... Andrea | She/Her | 23 | Black Goth |

Hello, everyone! I couldn't find it, so I decided to make another introduction post that will include a bibliography that will lead to my masterlists.

I am a Black woman, I am also Goth, and I write for my Black woman - especially those of us who are a part of the alternative scene. I write from fanfics to original works, I am currently trying to find my spark again.

Speaking of which... I AM ALSO VERY POLITICAL. My entire being has been used as a political pawn for generations, which means that I will always speak my mind and call out bullshit. Also quick tip... WRITING/LIBERAL ARTS IS POLITICAL. So no, there is no such thing as an "escape from reality" when the craft was built off of ridiculing and forewarning audiences about it.

I also plan to get back into streaming, I do games plus I will also be streaming myself while writing my stories. If you guys want to, you can join my discord where we can all edit each other's stories and even share ideas or simply ask for help/advice - this goes for anyone.

All of my writing will have black women of different orientations - typically my own ethnic background [Trini, Bajan, and Irish of Igbo descent] - with different aesthetics. All of them will have names and descriptions as well.

DISCORD | TWITCH | WATTPAD | AO3 | BIBLIOGRAPHY

I will say this once and forever...

I don't care if the person is your parent, sibling, boyfriend, girlfriend, whatever, whatever. Never let someone make their misery your life. When you get the impulse to just pack up and leave whether it's a few miles across town or to a new state or even country - fucking do it. [Be smart about it though]

And if you're at a stalemate still and life forces you to shake it up in order to get your feet moving then so be it. Accept it. In other words, throw that punch. Or just quietly, pack your bags and leave.

Me? I threw the punch. I threw them at my own mother because for years I let that woman drag me into her dark hole, go on long tangents where she blamed me and my siblings for everything. I let that woman make me feel uncomfortable in my own skin for way too long and with no one to talk to.

Late, about Christmas time last year, I cracked and I told her: "All I ask is you to not bring men to the house and have sex with them when I'm there. I don't do it to you, I never had the urge or the thought to do so. Treat me the same."

And you know what she did? She brushed me off, stated that I disrespect her because I had a hard time keeping up with car payments, and even try to subtly blame for her and her ex's break up.

And two days ago, she did it again but with her new boyfriend. And guess what? I bursted in the door, snatched her naked ass off that nigga, and smacked her tf around.

And you know what she said? "If you wanna talk about disrespect, you let the car get repo'd."

And? We didn't have to pay anything. Our credits didn't take heavy hits. Is it on there? Yes, no doubt. But this bitch has a better chance of getting anything before me and she knows this.

So, me giving the car away wasn't her problem, it was the fact that the little girl she thought that she knew... the little girl who she kept pushing and drowning with insults and a victim complex she's had since she was a teenager... wasn't going with the program.

Mind you, she would have NEVER done this with her brothers or even my brothers. She only did it with me and probably even my older sister. I don't regret putting my hands on her, I don't miss that bitch, and I never want to see her again.

When walking through my neighborhood at 2am, I was smiling and had no stress on my shoulders. Not even a tear or an anxious cloud of "what now?" came up. I'm free.

I still have to get the rest of my clothes and things like that while I find an apartment. I've been looking at ones in Austin, Texas for a long time. I'll see if I can find an apartment down there that has 8 weeks or 2 months free special so I can see if Starbucks will either transfer me or if I can just apply like a new hire.

Until then, I'll see you guys soon. And for people in similar or even worse conditions than what I was in... get out while you can. No matter what the present is like.

Rebirth

Pairing: Jacob Black x Black!Fem!OC

Synopsis: The town of Forks is home to few and a stranger to newcomers. Bella Swan's return to her hometown initiates an unprecedented change in a universe far from her understanding. As her curiosity fuels her obsession over her mysterious yet isolated classmate -- Edward Cullen, Circe Woods falls victim to a curse that has hovered over her family for generations. Forced into a vulnerable state, Circe and her family are forced to take arms against their greatest threat. That 15-year-old girl she once was has been reborn.

