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yani, 24, she/they
++ my blog mainly features hard kinks (e.g. dubcon/noncon, gun play, stalking, stepcest). block and don’t read it if that makes you uncomfortable.
++ 18+ blog chiefly for dark enhypen content. rules and masterlist below. other blogs are @revehae and @lisired.
++ request status: closed.
as I’m sure many of you have known for a few months now, I have been intending to close this account, and now the time has finally come to put an end to my tumblr writing career across all accounts: revehae, ireverie, lisired, and some of you might even be familiar with screamforyani.
I started writing on this amazing platform at eighteen, six years ago in 2020. I believe my first fic was some godawful yuta drabble that I’d rather not get into. I kept writing and posting, posting and writing, steadily growing an audience of amazing readers while also continuing to develop my skills at the same time. over three years, I wrote fics like pretty little weapon, love jones, wish I never, and other stories that some of you might be familiar with.
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bro i js discovered the masterpiece that is ur blog today which is so unfortunate BUT i just wanted to say that i literally speed read every single fic and they were all so good literally drooling at each and every one ohhh my fucking god. this was the best way to find out i LURRVV hard kinks. also i’m so in awe of ur writing it’s tewww good i’ll miss u king😪
& now i apologize for the yap buttttt i have to
i think my fav was daddy’s girl, like overly sick and twisted but 🤤🤤 serial k!ller hoon was so good too (im so sorry i forgot the name) but the style in which u wrote it was soo unique and immersive. legit forgot i was reading smut i was js interested in the story lmao.
& ofc i have to talk ab sacbac, actually i read it a while ago having stumbled upon it cuz its a HIT. i totally understand why it’s so popular, i feel like it sticks out from ur other works mostly bc mc is such a complicated person. obv didnt deserve what happened to her, but it makes u think & even question urself! esp w jw, u understand why he’s deeply hurt, but are still shocked at the fact that he does nothing to help. idek what im saying tbh im so sorry
ok again so sorry for all this!!111 one last question, what would u say is ur lightest fic & which is ur darkest?
…and which is ur fav OK DONE NOW!
is sacbac really that popular? fhsgsgshshsh it’s funny that you’ve discovered me now but I’m always happy to have new readers!!! to answer your questions I actually just did rankings because I feel that’s more interesting
I 100% respect and accept your decision to leave but my question:
why is it always thee good and unique ones that are leaving 😭😭😭
I remember when I discovered you last year see a cheerleader breed a cheerleader was revolutionary
I can’t speak for everyone, but for me the major factors are 1) outgrowing the space and 2) the readers and responses themselves. I’ll address my reasons at length when I make my announcement post
UGH RIGHT i loved the whole plot with chaewon and i knew even if there was a happy ending for mc they could never go back to being friends again 💔 the trauma she would’ve had from it was always gonna happen but i think making her pregnant after the history of her family’s complications and telling mc that she was scared of it really emphasises the extent of the trauma for her. i think even meeting up to talk with mc was a huge step for her but i liked that there was closure between them
tbh i don’t really have many questions or comments about jake. surprisingly his part in the fic didn’t have as much impact as the other chatacters! ofc i loved his role and he was the whole reason all of this happened but i think of him as a character who built the plot up to all my favourite parts of the story
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aw man, well perhaps this is the end 😭 I think even if they were to become friends again somehow, they would never be as close as they once were, which is unfortunate but fair.
at the very least I just hope that the Jake ending was satisfying enough. when I first planned this story I imagined it taking a sort of darker horror-esque turn where mc would have killed him, but I was like that’s kind of dramatic lol. also I love when bad characters have to live with their mistakes. for example I wanted Nate Jacobs to die so badly but when it finally happened I was overwhelmed compared to just seeing him suffer. I like that the thing Jake chose over her ultimately fell from his hands (because of his own vices at that), even if him making that decision was actually the best thing he could have done for mc. the only bad part is that Jay pretty much goes unpunished
but yeah I loved mc and chaewon so much. that’s why I have Wicked’s For Good on my Frankenstein playlist 😭 it was fun to make a story that, in part, was about how the misogynistic standards within the patriarchy have this tendency to make women competitive against one another, amongst other things (edit: realizing you literally said this in the last ask lol whoops). I am sad for them
i don’t even wanna go anon on this bc i loved girls goon too SO MUCH it was so hilarious and hot at the same time. i can’t believe u r leaving but im soso happy i got to read ur works and i wish you a very lucky and blessed future 🤍🪽 truly a talented person. you make me want to write again!
