kind of music he always wanted to make. AND OH GOD THEYRE TOURING AGAIN ? I just want the boys to rest. Go on vacation. Also on a random note I've been boycotting and I really wanna listen to shine on me AND GOSH IT'S TAKING EVERY SINGLE OUMCE OF MY WILLPOWER NOT TO PLAY IT AAAAAAAAH but yeah that's everything I've been thinking about. If you read through this, I love you so much and thank you for being so patient, please take care <3