leaving
as some of you may have noticed, i went on a hiatus around 4-5 months ago. this was partially to do with the fact that life has been taking a huge toll on my mental health, especially from school work and a levels :,)
i never thought i’d be saying goodbye to this account so quickly, but after considering this decision for so long and being on the fence about it, i’ve realised that if i wasn’t going to come back any time within this year or the next (not until i’ve sorted myself out at least), then there was no point in consistently saying ‘i’m on a short hiatus’ and giving a false hope that i’ll be back soon.
through this account, i’ve made friends with some of the absolute best people ever, some of them whom i’ve lost contact with and others who i still talk with on a daily basis. however, that’s not to say they haven’t made an impact on me. i appreciate each and every one of my friends or mutuals, even if we’ve never properly chatted before.
similarly, the amount of emotions i feel from realising my work has given some people happiness is something i genuinely cannot put into words. every like, comment, repost— i cherish and still remember them up till now, after nearly 3 years of being on this account.
i can’t promise i’ll never return, because i don’t know what the future has planned out for me, so i can’t say i’m leaving forever, but what i will say is, i’m leaving indefinitely.
i’m keeping this blog up, mainly because i can’t bring myself to delete it after all the memories it’s given me, but also because it’s such a huge part of me that deleting it just wouldn’t be right.
so, to finish off, i’ll say goodbye for now. if the future is in my favour, i hope i can meet everyone again in a happier, more stable self <3
