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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

I knew that things were going to be hard for me once I graduated college, but I guess I just didn’t expect things to end up like this. I feel like Im trapped between a rock and a hard place and theres nothing I can really do about it. On one hand, I need to work because if Im not working I am a leech and my mom will not hesitate to tell me that, on the other hand I am disabled and my symptoms just seem to be getting worse by the day. I can barely leave the house anymore because it is always a miserable disaster that leaves me shaken up for days after. I am so desperate to find a way to make things work, like finding a way to monetize my art or finally fucking applying for disability benefits but that seems so far away, and everything else is so immediate. It’s quite literally a waiting game but it’s the waiting game from literal hell where I have all these fears and struggles, and either I sit on them and get judged, or I express them and they are downplayed because I’m “very mature otherwise” and I still get judged. Ahhhh

vent because i didnt know where else to put it do not feel obligated to look at this lmao i just needed to shout into the void for two seconds blah blah blah