Prologue | 1 |

1.1 - Romance Dawn

Pairing: OPLA!Roronoa Zoro x Black!OC! Fraiser D. Itsara

Synopsis: Forced to leave behind her family, Itsara parts with a plan: To become the World's Strongest Woman. Collecting funds off of bounty hunting and being a barmaid in the East Blue, the young woman's chance to return to sea comes in the form of a young kid with a straw hat and a rather audacious dream.

1.1 | 1.2 |

Date Night

Title: The Prince and His Dragon

Synopsis: When one makes history, the public begins to strip them of their humanity for the fun of it. Michael finds his escape for joy in his music and a whimsical world that no one seems to understand. Enyo thrives in a world where being whimsical and playing pretend is her norm. When their worlds cross paths, the lonely Prince strays from his "destined" path and finds safety with the dangerous dragon.

Prologue | Ch. 1 | Ch. 2 | Ch. 3 | Ch. 4 |

OOP😭😭

Y'all will be receiving two chapters tonight/ Saturday morning depending on your timezone! I promise!

I would say that I didn't forget y'all but it would be a half truth, half lie. I've been working on the drafts, I've just never posted them, but I got y'all!

OH MY GOD, THERE'S HOPE! THERE'S HOPE IN THIS WORLD FILLED WITH PEOPLE WHO THINK FOR THEMSELVES INSTEAD OF SHUTTING THE FUCK UP AND PICKING UP A BOOK.

So, I wake up, do my usual scroll and I see this post. This beautiful post: https://www.tumblr.com/thrillerflies/822217974683402240/im-going-on-here-not-from-a-place-of?source=share

I've seen multiple people discuss the parasocial and "parasocial" interactions and statements made about Jaafar and Maddie. For those who don't give a fuck that Maddie and by marriage and silence, Jaafar, financially and morally side with a belief and "culture" that showers itself with happiness at the sight of dead, raped, diabled, and orphaned Palestinian children, women, and men- y'all have a parasocial relationship with them on multiple levels.

1. Consistently stating that this belief is not true - the perpetrator posted her own incriminating evidence on multiple occurrences.

2. Insinuating that you as a STRANGER knows exactly what Maddie meant when making the story and promoting the link to pay a military filled with rapists and blood thirsty pieces of shits.

3. That girl or whatever who made that group chat with Jaafar and was very sexually explicit. Yeah that's... that's just weird dude. Not new, bu fucking weird.

But you see, examples like those is what parasocial means.

What parasocial does NOT mean is...

1. Hating someone/a couple for their harmful beliefs. Especially seeing as the people who have the right to hate them are majorly pocs while the others who brush these things off are not pocs/ dick riders for the lighter hues.

2. Not hating, but holding people accountable for the personalities/beliefs they associate themselves with.

When Jaafar first popped out with his fiance or whatever, I shrugged it off like "okay, here we go again, but it's whatever." Then her actions caught up with not just her but him and I got pissed.

The IDF has on multiple occasions, retired and active, relished and bragged about them committing war crimes against a population of people based off of lies, religious hatred, and racism. Hell, it was the U.S and England that helped set this shit off for Israel.

Israel has been committing these war crimes for over 75 years. Palestinians have suffered for 75 years. My grandmother is older than Israel's false claim to Gaza. People have lost their families, forced to watch their children have heinous acts be done to them before their lives were taken.

I have no space in my heart or my mind to be complacent or passive or kind to someone who sees this shit. Hears this shit. And states that it's all a lie. State that it's not what it seems like. The country that everyone claimed was being fake victims is not the one eradicating cities from other countries.

The country every ignorant piece of shit was claiming to be lying doesn't have a link to apply for their military. They don't have links to donate to any military service or government organization. It's all crowdfunded. They could barely get professional journalists to report their side of the bombings.

They had to use residents, family members in and out of the country.

Mind you, majority of the people famous, unknown, rich, or middle class - they all somehow know somebody that is from Is Not Real or know somebody who has worked for/currently is working for the IDF. Why do you think that is? What do most of them look like?