to further expand on that… would you give me special permission to make an inspired sequel to girls goon too? 👀
hi! thank you so much for your kind words. it makes me so happy to see my works get so much love! however, I don’t feel comfortable with other people creating continuations of my work. I’m sorry if this is disappointing, but I still encourage you to write and explore your own unique ideas! everyone’s mind is their superpower if you let it be, and I’m sure you can come up with stories that are just as fun and creative. thank you again for supporting me and I wish you well on your journey 🫶🏽💗
oh my god yani frankenstein was actually so incredible you have no idea how intense my emotions were throughout the whole reading experience! i didn’t think it was possible for me to like a fic this much but i enjoyed this a million times more than ANYTHING i have ever read on tumblr i’m not even exaggerating 😭 i seriously loved every aspect of the fic i don’t even think i know enough words to talk about all the things i liked??
You literally made my jaw drop from the very first scene when jake had all his friends assault the reader for something as small as walking into the room and i knew i was in for a longgg ride from that moment! like yk the writing is so good when you can make me feel sick to my stomach from just a short scene at the very beginning
i think my favourite thing about this was how you portrayed the effect of the patriarchy on women and their actions. like what the reader did to chaewon was disgusting but if you look deeper you can explore the competition between women that’s caused by misogyny and how it “explained” why she called jay. obviously it isn’t forgivable in any context but i love how realistic you made it because so many horrible actions committed by women are because of men and how deep-rooted misogyny is in our society and you showed that perfectly
and also the reader’s relationship with jake made me shiver it really felt like you just documented some poor woman’s life and put it in a fanfic 😭 he was literally the definition of a man and the way he made her feel worthless and forced her to depend on him just to throw her away when they were caught made me feel sick i loved it so much lmaooo. i love fics that write about noncon in the form of coercion and manipulation too instead of the stereotype of like holding a woman down while she says no because it makes me so emotional 💔 the scene where sunghoon explained to her that she was used made me so upset because she was so convinced that they were in love omg you actually broke my heart with this
and this was the best ending to any fic i have ever read omg!! I love angst and sad endings but i feel like the reader finding sunghoon and escaping her toxic household with Jake was so necessary for this fic. i like how you didn’t put x sunghoon in the description bc i was so so happy when she started dating sunghoon but you had me terrified preparing for the moment that never came where everything went downhill LOL i was so convinced that the ending would be sad. i wish i was joking but i was crying so hard near the end of the fic because she finally found the perfect person for her after going through hell but the end scene with chaewon made me SO sad. my feelings about this are soooo mixed because one part of me wants to hate the reader and feels so sorry for chaewon but then another part sympathises with her and doesn’t want to blame the reader for her actions 😬 would you consider the reader a morally gray character?? i really wonder what your thoughts on this are! but you really wrote the jealousy and end of their friendship so so well i can’t even explain properly how it made me feel hahaha
i dont think I’ll ever fully recover from this fic and it’s genuinely gonna be on my mind for a really long time 😔 ireverie/revehae’s disbandment fic having this beautiful ending is poetic! i’m super sad that this is the last fic I’m ever going to read from you and maybe the last ask that i send but i hope the next chapter of your life goes amazing! do notttt forget your jellyfish anon i’m gonna reread your fics again at some point i promise!! this probably sounds corny but i actually think that after YEARS i’ll probably still occasionally think about you and your amazing works 🥹
thank you so so much for sharing your writing with everyone it’s incredible
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UGH I GET SO HAPPY WHEN I SEE A LONG ASK.
and i didn’t say this but i reread all of your fics while you were gone some of them multiple times daddy’s girl is still a masterpiece omg i’m gonna miss updates from you
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oh em gee… 🥹🥹 to think someone could like something of mine so much. I’m glad to have been here and shared all these stories with amazing readers like you
OH MY GOD SHES BACKKKK i checked your blog after a while and saw you dropped a 30k fic this is the best day of my life but DISBANDMENT FIC??? Omg i’m gonna miss this account so much but i understand 😭💔
I will be reading it all in one sitting when i have the time i can’t wait!! Your writing and plots are always the best i know im gonna love it
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superrrr excited to hear ur thoughts ily 🥲🫶🏽🫶🏽
