deadly

Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore.

So.
This is generally how it works.

NEW relationship...new journal.

but I don't quite want to give this up yet...
so keep me added here, but also....

add
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So.
This is generally how it works.

NEW relationship...new journal.

but I don't quite want to give this up yet...
so keep me added here, but also....

add <lj-user="drunkenbeauty">.

&hearts;
deadly

I hope I never figure out who broke your heart.

I have come to the realization that I have the uncanny ability to make any boy fall in love with me. I have also come to the realization that this is not a good thing, nor is it a good thing that I also have the uncanny habit of hurting the ones I actually come to love as well.

This is what we can consider Tragedy.

All hail the heartbreaker.

♥
deadly

and another thing.

and all your pictures couldn't keep me warm if i burned them. i'm bleeding bloody coughs from the fire in my lungs. i left you in my memories, so if the train comes, lay down on the tracks and forget me, and how we used to kiss.
deadly

reality.

The difference between a romance and a tragedy is just a matter of where you decide to start and stop telling the love story.


This might have been
the worst morning ever.
deadly

I fucked up.

So Eric is a jealous person.
And we wrote notes jokingly
to make fun of his jealousy
and how ridiculous it was.

But Eric found the notes.
And I don't think he thinks
it was a joke.

And All I ever wanted
was for him to
T R U S T M E.

And Now he never will.
And Then we can never be fixed.

I hate myself right now.
How could I ever be so stupid?

I just wanted him to trust me.
trust me.
trust.
me.
trustme.

♥
deadly

Today has not been a good day.

"...I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something that nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older - as you see people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened."