Darkness takes a deep control, yanking me towards the dirt.
I scream in pain as my arms are pulled down, deeper and deeper.
Eyes, wide open.
The taste of blood floods my mouth, and I spit it at the ground.
Dragging me deeper, as If it was quicksand, I was pulled underneath the earth.

Here's a short story I wrote I'm not sure waht to call it but I'd love some feed back thanks.

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[bad breakup thingy]

 

 

Wasn't Meant to Be

Memories make their mark

As moments pass away.

He came and he left

We fought the whole mess

It's what I’ll always have to see.

I guess it wasn’t meant to be.

 

He said he loved me, by the by

I’ll never doubt I wasted my time.

He bought me flowers, a dozen roses

So conceited, always posin'.

 

Memories make their mark.

 

I never said I loved you

Although, forever I was true.

You couldn’t trust me well enough

Oh baby, it was all so new.

 

Moments pass away.

 

Scared and lonely, afraid to lose

My heart was surrendered on behalf of...

All the times you said "so long"

But meant "get lost"

Now I'm saying it back to you.

 

Memories make their mark

As moments pass away.

He came and he left

We fought the whole mess.

It's what I’ll always have to see.

I guess it wasn’t meant to be.

 

You're getting what you deserve

A shot in the back for every time

You shot me down.

 

Memories make their mark

As moments pass away.

He came and he left

We fought the whole mess

It's what I’ll always have to see.

I guess it wasn’t meant to be.

 

He came through the door and found my heart

He left as he dropped it on the floor

The shattered pieces were repaired in the end.

 

Memories and moments

Make their mark, they pass away.

He came.  He left

It wasn’t meant to be

 

I say "so long" to you.

 

 

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hey.. im new here. my name is cassie im 14 i live in syosset ny.   i really needed a place to put random lyrics and poems that i really like or wrote myself down becuase i cant keep them to myself anymore.. dont feel obligated to comment on them.. . they prob arent good anywho.. but oh well... heres one of my recent:

 

 

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Somewhere a light flickers,way off in the distance
Yet there is a resistance between that light and me
For I yearn to see the world in its glowing
Still,I can't help knowing that it's not meant to be

But I can dream and imagine all of the splendor
The tender caresses of light on my face
In a place of comfort and deep introspection
Where the only direction is directly toward grace

I have dreamed of this moment forever and always
Through this maze I've traveled beyond and below
And that glow,it's now closer that ever
But I'll never partake of its radiant flow

For I'm destined to stay forever shrouded
Behind clouded remnants of a dream overdue
Where you don't exist and I'm quickly forgotten
So,beneath the rotten timbers,I view

As that distant light flickers,just beyond my grasping
And the moments lapsing increase over time
Till they climb beyond possible reaching
Thus teaching a lesson only known to the mime

THE THINGS I MEANT TO SAY
(T. Beechey)

It seems that,lately,all I have spinning 'round my head,
Are all the itty bitty things I never ever said,
So many times I wanted to and countless times I tried,
But who knows why? It seems I kept them locked inside,
Days turned to weeks,then months and years,soon a lifetime passed,
And what remains are endless tears instead of smiles to last,
Oh,I'd give everything I had for another day,
To hold you close and whisper those things I meant to say.

I meant to say "Good morning" each time you awoke; I meant to say "How are you" whenever we spoke,
I meant to say "You're special" when no one seemed to care; I meant to say "I thank you" for being there,
I meant to say "I'll help you" no matter what the task; I meant to say "I'll listen" to each question you'd ask,
I meant to say "You helped me" for answers you'd give; I meant to say "Cause of you" for reasons that I live.

So many things I meant to say but something always got in the way,
Now no one's here to hear a word and so these things will not be heard,
But they echo daily in my mind and so I find myself resigned,
To listen as my conscience sings these intended but unuttered things.

I meant to say "I'm sorry" when I was wrong; I meant to say "Don't worry" when roads ahead seemed long,
I meant to say "I'll lead you" when you couldn't find the road; I meant to say "I'll take it" when you couldn't bear the load,
I meant to say nothing at all each time I'd complain; I meant to say "I'll shield you" from every drop of rain,
I meant to say "Forgive me" for each tear you'd cry; I meant to say "Give me one chance to tell you why."

So many things I meant to say but something always got in the way,
Now no one's here to hear a word and so these things will not be heard,
What was I thinking? Why'd I wait? I know it now but now's too late,
My heart lies bare with broken strings atop a mound of voiceless things.

I meant to say "I'll find it" when all you sought was time; I meant to say "I'll pull you" over each uphill climb,
I meant to say "Take my hand" as each road began to slant; I meant to say "Yes,you can" when you said you can't,
I meant to say "We did it" as we passed each test; I meant to say "It's over" when we'd find time to rest,
I meant to say "Here's the key" to secrets I keep; I meant to say "Dream sweetly" as you closed your eyes to sleep.

So many things I meant to say but something always got in the way,
Now no one's here to hear a word and so these things will not be heard,
Except by me from the morning sun until the day is finally done,
Yes,now you're gone and each day brings to mind these never-spoken things.

It seems that,lately,all I have rolling through my brain,
Are all the teeny,weeny things I'll never say again,
The things I should have said to the one I was with,
And all those misspent moments that have faded into myth,
So many things I meant to say but something always got in the way,
Now no one's here to hear a word and so these things will not be heard,
Sometimes,at night,your name I'll call to a faded frame on a shaded wall ---
I meant to say "I love you,"
I meant to say "I love you,"
I meant to say "I love you,"
And that one hurts the most of all.

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dear my dearest,
i am writing you my final words
there is no one that they would be more suited to
i realized that i never truely lived until i met you
i never really died until you left me
and now i feel the need to seal the deal
finish the job you started
you killed my heart
i'll kill my body
and i'll be finally gone
in my death i'll love you
slit your name in my wrists
i know i'll never be what you want
and i always said i couldn't live without you
i never lied
this is my final goodbye
as this knife touches my skin i confess my love to you
and i seal this suicide love letter
with a kiss of blood from lips you would never kiss
goodbye love.