And it's not because they're all Jewish. No, there are Jews from all generations who absolutely hate Israel and anyone who stands behind that government.

They're all fucking White and majority of them are fucking American. Born and raised. They supposedly have thousand year old claims to Palestinian land despite being Agnostic, Atheist, Catholic - anything but Jewish or Muslim.

And I'm all for having that diverse friend group and finding love in everything, even if that means in a partner of a different race/culture. But we're not going to ignore that before these recent political climates, white people had a trait of pretending to care for their poc friends only to turn around and participate in taking said friend's life.

Or even going as far questioning how said friend and people of their culture believe in Black Lives Matter, Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women, Stop Asian Hate, MAGA being white supremacy covered up as a political organization, etc.

Now, the shits gotten worse since that orange fuck has returned behind the desk. A country that was shit, but had its little moments has COMPLETELY embarrassed itself on multiple occasions with his face as our representative.

Multiple countries in the UN have identified that not only has Israel been partaking in war crimes but that the current US representatives have been adopting Nazi behaviors. Which is insane because in actuality, they're not adopting shit... they're just exposing who they originally are and how America allowed history to repeat itself WILLINGLY.

So, you can call me and anyone else with a fucking heart, a head, knowledge, and the ability to hold humans accountable regardless if they're famous parasocial. Because at the end of the day, we're not the ones who are paying people to commit war crimes.

We're not the ones stupid enough to watch war propaganda be posted on the internet - very poorly mind you because damn near everyone in the world has access to it. Which means everyone saw how Israelis and their dick riders continuously lied about being innocent and the victims because they were the only ones making get ready with mes and their city still intact. Everyone going about their day, going to work, kissing their kids goodbye to school.

Whereas Palestinians had to cry and beg for their child to return to them or have their suffering end. They couldn't just ignore the bombs and go to work because they never stopped. They are no schools, hospitals, there is nothing there.

So, people have every right to hold them accountable. They have every right to ruin a good moment with Maddie's actions and Jaafar's silence because she doesn't care about the lives that were selfishly taken for no reason. She only "cares" now after 3yrs because her black fiance is now in not just the biggest film of the year but it's a biopic on the most powerful, famous black man to exist - his uncle.

Mind you, 3 years ago, she was a grown ass woman. Not some ignorant ass, repeating my parent's rhetoric 14 year old. A grown ass woman who could've been in her damn junior/senior year of college. Stop bullshitting people of color when a white person is very obviously prejudice/racist/antisemitic- or just overall in the fucking wrong.

Get your tongue and nose out their fucking ass and hold people accountable for their beliefs, especially when it's ones that commit nothing but harm and hatred.

OH MY GOD, THERE'S HOPE! THERE'S HOPE IN THIS WORLD FILLED WITH PEOPLE WHO THINK FOR THEMSELVES INSTEAD OF SHUTTING THE FUCK UP AND PICKING UP A BOOK.

So, I wake up, do my usual scroll and I see this post. This beautiful post: https://www.tumblr.com/thrillerflies/822217974683402240/im-going-on-here-not-from-a-place-of?source=share

I've seen multiple people discuss the parasocial and "parasocial" interactions and statements made about Jaafar and Maddie. For those who don't give a fuck that Maddie and by marriage and silence, Jaafar, financially and morally side with a belief and "culture" that showers itself with happiness at the sight of dead, raped, diabled, and orphaned Palestinian children, women, and men- y'all have a parasocial relationship with them on multiple levels.

1. Consistently stating that this belief is not true - the perpetrator posted her own incriminating evidence on multiple occurrences.

2. Insinuating that you as a STRANGER knows exactly what Maddie meant when making the story and promoting the link to pay a military filled with rapists and blood thirsty pieces of shits.

3. That girl or whatever who made that group chat with Jaafar and was very sexually explicit. Yeah that's... that's just weird dude. Not new, bu fucking weird.

But you see, examples like those is what parasocial means.

What parasocial does NOT mean is...

1. Hating someone/a couple for their harmful beliefs. Especially seeing as the people who have the right to hate them are majorly pocs while the others who brush these things off are not pocs/ dick riders for the lighter hues.

