Justice for Hind Rajab

Hello, online I go by Newt! I draw, reblog, make shitposts and talk about my life.

If it seems like I’ve repeated a story or a joke, just repeating myself at all really it’s because I have memory issues. If you’ve noticed I’ve repeated something I’ve said before just let me know and I’ll take the repeat down. If its the exact same post seconds after each other it's just shitty wifi

I AM AUTISTIC, so I have a hard time with social cues, tone and abbreviations, if I ask for clarification or rephrasing I’m genuinely asking.

I love interacting with people!! feel free to talk to me :)

If you decide to be a fuck to me it is extremely likely that the only way that goes is getting instantly ignored, blocked and forgotten. If that's the result you want then have fun with the short time you get to see my blog

my mom told me to stop itching (fair) so if I start complaining about being insanely itchy with no relief that's why

I'm so overwhelmed so much is happening in my life and most of it is bad and I feel bad too much is happening

I actually feel fucking disgusting right now

the acne on my arms shoulders and torso have exploded it's so bad right now and of course I can't fucking leave it alone so I keep making it bleed and ooze (at least my face is fine right now)

a bandaid I put on a really nasty deep one because it kept fucking oozing spawned a shit ton of acne under the bandaid flap things because I used a waterproof one (that's what I had) and it I guess trapped all my nasty skin stuff and now that area is disgusting and every time I absentmindedly pick at my skin my hands come back bloody

and that's not even mentioning the bruising from me continually squeezing my skin to try and pop things and all of that on top of me not showering today when I mean to I feel like a swamp beast I feel so bad about myself physically I feel gross my skin is GROSS

update: I walked away before finishing posting this and have now realized why I've been so fucking itchy. I've literally got little spots all over my torso and upper thighs and shit. I thought my skin was just really dry (it is that's still something I need to do something about) but I have been afflicted with some sort of skin bullshit aside from the usual skin bullshit. I feel like crying

I deleted my post with the recounting of the bigoted popular vids there's no point just showing it to other people to get upset. I've already blocked the og people it's fine I don't need to display things I was upset by to everyone else

god I'm just sometimes reminded of the sheer amount of people who have not even bothered to unlearn hateful shit and it's overwhelming and extremely distressing

I feel like I don't have to explain why this made me extremely angry. fuck you. with all those likes too

goodness gracious I just remembered when for an elementary school field trip I was chaperoned by this one kids mom, I must have made some comment about the snacks she had or something I don't remember what she said but after that trip she started making her kid (we were not friends) bring me a giant gallon Ziploc full of snacks every now and then. I was just like oh cool good snacks for free and now looking back I'm like did that lady think I was in poverty or abused or something she didn't do that with anyone else what the fuck did I tell her

my skin hurts and is covered in scabs and acne and itches so much this sucks

roast chicken cup noodle is not that great

I think because I've always been very close to my mom and never had the usual teenage rebellion phase with her I'm just having a hard time fully learning that she like everyone else is a flawed human being who is capable of both being wonderful and cruel

if you make a post about experiencing rain in any capacity I WILL tell you how insanely jealous I am of you. DESERTS CURSE

I just don't feel good right now