2. Not hating, but holding people accountable for the personalities/beliefs they associate themselves with.

When Jaafar first popped out with his fiance or whatever, I shrugged it off like "okay, here we go again, but it's whatever." Then her actions caught up with not just her but him and I got pissed.

The IDF has on multiple occasions, retired and active, relished and bragged about them committing war crimes against a population of people based off of lies, religious hatred, and racism. Hell, it was the U.S and England that helped set this shit off for Israel.

Israel has been committing these war crimes for over 75 years. Palestinians have suffered for 75 years. My grandmother is older than Israel's false claim to Gaza. People have lost their families, forced to watch their children have heinous acts be done to them before their lives were taken.

I have no space in my heart or my mind to be complacent or passive or kind to someone who sees this shit. Hears this shit. And states that it's all a lie. State that it's not what it seems like. The country that everyone claimed was being fake victims is not the one eradicating cities from other countries.

The country every ignorant piece of shit was claiming to be lying doesn't have a link to apply for their military. They don't have links to donate to any military service or government organization. It's all crowdfunded. They could barely get professional journalists to report their side of the bombings.

They had to use residents, family members in and out of the country.

Mind you, majority of the people famous, unknown, rich, or middle class - they all somehow know somebody that is from Is Not Real or know somebody who has worked for/currently is working for the IDF. Why do you think that is? What do most of them look like?

And it's not because they're all Jewish. No, there are Jews from all generations who absolutely hate Israel and anyone who stands behind that government.

They're all fucking White and majority of them are fucking American. Born and raised. They supposedly have thousand year old claims to Palestinian land despite being Agnostic, Atheist, Catholic - anything but Jewish or Muslim.

And I'm all for having that diverse friend group and finding love in everything, even if that means in a partner of a different race/culture. But we're not going to ignore that before these recent political climates, white people had a trait of pretending to care for their poc friends only to turn around and participate in taking said friend's life.

Or even going as far questioning how said friend and people of their culture believe in Black Lives Matter, Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women, Stop Asian Hate, MAGA being white supremacy covered up as a political organization, etc.

Now, the shits gotten worse since that orange fuck has returned behind the desk. A country that was shit, but had its little moments has COMPLETELY embarrassed itself on multiple occasions with his face as our representative.

Multiple countries in the UN have identified that not only has Israel been partaking in war crimes but that the current US representatives have been adopting Nazi behaviors. Which is insane because in actuality, they're adopting shit... they're just exposing who they originally are and how America allowed history to repeat itself WILLINGLY.

So, you can call me and anyone else with a fucking heart, a head, knowledge, and the ability to hold humans accountable regardless if they're famous parasocial. Because at the end of the day, we're not the ones who are paying people to commit war crimes.

We're not the ones stupid enough to watch war propaganda be posted on the internet - very poorly mind you because damn near everyone in the world has access to it. Which means everyone saw how Israelis and their dick riders continuously lied about being innocent and the victims because they were the only ones making get ready with mes and their city still intact. Everyone going about their day, going to work, kissing their kids goodbye to school.

Whereas Palestinians had to cry and beg for their child to return to them or have their suffering end. They couldn't just ignore the bombs and go to work because they never stopped. They are no schools, hospitals, there is nothing there.

So, people have every right to hold them accountable. They have every right to ruin a good moment with Maddie's actions and Jaafar's silence because she doesn't care about the lives that were selfishly taken for no reason. She only "cares" now after 3yrs because her black fiance is now in not just the biggest film of the year but it's a biopic on the most powerful, famous black man to exist - his uncle.

Mind you, 3 years ago, she was a grown ass woman. Not some ignorant ass, repeating my parent's rhetoric 14 year old. A grown ass woman who could've been in her damn junior/senior year of college. Stop bullshitting people of color when a white person is very obviously prejudice/racist/antisemitic- or just overall in the fucking wrong.

Get your tongue and nose out their fucking ass and hold people accountable for their beliefs, especially when it's ones that commit nothing but harm and hatred.